It's been a week since I started my new job. I love it, lora is Barley home so it's mostly just me, Lucas and grayson. He hasn't really said much to me since his little egg remark but I try not to think much about it. After all he is married.

I just layed Lucas down for his nap and I made my way to the pool. It was a beautiful sunny day and I desperately needed some more sun.

I layed my towel out on the chair and I removed my clothes. I layed down putting on my shades and tanning lotion. I leaned back and just relaxed taking in the bright sun.

I snatched my head towards this building that was sitting a little bit from the house. It kinda looked like a smaller house. I heard this loud banging and I scrunched my eyebrows as I got up and made my way over. I slowly twisted the knob and jumped as I saw grayson throw a picture frame across the room and it busted. His head snapped towards me and his eyes went dark.

"What are you doing in here" his voice was deep but his words slurred as if he was drinking. Which he was as I noticed all the beer bottles smashed along with the picture frame.

"Sorry I was by the pool and I heard banging and I came to see what it was but I see now so I'll go" he was staring into my soul. Like he could see straight through me.

"No wait, come here"

I gulped as I made my way to him. I was still in my bathing suit covered in tanning lotion. He patted the seat next to him and there was this long minute of silence. I had so many questions to ask him but he's drunk, and I don't want him to think I took advantage of that. But fuck it.

"Why did you throw the photo" I asked softly as I looked down fiddling with my fingers. Something I do when I get nervous.

"It's our wedding photo"

I didn't know much to say, iv never once seen them show any affection towards each other or even say I love you, but there still married?

"I was 18 and I remember when my parents told me they were handing the business over to me and my brother, I was so happy and set for life, then I was introduced to lora. She was beautiful and had everything going for her. She was the perfect wife well that's atleast what my parents thought, but me yeah I liked her but I didn't love her to marry her, I barley new her, my dad stayed and stayed on me about proposing to her, and I did want to some day but not while I was 18 i was still a kid. He started to threaten me about the business and how he will not allow me to take over and not be settled down, because he didn't want me with anyone but her, because he chose her, it was never about how I felt, he would rather see his son unhappy for the rest of his life then to let me choose who I fall in love with, so I finally did it, I proposed, we got married a couple weeks after. I told myself I would make it work, I would be the wealthiest man, what more could I want? Then we had Lucas and I love my son more than anything, but my parents didn't love each other when they married it was all about business never about love, and i didnt want that for my son, now I live everyday with a women i dont love and I know she doesn't love me, I smell him on her everytime she comes home, my son will never have a sit down loving family" his eyes were starting to water and I was sitting there speech less. I had no idea. They seem happy, they have everything they could possibly want or need but even money can't by you the happiness you get when you love someone.

"I- I'm sorry, I lost my parents a couple of years ago in a car accident, they were everything to me. I had no siblings it was just us. I lost everything, I couldn't afford my house so I had to pack all of there stuff and mine and leave while another happy family took over. I moved in with my old boss at the time Mrs. Debra and she let me work at her dinner till I had enough money saved and me and my bestfriend michy went in on an apartment together and finally got everything right, now I'm trying to finish my last year a highschool and I work for you, but my point is every one has there own story but you get to choose the ending, no one else, so it's up to you if you get a happy ending or not. But don't sit around crying about it. Do something about it go after the things you want, your 26 grayson how long are you gonna allow people to run your life" I felt like maybe I said to much and i was terrified that I might have crossed the line and get fired.

He looked up at me and his Hazel eyes just peered into me and I swear I felt myself melting into them. He reached out and lifted my chin up as he made his face come closer and closer to mine.

Is this really happening?

My breath started to pick up as his face was inches from mine and I could feel his warm breath on my lips.

He looked back into my eyes and I had this huge wave of confidence take over me.

"Kiss me" I whispered softly and I soon felt his soft lips on mine. My stomach busted into butterflies as our lips moved in sync like they were made for each other.

I pulled back from him as I sat there processing everything. He lifted my chin back up and my eyes met his as he said the words that I didn't know i was so desperate to hear.

"You said to go after what I want, and i want you skie" .