I watch Bostyn sleeping next to me. I messed up with Lucky, but I think she maybe helped me realise what I wanted in life. Now Bostyn has given herself to me, I am falling for her big time. I kiss her head and fall asleep next to her.

Now Thursday and I am planning on going to Lucky's. I've tried ringing her several times. I got to the point where I ended up ringing her friend Zara, she seemed quite distant when I spoke to her, but I still let her know I was coming. My bike roars into life and I head over. It's about a two-hour ride so I have time to think whilst I ride over there.

I am more and more nervous the closer I get to where she lives. Parking up my bike outside her address, it's a small house but still a pretty looking place. I knock on the door, it seems to take ages but finally, the door opens, and some guy opens it.

"Who are you? I was looking for Clover." I frown at him.

"I'm Jeff." He gives me a quizzical look also.

"Who is it, honey?" Lucky's voice drifts through the hall.

"Some guy." Jeff shouts back.

Lucky comes into view. "Who... oh... Adam." Her eyes go wide at the sight of me.

"You know him?" Jeff lets Lucky stand next to him.

"Yes, he's the guy who helped me." She confidently speaks and I'm still slightly confused.

Jeff's face changes and he looks happy. "Oh right, well thank you man, I can't tell you how much this means to us especially at this time." He takes my hand and starts shaking it thanking me.

"Sorry, who are you?" Now I'm completely confused.

"I'm Clover's husband." Jeff puts his arm around Lucky, and I stand there open-mouthed. Husband, did I hear that right, he just said he was Clover's husband I didn't expect this at all. I had looked into her past and there was no mention of a husband.

"Adam... I think we need to talk." Clover must be able to see the shock on my face. Jeff asks if Clover wants him to stay. "Jeff, I think I need to explain everything to Adam."

"Ok honey, I'll see you after work, Love you." Jeff kisses Lucky.

"Love you too baby." Lucky returns the kiss before he disappears off and she invites me in. I still can't believe what I am hearing and seeing.

"I'm so sorry you had to find out like this Adam."

"Husband... what the fuck Lucky? I thought you fucking said you loved me. And you're repeating the same words to him?" This is the weirdest set of mixed feelings I have ever had.

Lucky sighs and puts her head in her hands." I used you, Adam, I'm sorry. I got all wrapped up in everything when I was with you, and you were so fucking good in bed... it wasn't meant to go on as long as it did."

"So, when were you going to tell me you were married?"

"Jeff, we kept our marriage a secret, We've been together for several months and recently got married, but after the threats from dad's loan sharks, I thought it would be best if I got dad out of here and hid him, that was until Jeff and I could come up with a plan."

"So the first time you saw me in uniform you thought I was a good opportunity, to whirlwind me and make me to like you?" I feel like a fucking mug now.

"Yes, and well... I did think you were sexy. The sex we had; was unbelievable it truly was one of my best nights with you. But it was only sex. I wasn't sure about anything and I came back here. Jeff and I talked over things, he agreed I should go back and find you, see if you could help us. Then finding out my dad had been murdered I was so gutted. Jeff was the one to push me on especially after he found out Jimmy was coming after me." Lucky wiped away tears and looked at me.

"Jeff is a bit different than me." I raise an eyebrow.

"He's a lot different Adam." Lucky smiles and chuckles at the same time.

"You mean I'm an animal and he's a gentleman?"

"Yes, and I liked your animalistic side a lot." She bites her bottom lips and blushes.

"But you're married... I would have never had fucked you if I had known." And that is the god's honest truth, I like to fuck, but I'm not a home wrecker.

"I'm sorry, it was only meant to happen once with you, I never meant to keep going on that far with you." She reaches out and takes my hands.

"So, what does your husband think about all this?" I pull my hands out of hers, I'm mixed between hurt and relieved.

"I told him you had been helping me, you were a police officer and you had found a way, he knew I used you to help us." She hugged the cup of coffee she had on the table.

"Did he know?" I clench my teeth, disappointed in myself more than anything else.

"That I slept with you? Yes, but only once, all part of the plan to reel you in, make you want to do everything to protect me, but when I told you I loved you and I did love you, Adam. I loved you for helping me with everything you did for me. Meeting your family only made things harder. Everyone was so nice. I'm sorry, I didn't realise in the short time we were together you would gain feelings for me?" She drops her gaze from me.

"What about your phone? I left messages." I rub my chin as past thoughts of worry come back. "I was worried about you still."

"I'm sorry I got rid of the phone, I was hoping you would give up on me, and then Zara said you phoned her to say you were coming." Lucky twirled the cup in her fingers

"Well... I was coming to say something to you." I run my hands through my hair suddenly nervous as fuck for some reason. "I came to tell you; I've met someone else."

"That's great Adam." Lucky grins like an idiot.

"Well, I suppose I'll just go then." There is no need for me to be here any longer.

"You really met someone?" She stands up and we head to the door.

"Yes, I've kind of always liked her but she didn't show me the same feelings. When I met you, she saw I could change and be with someone, she thought she had missed her chance of being with me."

"But something has happened between you both?" She pulls on my arm.

"Yes, Thanks to you, you made me realise I can fall in love. Well, I thought I was with you, but I realise now my feelings were all over the place because I'd never had anything like that before, I've never done a relationship before you. So, I suppose I have to thank you." I lean on the doorframe and smile at her.

"You have helped me as well, my relationship with Jeff has been saved, he didn't like living in the shadows of not being able to show that we were husband and wife. Now we have a fantastic relationship, and thanks to you I tell him what I like in bed, and he is more aggressive, and we have a much better sex life now." Lucky touches her cheeks as red flushes over them.

"Well, I'm glad you're happy." I breathe a huge sigh. "I was so fucking terrified, having to tell you that I was seeing someone else."

"Aww... well I should have told you sooner about me, I'm sorry." She touches my arm and gives me a sorry look.

"When's the funeral?"

"Saturday, Jeff has handled everything, I'm still getting over everything which has happened, but I'm doing okay."

"Well, I've got a long ride back, I had better be going. Take care of yourself, Clover."

"You too Adam, and thank you for everything you did for me."

I shut the door, puts my helmet on and head back on the road. Back to tell my little Bo-peep she is all mine. The relief that comes over me that I hadn't fucked up everything for Lucky. Being my first time hurting someone I am so glad I didn't. I never want to have that experience of hurting my little Bo peep.

I've had time to run things over in my head, and life, love and relationships are so much clearer to me. Now my next thing is making sure I tell my Squeaky little lamb I am only hers. Fuck everyone who hates me for being a bastard in the past, I believe she is my future and I want to be part of it. Everything that had happened with Lucky has made me a better man. I understand what I want now and who I want to be with.

Arriving back, I park up and go upstairs for a shower. I ring Bo and tell her the good news. She is working so even though I got the night off I want to go surprise her. She's apparently out with Tyler on foot patrol. After my shower, I head to jump on the subway as I will have a drink to celebrate.

I get off at the city centre and start walking and phone her mobile again. It is ringing somewhere around the corner; I spot her and stop ringing her phone. She is fiddling about with it as I come up behind her. She elbows me and grabs me around my neck at the same time trying to kick my legs out from beneath me.

"Bo." I yell out as I try to hold my balance.

"What the fuck Adam." She lets me go and takes a step back.

"I couldn't wait to see you, baby." I can't help grinning at her.

"So, I'm your baby, am I?" She tips her head to the side and tries to hold back a cheeky smile.

"If you'll take me?" I step closer to her.

"Well, I hope I don't live to regret this... but... yes." She squeaks out excitedly.

"Fuck yes you've made me the happiest man ever." I pick her up, spinning her around, I forgot she was out with Tyler who was just standing staring at us. I can't help but kiss my woman. "Fuck I've missed you." I nuzzle at her nose.

"Adam... I'm working." She chuckled as I had her in my arms, and she couldn't touch the ground.

"Er, what the fuck is going on?" Tyler is looking between the two of us with a puzzled 'what the fuck is going on' look on his face.

"I am confessing my love for this woman." I stare deeply into Bostyn's eyes, I'm crazy about her.

"You're what?" Bostyn's voice pitches in shock.

"You're the one for me, Bo." I confess to her.

"Hey, we're moving a little bit fast here?" She places a hand on my chest.

"Are you two like together or something?" Tyler's head is flicking from me to Bostyn.

"Yes." Bostyn said it so excitedly my own heart thumped harder for her.

I stare lovingly at Bostyn, "I love when you say you're mine." My dick is already growing in my trousers.

"Well, you better get used to it big boy." She slaps my ass.

"Have I got something really fucking massive for you baby." I grab her hand and move it over my crotch.

Bostyn laughs. "You will have to wait; I've still got an hour left on my shift." She squeezes it gently making me groan.

"That's okay I'll go have a couple of drinks at the Station bar. You're coming home with me tonight." I wasn't asking, I was telling her.

"Okay, I'll meet you at the Station bar in an hour then?" She links her fingers with mine.

"I'll be waiting for you." I kiss her hand.

"This is just too weird." Tyler has been friends with me for a long time and this is the first time he has seen me in this way.

"Better get used to it because little Bo-peep here has found her lost sheep and he's going to make her sweet pussy cum tonight." I kiss up Bostyn's neck and I can tell she wants to have me again. I still have my hands wrapped around Bo and trying to nuzzle into her neck.

"Go before I Taser you for harassment." She points me in the direction of the bar and smirks.

"You wouldn't dare." I glare at her.

"You want to try me?" She puts her hand on the clip which holds it in place on her belt.

"Can I have a kiss before I go?" I dare to step closer to her.

"If you keep your hands to yourself." She bites her lip teasing the fuck out of me.

"I can't promise you that my darling." I wiggle my eyebrows at her.

"Fuck pass me a sick bag will you." Tyler sticks two fingers in his mouth and makes noises.

"Kiss me then you bastard before I change my mind." Bostyn grabs my shirt and pulls me down.

My eyes lock with hers as our lips touch, an explosion of new feelings bubbled up inside me. I deepen the kiss to the point where we both had to stop to catch our breaths.

"Wow." Bostyn wobbles on her feet.

"I'll be waiting for you, my sexy lady." I can't keep my hands off her.

"See you soon big boy." She glances up and down my body and licks her lips.

I head off before she really does taser me, I'm ecstatic about things for the first time. The pub is not too far from the police station, and It's called the Station Pub for one reason. Quite a few officers come to this boozer once their shifts have finished, but I don't care what anyone will think. I order a pint and sit down drinking whilst I wait for Bo to finish work. I am on cloud nine. So much relief and happiness flood me as my life was a fucking mess this morning, but now I have the one girl that I've wanted for so long. My feelings are much stronger than I had thought for Bo, I'm brought out of my happy thoughts.

"Well look who is here." Her voice gets annoying more each time.

"Kim." I mutter back unenthusiastically.

"You're sitting quietly here in the corner." She squints her eyes and scrunches up her nose in disgust at me.

"Just passing some time." I take a swig of my beer.

"I thought you were working today?" She frowns at me.

"I had some important things to sort out so chief let me have tonight off." I wish she would just give up with the questions.

"So, you haven't got a lady friend to stick your dick into tonight?" She chuckles.

"I have, she's not finished work yet though." I was going to make another comment, but I hold off on it as I promised Bo.

"Is this the same bird that you brought into the station?"

"Nope, she was using me if you can believe it." I raise a brow and wait for her comeback.

"No way, fuck how did you find out?"

"Went by her house and her husband opened the door."

"Husband... wow. I didn't see that one coming." Her jaw nearly hit the floor.

"Yeah, I was as shocked to find out about it, but I was going there to tell her I didn't want to be with her anyway. I've found someone else." My dick twitched at the thought of my girl coming in.

"Well, I didn't see that coming either." She gasps and takes a step back. "So, who is the lucky lady?"

"Wouldn't you like to find out?" A message pings on my phone to say she is finished, and she is heading this way. In a matter of seconds Bo will be walking in the door. "Looks like you will meet my beautiful woman as she is about to come in here."

"This should be interesting." Kim has a smirk on her face.

I'm watching the doors waiting for her to step through so I can have my way with her. When I spot her, my mouth drops open! "Fuck me." She takes my breath away.

"Isn't that Bo?" Kim gasps in disbelief.

"So, fucking beautiful." I grab my dick in one hand and shuffle it about as it becomes excited to see her.

"You're not?" Kim's eyes widen like saucers.

Bostyn spots me and as she gets closer, I notice she has had her hair done. She wears the simplest of clothes, but she is hot as fuck.

"Hey there, come sit on my lap and I'll show you what you've been missing." I pat my knee.

Without hesitating, she straddles me. Placing her hands through my hair she kisses me, her tongue diving into my mouth. I grab her ass and pull her in closer, so she notices my growing hard cock for her. Her little crop top does nothing as I can slide my hand underneath. She has no bra on, so my fingers rub over her nipples, she bites my bottom lip as I play with her making her nipples go all hard.

"You look fucking gorgeous baby."

"Holy fuck Bo! What are you thinking? You're seriously going to go and sleep with him... the man whore?" Kim screeches out in her over the top voice.

"You know what Kim... I don't care what people say about him. That's all in his past." Bo snaps back at Kim.

"And you're my future Bo." I nuzzle her nose with mine as I gaze into her eyes.

"Aww... so Mr Softie is growing up to be a big boy?" Bo playfully tugs at my bottom lip driving me wild for her.

"I'm growing baby, big and hard... only for you now baby, I'm all yours." I mean every word of what I say.

"And you're only mine to do as I please with." She playfully bites my bottom lip again.

"Only yours." Fuck me I'm going to show her how much I want her.

"Eww..." Kim is pulling a disgusted face.

"What are you waiting for Adam take me home and show me." Bo gazes into my eyes and my heart jumps a beat. Ignoring Kim, I pick her up and carry her out. Now the whole police force will know she is mine.