(Y/N)'s POV:

It's hard, being a working student and all.. In the morning you'll study, then at night you'll work..

I'm actually a twenty-five year old who has a mind of an eighteen year old and a college student..

So here I am, trying to work for myself.. My mom who was the only one I have died last year because of a heart attack.. We were on a cafe when it happened.. It seems like someone has surprised her so much.. I don't know.. It still baffles me.

But enough with that bad memory.. I'm currently working at the school register, a fast food chain and I sell sweet potatoes which is from my uncle. It's for me to be able to live.

I was at the register when a man in a suit with a little boy came. The man looked at me like he saw a ghost.

"Sir?" I called

"(Y/N)?"

"Yes sir, I'm (Y/N).." I answered and looked at my nametag

"And you're alive--"

"Papa, I wanna go home" I heard the child complained.

"Uhh sir, are you going to pay for something?" I asked since I heard the child is being impatient. But the man seem to be observing me "What do you need?" I asked with a firm intonation

"He was right.. She really looks like (Y/N).." He whispered but loud enough for me to hear

"Look, sir, you're cree--"

"MAMA!!" I was surprised by the child that suddenly hugged me. How did he managed to get inside?!?! And mama?! I'm not virgin mary to have a child!

"I'm sorry about him.. here, for our son's tuition, Junmyeon Han. Keep the change." He stated. He handed me the money and called his son to leave.

"Mama, I've missed you. Can't you go back home?" The child weeped. There was a pang in my chest and strangely, I've shed a tear.

"Come on Junmyeon. Mama needs to work. Say goodbye now." The man was also inside of the register now.

I let it set off my mind and hugged the kid tight before they left.. Strangely, it feels like I've missed him.

Aaaaahhhh that was really strange!

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I have 3 subjects per day every morning.. I do study while I'm at work too that's why I can still manage even though I'm at my final year.. I'm restless tho, literally..

Good thing it's a Saturday and I'll just sell sweet potatoes from my uncle

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but unfortunately, they'll stop the business and migrate to other country..

So here I am just strolling through the city... When I saw that someone need a babysitter.. I hurriedly dialed them when suddenly, a car stopped beside me. When the window was down, the man in a suit with a kid the other day appeared.

"What a coincidence" He said that it echoed in my phone.. Okay... So he'll be my boss. "Come in"

So as he said, I do came inside the car.

"Oh! Mr. Kim how are--! you...?" I was surprised that I blabbered a name and acted like someone he knows when I saw the driver. this is embarrassing...

"Oh, good to see you again Mrs. Han" He answered then started driving..

"So sir, I saw that you needed a babysitter--" I stopped when I noticed that the man in the suit is staring at me "Sir? When can I start?" I asked. I lost one of my jobs and I can totally babysit. I can feel that I've took care of a child before.. I feel confident!

"ah, yes. Instead of a babysitter, be his nanny. Everything is free and I'll pay you. You can quit at the fastfood and register" He said with a monotone. I was surprised. Everything is free and I'll be paid. This is a rare opportunity.. Wait... How did he knew that I was working there..?

"I swear Han Jumin, stop stalk--" I stopped. I blabbered a name again. This is the second time!!

"Well, bad habits tend to die hard"

"so you still eat the cheese alone? I told you--" what the...? How do I know these things?! It's as if I already met him!

"(Y/N)... When will you drop the act?" the man in the suit asked or should I call him Mr. Han

"Sir, I'm not acting. All of these make me crazy too! It's strange and creepy! It's as if I've met you before!" I yelled out of panic that I almost stood up

"You're hired"

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Their mansion is so big! And the moment I came in, almost all of the nannies gasped and hugged me. I was utterly confused.

"Mrs. Han! We missed you!!" When I heard her voice, my head ached and I suddenly saw her in my mind.

"I-I missed you too... J-Joand" I tried to talk but my head is in great pain that I can't stand straight. Being in this mansion makes me see things! Argh!

I feel so weak and I think I might faint.. I can't hear all of them well. When I felt that I have been lifted. I saw something different. I was with him. It was so beautiful that it made me calm.. He's wearing white and we're in a garden.. Why do I see these things?

"I missed you.." I heard him whisper and I felt some tears dropped on me.

Then I fell asleep...

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Days have passed and I practically live at Mr. Han's mansion. The maids were so bubbly and talks with me if they have time. At first, they were calling me Mrs. Han but they call me with my name now...

I'm the nanny of his son, Junmyeon. The kid's FOND of me and keeps on calling me mama. Meh. I just let it be. And I feel like I also grew fond of this kid. Feels like I'm his mom. Ridiculous, right? Haha

And Mr. Han, still creeps me out. He always stares at me! If it wasn't for Junmyeon, I would quit. But he's nice even though he acts cold. Y'know? Haha yeah. I'm blabbering things. He let us do our thesis in his mansion, no, he demands it. The other maids said since I left he never went back early, Junmyeon also agrees. Why do they always speak as if I've left them?

So here I am, trying to make Junmyeon sleep.. Another weird thing is that they are amazed that I can put him to sleep easily. The kid's a good boy. He always listens to me. This is an easy job

When I got out, a woman suddenly appeared in front of me.

"So, you're still alive, (Y/N)" She stated with her arms crossed on her chest. She emphasized my name then glared at me

I was taken aback. How did she knew my name? AND WHY DID SHE TALKED LIKE I WAS DEAD?!?!

"Ma'am, how can I help you?" LOL I spoke like a call center agent

"Leave this mansion. That's how you'll ever help me. I have disposed you. How did...." My head suddenly ached then my memory began to make me see things again.

"S-Sarah!!" I shouted. I remembered how she hurt me. How she made my life miserable.

"How dare you yell at me! You filthy gold digger!" She was about to slap me but I have managed to dodge it.

"Huh, you crazy? Why are you slapping the air?" I retorted and can't help but smirk after.

But I didn't saw what she would do next, she spitted her bubble gum on me!! What an immature! WTF!!

"Sarah!!" Mr. Han shouted then started to stomp toward us. I thought he would yell at me but he just dragged me away

We went to the garage and me get inside a car he sat on the driver's seat and started the car.

"I can't take this anymore. I've missed you for long three years. I'm with you now but it feels like you're not. If I have to make you remember me from the start, I'll make you." He stated. This is the first time that I heard him speak for so long... I am utterly confused on what's happening.

While he's driving, my head started to ache. My mind's seeing things again! But this time, my chest feels heavy and I was crying.

And it has... Mr. Han in it.

young Mr. Han in uniform

young Mr. Han in graduation

Mr. Han in a suit, waiting at an altar

Mr. Han holding a baby

Jumin... Our first kiss. How we met. Our first date. Elizabeth III. I... I can remember everything!

And the accident that happened before I lost my memory... So... My ring's from him. It's our wedding ring! My mom said it was from my dad! This was how they knew me...

My tears are streaming down my face.

"(Y/N), your head's aching again? What's wrong?" I miss his deep voice. I miss this cat dad.

"Jumin, how did you learned how to drive?" I asked and then giggled.

"I started studying since the incident 3 years ago..." He answered.

The accident happened while we were driving towards our rest house. Jumin's a terrible driver but it was not his fault. A truck was on the wrong lane.

I cried more. Jumin must have blamed himself

"Jumin... You must have had a hard time while I was gone. I'm sorry that I forgot about Junmyeon. I'm sorry that I forgot about the mansion and your people. I'm sorry that I've forgot about you.. I'm sorry..." I said

"You're still the same.. You still apologize for the things that are not your fault." He said then had a laugh. "I've missed you." He said then grabbed my hand, put it in his face, held and kissed it.

Now my heart's fluttering. He's still cold yet warm.

I know him, he won't make things dramatic. He held my hand tight as he drives. I miss him. I miss all of him. This grumpy cat who's addicted to cats. My grumpy cat who always asks me what does urban words mean. I just miss him.. I'm lucky that he's my husband. I don't know why my mother hid me from him.. It's not like she hated Jumin. I'm still baffled but I've set it aside. I'm glad that I can remember everything now... That I have a husband like Jumin. That my son grew to be a good kid and have to get to be with him again. It pains me to think about the times that I've missed but I will fill it up from now on.

"Where are we going?" I excitedly asked.

He displayed a playful smile and answered me

"I will make you remember our first time. "

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A/N: Skeptical, I know... Looks rushed, I know... But I hope you liked it!! 😂💕💖

Thank you for reading! 😊💞💖