"(Y/N)!" Jensen calls for me from downstairs

"Bathroom" I shoot and he comes in. I was looking myself in the mirror of the bathroom trying to figure out if my stomach is getting bigger. He walks to me and hugs me from behind. He kisses my cheek

"I missed you" he says and kisses my neck

"You've been gone only 15 minutes" I say

"I know but I missed you" he says and kisses my neck again

"How did it go with the lawyer?" I ask

"You are still my wife and I'm not leaving you anytime soon" he says and kisses me again. I look myself in the mirror again lifting my t-shirt.

"Ok, what's wrong?" Jensen asks and stops kissing my neck

"Is it just me or my stomach should be larger by now?" I ask

"I don't think so" he says

"Last time, when I was 19 weeks in, my stomach was bigger. What if something is wrong this time? What if--"

"Hey, hey" he says cupping my cheeks "You heard the doctor, right? You are both healthy and nothing is wrong. Just remember that, ok?" he asks. I nod and he smiles

"That's my girl" he says and kisses me softly. I turn to the mirror again snd I lift my t-shirt again

"But wasn't it supposed to be bigger?" I ask

"I mean I can see some growth..." he says and I frown "By the way, today or I'm going to have the genter results. Do you want to give them straight to Gen so she'll plan a gender reveal party?" he asks

"I'm sorry but I don't feel like I want a party about it because last time it turned out awful" I say

"It's ok. I agree" he says and kisses me.

"Are you ready to go?" he asks me

"Almost. I need to close my suitcase and I'm ready" I say as we go to our room

"Let me" he says and does it for me

"Also I made a decision that I don't know if you will agree but this is what I want" I say

"Should I be worried?" he asks

"I don't think so"

"Ok, what did you decide?"

"I don't want any drugs while being in labor"

"What?" he asks shocked

"No pain killers, no epidular--"

"Are you crazy? Have you any idea how much painful this process is?"

"Do you?" I ask and I chuckle "Look, this is my body and right now something magical is happening inside of it and I want to feel every second of it. All of it. The good and the bad. I know that you are worried and I know that it's a really painful process but I want to feel it. Because this is what a woman's body is supposed to do, this is what my body is supposed to do and I want to feel it" I say begging him to understand

"Ok. But that doesn't mean I'm happy with it" he says

"I love you" I say and I kiss him

"I love you too" he says and kisses me. "Let's go" he says and picks up both of our suitcases.

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We arrived at our hotel and went to out room. "I hope you don't mind that we planned two conventions in two months" Jensen says

"Of course not" I say "I love it here"

"I'm glad you do. Rob wants us in the green room" he says looking at his phone

"Let's go then" I say and we do.

As soon as ww entered the green room Rob jumped in front of me "Hi (Y/N)!" he says with his I-need-a-favour smile on his face

"Hi Rob, everything ok?" I ask

"No, Jared's and Misha's flight is delayed so I need a favour" he says

"You want me on stage with Jensen to fill the gap, don't you?" I ask

"Please" he says giving me puppy eyes

"Fine"

"Great, Ackles and Ackles on stage" he says. We nod and follow him on stage.

On the way we met Kim and Brianna that were just ended with their panel. "Hi!" Bri, Kim and I say at the same time and we hug

"How are you? How is the little one?" Kim asks

"Great" I say

"Yeah, did she tell you what she decided this morning?" Jensen asks

"What?" Bri asks

"She wants to give birth without pain killers" he says

"Really?" Kim asks

"Yes?" I say hesitating

"Badass" Bri says and we high five

"You go girl" Kim says and we high five

"Please don't incourage her" Jensen says desperate.

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After about the first 15 minutes of the panel Jensen left me alone to end my answer and went to answer his phone. I can hear that he just came on stage but for some reason he stays behind me. Then a loud bang caused me to jump off my seat. It was blue confetti. I look at him while still trying to catch my breath "What the hell was that?" I ask

"It's a boy" he says and I hug him.

"I know that we said to not say anything about pregnancy after the labor last time but this time I have a good feeling" he says

"Me too" I say and he kisses me again. I go back to my seat and we take out mics back

"Baby Ackles is going to arrive at about 21 weeks" Jensen says and places his hand on my belly

"CONGRATULATIONS!".