third person -

Padmé saw Anakin, she knew Anakin was there. She saw the blue in his eyes, the blue she saw all those years ago on Tatooine.

The nine year old boy who thought she was an angel. The nine year old boy who she thought was a silly young character. The nineteen year old boy expressing his love for her. The nineteen year old boy who lost his mother but still had strength. The nineteen year old boy she married on Naboo. The twenty two year old she addressed her pregnancy to.

He was still in there, fighting the dark.

"Padmé? You look awfully pale. Do you feel alright?" Obi-Wan puts his hand up to Padmé's forehead, "You're burning up."

"Kenobi, she'll be heart torn right now. Just leave her." Ahsoka says, playing with her belt buckle..

Padmé falls asleep all of a sudden.. "She's not right." Obi-Wan whispers, "Ahsoka, do you know anywhere safe we can head to?"

"Bespin possibly. They have nurses, and I'm sure we'll be allowed to stay. I have a friend." Ahsoka sits up, watching Padmé..

"Who's this friend?"

"His names Lando. His father owns the place. I met him some time after I left the order." Ahsoka explains. Obi-wan gave her a look of uncertainty. "He's like 16 calm down." She smirks.

"Rex, can you take us to Bespin. Thank you." Obi-Wan smiles politely.. Rex nods with respect.

padmé's pov -

I was on Coruscant.. Wearing that same old makeup as I did when I was Queen of Naboo..

Why am I here?

My loyal hand maidens surround me.

I hear a familiar voice from outside the door..

"I'm... I'm looking for the handmaiden, Padmé."

"The boy is here to see Padmé."

"Send him in." Rabe says calmly.

"I'd like to speak with Padmé, if I could." Anakin's voice rung, it was more evident now than before.

"I'm sorry, Ani. Padmé is not here right now." Rabe lies, for the protection of me.

"Who is it?" I questioned, knowing who it was.

"Anakin Skywalker, to see Padmé, your Highness." Rabe explains quietly due to her shyness. I had to keep my name a secret so we lie to the young boy.

"I've sent Padmé on an errand." I state coldly. I didn't want to but it's for the best.

"I'm going to the Jedi temple to start my training, I hope." The young Anakin fidgets under my stare.

"I may not see her again... and... I just wanted to say goodbye." He says shyly, it made me aw, but I couldn't show that.

"We will tell her for you. We're sure her heart goes with you." I smile at the young boy.

Anakin bows under my stare, "Thank you, your Highness. I'm sorry to have disturbed you." Anakin scurries off, not seeing him another second of him in that moment.

Suddenly, I'm on the refugee ship, me and Anakin traveled on to get to Naboo when I was getting attacked non-stop..

"I look forward to seeing Naboo again. I've thought about it everyday since I left. It's by far the most beautiful place I've ever seen.." Anakin expresses his opinion on my home planet, Naboo.

"You were just a little boy then. It may not be as you remember it; time changes your perception." I explain to the nineteen year old.

"I think time has given me much more mature feelings to enhance my perception." Anakin smirks slightly..

"It must be difficult having sworn your life to the Jedi... not being able to visit the places you like... or do the thongs you like.." I think of Anakin's point of view, is really is difficult.

"Or be with the people I love."

"Are you allowed to love? I thought that was forbidden for a Jedi." I smile lightly..

"Attachment is forbidden. Possession is forbidden. Compassion, which I would define as unconditional love, is central to a Jedi's life, so you might say we're encouraged to love." Anakin explains softly, his smile not leaving his face.

"You've changed so much.." I giggle, and look down at my food.

"You haven't changed a bit. You're exactly the way I remember you in my dreams." Anakin fidgets a bit, but his blue eyes keeping an eye on my face.. "I doubt if Naboo has changed much either." Anakin shrugged, noticing I was silent..

"It hasn't."

"I can't wait to breathe the sweet breeze that comes off the rolling hills. Whenever I try to visualise the Force, those hills are what I see." Anakin admits, "I love Naboo."

I giggle slightly and look down again, I could feel Anakin staring at me, I knew he was.

Suddenly I'm in Coruscant's senate office building.. the main hallway to be exact..

I look around and I spot Anakin speaking to Bail Organa..

"Excuse me." Anakin says, politely to Bail.

"Certainly.."

Anakin runs towards me engulfing me in a big hug, and after a small kiss.

"Oh, Anakin! Thank goodness, you're back." I smile, keeping ahold of him by his Jedi robes..

"I missed you, Padmé. I've missed you so-" Anakin starts..

"There were whispers... that you'd been killed. I've been living with unbearable dread.." I tell Anakin, he lifts his hand up to my face..

"I'm back. I'm alright. It feels like we've been apart for a lifetime. And it might have been, if the Chancellor hadn't been kidnapped. I don't think they would have ever brought us back from the Outer Rim sieges.." Anakin leans in for another kiss, but I step back.

"Wait, not here.." I whisper softly, looking up into his blue eyes..

He grabbed me softly once again, "Yes, here! I'm tired of all this deception. I don't care if they know we're married."

"Anakin, don't say things like that. You're important to the Rebuplic... to ending this war. I love you more than anything, but I won't let you give up your life as a Jedi for me." I furrow my eyebrows while explaining. His eyes not leaving my face.

"I've given my life to the Jedi order, but I'd only give up my life, for you." Anakin admits softly..

I giggle slightly, "I wouldn't like that. I wouldn't like that one bit. Patience, my handsome Jedi... Come to me later." I tease him..

Anakin hugs me again..

"Are you alright? You're trembling. What's going on?" Anakin looks at me concerned..

"I'm just excited to see you." I lie, I shouldn't have, he would sense something.

"That's not it. I sense more... what is it?" Anakin furrows his brows at me..

"Nothing.. nothing." I shake it off..

"You're frightened.." Anakin whispers, I could sense his anger, "Tell me what's going on?"

"You've been gone five months.. it's been very hard for me. I've never felt so alone... There's-"

"Is there someone else?" Anakin looked at me, scared slightly..

"No! Why do you think that? Your jealousy upsets me so much, Anakin. I do nothing to betray you, yet you still don't trust me. Nothing has changed." I roll my eyes at his silliness.

"I'm afraid of losing you, Padmé.. that's all."

"I will never stop loving you, Anakin. My only fear is losing you." I admit..

"It's just I've never seen you like this.."

"Something wonderful has happened." I whisper, a smile on my face, "I'm.. Ani, I'm pregnant."

He was stunned.. he was thinking.. he takes my arm in his arm..

"That's.. that's wonderful." Anakin smiles brightly..

"What are we going to do?" I stare up at him, scared..

"We're not going to worry about anything right now, alright? This is a happy moment.." Anakin whispers, "The happiest moment of my life."

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I MADE UP THE BS ABOUT LANDO AND HIM AND HIS DAD ON BESPIN. ITS AN AU ITS NOT ACCURATE!!!

May the force be with you x