For the first week because I was still sore from giving birth and because I didn't want to leave him, the three of us slept together on mine and Jensen's bed and it was the best time we've ever had. Jack is already lifting his head when he is laying on his tummy and seems to recognise our voices. The best moments are when Jensen sings and he falls asleep on him after I feed him, because he says that he wants to let me rest. They are so cute when they are both asleep.

Jensen is the best. He takes care of me and him all at the same time. He is amazing and I was sure for that. JJ hasn't met him yet because we didn't have much time to get out of the house. But I didn't want her to feel like we forgot about her because Gen, Jared and our parents had already came. So Jensen left a few minutes ago to go and pick her up.

But Jack who was sleeping in his grib started to cry. I get up and I go to his nursery. I pick him up slowly and I sit down to feed him. After that I changed his diaper and that's when I heard Jensen and JJ. I pick Jack up again and I walk down the stairs slowly "JJ go was your hands and I'll bring Jack" Jensen says and she does "(Y/N), why did you get up from the bed?" Jensen asks as soon as he sees me

"Because Jack was hungry and I missed him" I say. JJ gasped and put her hands on her face to cover her open mouth when she saw how small he is. She walks slowly to me and I kneel down so she could see him

"He is so small" she says and rubs his cheek softly. He opens his eyes and looks at her "Hi, I'm JJ" she says

"How about we go sit on the couch so (Y/N) doesn't get too tired?" Jensen asks

"He's right, let's go sit down" I say. Jensen helps me to stand up and we all go to the couch.

"JJ, put your finger in his hand" Jensen says. She does and he immediately holds her finger

"He is holding my finger" she says shocked

"Aww" he yawns letting the cutest sound out and she chuckles

"Do you want to hold him?" I ask her

"Yes" she says. I lay him in JJ's arms carefully

"I love him" she says

"He loves you to" Jensen says and kisses her head. I look at Jensen and I smile. He smiles too and kisses me.

2 months later

Jensen is coming home from work tonight and I'm really excited because I missed him. I got a bit used to with him being home and help me for the first two weeks in the beginning. He was usually here at weekends but this time I had to see him for two weeks. Today, I made sure Jack is fed, clean and asleep before Jensen came home so we could have some time for the two of us.

When I heard the door open, I run downstairs. "Welcome home" I say and I kiss him

"It's really good to be back" he says and kisses me "How is Jack doing besides getting you tired?" he asks

"Great" I say and I kiss him again

"I'll be right back" he says and runs upstairs. Plan A, failed. I frown and I follow him.

I went in our room and he went in the nursery. Plan B. I wear my new blue satin night dress and new underwear and I wait for him. I got a bit cold so I put my robe on.

He finally came after 20 minutes. "What were you doing for this long?" I ask

"He feel asleep on me and I couldn't lay him back down" he says and sits on the bed. I get up

"I wanted to show you my new night dress" I say and I throw the robe on the floor

"It looks great" he says and lays on the bed. Plan B, failed.

Plan C. I lay next to him and I look at him. I place my hand on his cheek and I rub it softly with my thumb. "I missed you" I say

"I missed you too" he says and he kisses me. I take the opportunity and I deepen the kiss. He responded and his tongue took control. I get on top of him and I place my hands inside his t-shirt. He pulls away "(Y/N)--" he says but I interrupt him with another kiss "(Y/N), wait--" he says again trying to push me away.

That's when Jack started to cry. I pull away and I fall on my side of the bed while Jensen goes to get him. Plan C, failed.

He is discusted from me, isn't he? A tear rolls down my cheek. That's when Jensen came back "He just lost his pacifer" he says as he lays next to me. I turn to my side away from him. "Are you ok?" he asks

"Yeah, I'm fine. Goodnight" I say

"Goodnight" he says and turns off his phone.