It's been a whole week since iv seen or talked to grayson. He texts me everyday but I just ignore him. I can't face him, because I will tell him and I can't. Or maybe I will, it's eating me alive.

I finished school and made my way home like I have been every-day this week. I skipped science because I kept having the urge to deck Ethan in the face.

I don't know why I'm so worked up about the whole thing, because it's not like Grayson's gonna choose me over his wife, business and kid, so why be foolish and ruin it all, plus he's cheating on her with me so he's not all the innocent.

I pulled up seeing that familiar car in my driveway. A part of me want to drive away until he left but another part wanted to see him because I miss him a lot.

I sucked it up and walked in and he was sitting on the couch tapping his foot like he was nervous or mad. I couldn't tell.

"How did you-" I start but he stood up tucking his hands in his pocket and cutting me off.

"Michy let me in" he looked down and there was this moment of silence all you could hear is the cold wind blowing outside.

"Why have you been ignoring me? I thought we had a thing skie, and one day you want me and the next you don't, I don't understand" he says looking at me with his sad Hazel eyes.

"Grayson I like you I do, like a lot, but I can't do this right now" I go to walk past him but he grabs me and pulls me back making me face to face with him.

"I like you enough to ruin everything, everything that iv spent years building, the least you could do is tell me what I did "

My heart sank at the thought of him thinking he done something wrong.

"That's the thing gray, you did nothing, absolutely nothing, you blow me away, your so kind and outgoing and would give someone the shirt off your back, and you don't deserve -" I stopped myself before I spilled it all.

"Nevermind " I mumbled as I sat on the couch digging my head into my hands I felt him sit next to me and let out a deep breath.

"I don't deserve what skie" his voice was filled with worry, fear, and sadness.

I looked up at him and his face cried for me to tell him. He was picking at the skin around his nails the more we sat there in silence.

"Do you have a twin brother named Ethan, that's a teacher? "

His head snapped into my direction so fast I immediately knew i was right about everything.

"Yes I do why? " I had his full attention and I could feel him getting so eger to know.

"He's my science teacher, and the day you brought me in late i was at my locker and I saw him all over someone and they looked way to close to be friendly with each other" I thought I was gonna choke, here goes nothing.

"It was Lora grayson"