"What are you doing..." i didn't let her finish. I couldn't hold those feelings in me much longer. I crush my lips with hers. She gasped granting me entry into her mouth.

The kiss was tense like hungry people when they finally get food. She didn't hold back, she kissed back with equal desires and I felt home again. We pull back to catch our breathe, resting our foreheads against each other.

"I missed you" she whispered taking the words out of my mouth.

"I missed you too El, a lot" the place became serene afterwards with only the echoes of our throbbing hearts and calming breathes.

"So...

" I'm sorry for everything that happen, I never intended to hurt you. I'm so.." she interrupted placing a finger on my lips.

"No! I am! I should have believed you but i made a big deal out of it"

"I asked what are you doing here Mr?" Ella yells sounding anything but happy to see me. My lips inches away from her. I blinked, again and again before I understood what was happening... I was daydreaming all this while.

Damn! That imaginary kiss was hot!

I should have known. She would never agree so calmly, i should have known. It's Ella for crying out loud! Somehow I broke her trust and I needed to build it again. What i don't understand is why she was making a mountain out of a mould.

"why are you mad at me! Tell me. Why the hell are you so damn mad that i kissed another lady? We are not together. So tell me why I can't kiss anyone I feel like.. Fucking tell me Ella, Tell me!...

"because I love you"

"WHAT?"

"I SAID I LOVE YOU ASHTON" to say I was shocked would be an understatement. I was hell shocked and more importantly, it was the best thing that I have heard.

She also just seem to realise what she has said. She confessed her love for me! She covered her mouth from the shock. But unlike me, she was scared not happy.

"Ella, you don't know how happy I am hearing that, you love me. I lov..." I love you too, was what I was going to say but got interrupted.

"No! I did not say anything nor do I want to hear anything from you, I didn't mean what I said. In fact Forget I said anything, okay!" she spoke sending daggers straight to my heart.

"Ella..." I took a deep breathe before continuing "what are you saying. It didn't sound like a lie when you said it. You meant it. And I love you too. Why are you denying our love?"

"To protect my heart from getting broken repeatedly"

"Ella, I'm different from them. I promise never to broke your heart. I promise Ella, I will never let go of your hand. Please give me a chance to love you, to show you how much I value you, please." I pleaded

"Ashton... You don't get it. I'm just being careful, I don't want to get hurt again "

"I will never hurt you"

"I know!" she finally said the words I wanted to hear " I love you Ashton and I trust you"

"I love you more Ella and I will never give you a reason to not trust me nor will I ever break your heart" I confessed attaching our lips.

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The early morning bright rays shone on his prefect face, showing his loving smile. He has prove just now that he is different and now I'm convinced he would never hurt me. I trust he will not let me down.

I mirrored his actions, smiling broadly. Agreeing to be his girlfriend was amazing to say the least. Sitting in his passenger I was happy beyond words and couldn't wait to tell Lena.

"Leeeeena leeeeena!!!"

"Ella I'm so sorry, I was the one who told Ashton where you were. I'm sorry but I wanted to see you smile... " she blabbered on and on

"Calm down girl, actually I'm glad you did and I can't thank you enough. Now meet my boyfriend Ashton "

"oh my God girl, I'm so happy for you!" She jumped up and down like a small girl.

"also, we are going on our first date in the evening and he wants me to move in with him."

"I hope you are moving tomorrow? "

"no, of course not. I told him to calm down. Wait WHAT? Tomorrow? Are you chasing me away?" we spent the rest of our day morning laughing like never before .