Tall

Rich

Distant

Cold

Those are his characteristics.. I don't even know why... Why do my heart pound so much when I see him?!

It's as if I'm not around a crowd and I only see him. Why do I feel so strange seeing him?

Why did I fell in love with him?

With someone who is unhumorous, grumpy and arrogant?!

Even so, I love it when he pays his attention to me. I can feel that he's not impossible to be with.

Since we were first years 'til now that we're seniors I'm doing silly things in front of him for him to notice me... That's the only thing I know I can do for him to notice me. Even tho I look like a retard. Like, right now, I'm blocking the back door of the school just to prepare a joke for him.. Actually, no one uses this.

"You're blocking my way" someone groaned so I looked at where it came from and saw Jumin. We were just centimeters from each other

GAH!

I can feel myself blushing

CANT

STOP

STARING

"Look, you will get out there or I'll throw you off?" His mad tone made me go back to my senses.

"What's the magic word?" I playfully asked him. HA. I'll melt here if he says it cutely

"Fck you" but I guess I could only see it in my dreams 😢

"Okay, calm down. Are you experiencing PMS right now?" I said and finally stood up and cleared his way

Why is he late? I know he hates being late.

"Why are you late?" I asked while walking as fast as I can just to catch up to him

"You don't need to know it" he stated without even looking at me

"Fine. I was just curious" and then I pouted

"You--" he looked at me but paused. "Y-You shouldn't care about other people's lives" he stated.. Wait, is he blushing?

"Fine, fine. But why are you blushing?"

"What made you said so? That's absurd." And then he walked faster.

I don't know why... But I feel so happy when he notices me.

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Woot~! I'll study more so I can tie with Jumin again or just behind him. He deserves to be the top of our class.. I will head to the library and read my books like an industrious person

"Why are you always with (Y/N) nowadays?" I heard my name so I listened. Duh, I don't want to eavesdrop but I heard my name. It's kind of their fault. Why are they talking about me?

"It's none of your business" that voice.. It's Jumin's!

"Don't you like her?" The other voice asked

"She's a nuisance. She always follows me, she sometimes creeps me out because she knows a lot of information about me.. I would want to get rid of her" Jumin answered.

My tears fell and I can feel that my heart has just been ripped into pieces.

Silly me, why did I thought that I could be with him? Haha! Who am I kidding?! It's impossible! Hahaha

Haha

*intangible noises*

*sniffs*

I'm just fooling myself..

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*5 weeks have passed*

Ever since, I stopped talking to him.. I also stopped being the cheerful idiot that I've been. The class clown has now become aloof. I drastically changed and everyone has been utterly surprised. Except for Jumin. He still have the same face expression and we haven't talked since then..

My heart's sinking but I will make this.. I can make this.. It's part of growing up.. A heartbreak is an experience that will make you stronger and wiser.

Our class is actually having a party since I won a quiz bee.. I don't even care about it.

I left our room but halfway through the corridors, someone interrupted me.

"Let me go" I coldly ordered that someone

"(Y/N)" that voice.. It sounds like music to my ears when he speaks my name.. But my heart's still aching. Why did he bothered to catch up to me?

"I noticed that you suddenly act strange.. I noticed that you suddenly stopped talking or fooling around.."

"What are you talking about? Let me go already.. That's what you like right, you want to get rid of me, right?"

"That's partly true.. But despite of you being a nuisance, I noticed that you look so beautiful when you smile.. I noticed that you're the only one who stays with me when I have these attitude problems.. Slowly.. I also noticed that I'm falling for you.. I risked this time.. I'm losing you but I'd regret it if I completely lose you without telling you this.. I love you, (Y/N)."

My tears began to fall as I can't believe this..

"Wait, why are you crying?"

I even bawled more when he asked me. I can't even speak.

He let go of my arms and hurriedly hugged me.

"I-I'm sorry..." He said.

Finally.. All those heavy feelings are gone.

"(Y/N), you can now stop crying" he stated

"W-what's the magic word?" I playfully asked. But yeah, I sound terrible as I just cried.

"Please~" He said that made me chuckle.. I thought I could only hear it in my dream

"So, where should we start dating?" He asked, still not letting go of me

"First, let go of me, second, I haven't answered you" I stated. Haha even tho this is what I want to, I won't be easy

But instead he hugged me tighter and bended to whisper something..

"You don't need to state the obvious.. I also noticed, that you love me"

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A/N: AT LAST! THE HELL WEEKS HAVE ENDED AND CHRISTMAS VACATION IS HEREEEE YIPPEE!!

I'm so sorry for the late and short update ;~;

But I still hope you like it..

Thank you for reading!! ^^