I returned home with Alex because he insisted on me not driving in my condition and I thought that it was a good idea. At first I was planning on taking a shower and sleeping for a couple of hours before I returned to the hospital.

But I ended up sleeping for 20 hours and honestly I was surprised when I saw the clock. There were no missed calls from anyone which made me feel a lot happier and relieved. I sit straight on the bed and I call Jared. "Good morning" I say as he picks up

"Good morning. Slept good?"

"Yeah. How are you doing?"

"We are good. We are both good. Jay is still sleeping"

"Good. I'll probably get Jack and come"

"Ok. Take your time"

"Thanks. See you"

"See you" he says and hangs up.

I get one more quick shower and I go downstairs "Good morning" I say

"Good morning. Slept good?" Tina asks

"I'm rested and I'm trying to be optimistic" I say

"That's great" she says

"Yeah. I'm gonna go write you a check for those last days and then you are free from me" I say

"Ok, thank you" she says "He is still sleeping so let me get him for you" she says and I nod.

She brings him downstairs "Hi baby" I say as I take him

"Mama" he says and starts to play with my face

"I missed you so much. Give a kiss to mommy. Kiss. Kiss" I say and he kisses me and then I kiss him. "How about we go see daddy?" I ask

"Dada" he says

"Yes, let's go. Again, thank you so much for staying for so long" I say

"It's ok. If you need me again, let me know" she says and I nod.

I paid her and thanked her one more time. I get Jack in his car seat and I drive to the hospital. When I arrived, I parked the car and got the stroller out of the trunk. I place Jack in and I walk to the building. But a couple of cameras were outside of the hospital. I take a deep breath and I walk to the entrance.

I'm sure that photos were taken but I ignored them. That moment I was so glad that Jensen is in the VIP unit. Some of them don't know what personal space is. "(Y/N), good morning" I hear dr Shepherd say and I turn to him

"Good morning" I say

"You went home, got some sleep?" he asks

"A lot actually" I say

"That's good. And who's the little guy?" he asks kneeling down to see Jack "What's your name?" he asks playfully

"Dadda" Jack says and I chuckle

"Ok, let's go see dadda. I'm headed there too" he says and gets up. I nod and I follow him.

"I also wanted to talk to you about the next couple of months. It was a small stroke but it caused damage" he says as we walk "In order to fix the damage he needs rest. Like I said sleep helps the brain create more cells that go to the damaged areas. Don't pressure him to do something that he can't because he might seem almost back now but we don't know how his body will process. He'll need some physical therapy in order to gain all body functions again and speech therapy to fix that trembling in his voice. I can recommend you a couple of please"

"Thank you very much"

"Your welcome. But he will also need your help, physically and emotionally" he says and I nod.

He opens the door with his card and let's me walk in the room first. "I'll come back in an hour" he says and I nod.

"Hi" Jared says as he sees me

"Hi. Thank you for staying" I say

"Of course" he says

"Dadda" Jack shouts hitting his hand on the stroller "Dada" he says again and I chuckle. I get him out of his stroller and I pick him up "Dada" he says again trying to reach Jensen

"H- hey buddy" Jensen says as he opens his eyes. Then he looks at me and smiles. I smile too.

"I'm gonna head back home. If you need anything call" Jared says and leaves. I place Jack next to Jensen and he wraps his arm around him. Jensen kisses his head while Jack played with the blanket. Jensen takes my hand "Did you t- take some r- rest?" he asks me

"Yes. I love so much" I say

"I love you too" he says. I lean to him and I kiss his lips.

"Boo" Jack says and laughs by himself as he takes the covers on and off his head. Jensen and I both laugh looking at him play. He pulls the cover over him again

"Where did Jack go?" I ask

"I d- don't know" Jensen says and then Jack takes the covers off of him. We pretend to be surprised and he starts to laugh. Jensen kisses Jack's head and holds him close to him. I sit next to Jensen and I wrap my arm around the back of his head. I lean his head towards me and I kiss him "I love you, both of you" I say

"Me too" he says and kisses me.