More hours past with no change. His condition was still critical but stable. He still had that tube coming out of his mouth and I couldn't stand to look at it. I was about to start to cry again. I keep holding his hand with one of mines and I place the other one on his cheek. "Come on Jensen, wake up" I say rubbing his cheek "I know that you don't like hospitals and you know that I don't like them either, so wake up so we can leave. Please. Please Jensen wake up. I miss you already" I say sobbing.

"How about I drive you home and you take some rest?" Danneel asks

"No, I don't want to leave him" I say and then the door opens and two people rush inside. Probably Jensen's parents. His mom immediately runs on his other side and his dad follows her. I could see her eyes get watery and she immediately started to rub his head softly "Baby..." she whispers.

That's when I was ready to start to cry again. His dad lifts his head and looks at me holding Jensen's hand and then he notices Danneel

"Hi, I didn't expect to see you here" he says to her

"Yeah, I came to see Jensen and I stayed with (Y/N) for a bit. I didn't want to leave her alone" she says

"So you must be (Y/N). I'm Alan, nice to meet you" he says and we shake hands

"It's nice to meet you too" I say

"Oh (Y/N), I'm sorry I run to Jensen without--" his mom starts saying

"No, it's fine. I get it" I say and she smiles at me and then looks back at Jensen. This is all my fault. I was supposed to be in his place. They shouldn't have to go through this right now.

I was ready to breakdown again. I didn't know how much longer I can keep it in. I get up from my seat "Exuse me" I say and I run out of his room. I lay against the wall and everything just comes out. I started to slid down until I sit on the floor. I couldn't stop crying. I could control it.

Then Danneel comes out and sits next to me. She hugs me and rubs my arm. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't do that right now. You know him and been with him for so much more time than me Danneel, and--" I start to say

"It doesn't matter. Sometimes, some things work different. Jensen and I still love eachother but just as friends. You on the other hand don't, right?" she asks

"I wish I would have told him that" I say

"I know. And please call me just Dee" she says

"Thank you" I say "To be honest, I didn't expect you being so good to me. I thought that you would be more--"

"Jealous? When Jensen and I agreed to take some time away from each other, I thought that too but it turned out to be the opposite. I'm happy for him. I'm happy that he found someone that makes him happy. I have someone too actually, so don't feel bad for acting like this" she says

"He makes me happy too Dee and I love him despite the fact that it's only been three months"

"I can see that. So how about you go home, take some rest and come here tomorrow? He has his parents now, he won't be alone. Come on let's go" sge says and helps me stand up.

"Give me a minute" I say and I go in the room. I take my bag and I get ready to leave. I look at Jensen one more time. I kiss his cheek softly "I need to go but I'll be back as soon as I can. I promise" I say and I walk to the door.

"(Y/N), wait" his mom says and I stop "I didn't introduce myself. I'm Donna and this is Alan. I didn't want our first meeting to be like this but it's really nice to finally meet you" she continues

"It's nice to meet you too. I need to go but can you call me if there is any changes, please?" I ask as I hand her my professional card with my number

"Of course sweetie" she says and smiles

"I'll be back as soon as possible" I say and I leave.

"Ready?" Danneel asks and I nod "I'm gonna drive you home and then I'm gonna go to the airport because I need to leave" she continues

"Thank you for everything" I say and I hug her. She seemed surprised at first

"You're welcome" she says and hugs me back.

As soon as we walk out of the hospital, there were two cameras there. They probably recognised Danneel. But we ignored them and went to the car. "Don't worry, you'll get used to ignoring them" she says and I chuckle.