I wasn't really ready for the kissing scene but I sort of was at the same time. I really liked James. I was glad it was with him. I was very glad actually. We had been together for long enough for me to kiss him. I was just more anxious than scared.

"Sara?" I jumped at the sound of my name and a hand on my shoulder. "Oh, sorry. Didnt mean to scare you."

"Devon. Geez, don't do that." I laughed, turning toward him. He chuckled and held his hands up in defense.

"Sorry." He laughed. I nodded and kept smiling.

"It's okay. Whats up?" I asked.

"Nothing. Just wanted to see you." He said. I nodded slowly and my genuine smile became a fake one. It was just something about him.

"Oh, that's nice." I grinned. He smiled a nodded, trying to get closer to me. I backed away slowly and kept smiling.

"What's wrong?" He asked me.

"Nothing. Its just....personal bubble." I made a circle with my fingers and he chuckled.

"True." He nodded. I nodded and he stayed back a bit. "You won't have personal space when you kiss James today." He winked and I wasn't sure how to think about it.

"It's okay. I like James." I spoke softly.

"And you dont like me?" He was smiling and slowly getting closer to me as I if I wouldn't notice.

"As a friend." I said, backing away again.

"Not as anything more?" By this point, I was pressed against the wall.

"Not really." I whispered. He was too close to me. We were all alone in the room and I was about to cry. "Can you back away?" He finally seemed to realize something and nodded, backing away.

"Sorry. I'll just go." He left the room and I sat there in shock for a minute. Finally, I got the nerve to move. I came out the room and searched for James. I found him and ran by his side.

"Hey." He spoke, noticing immediately that something was wrong. He grabbed my hand and walked me to a corner. "You okay?" I didnt know if I should tell him or not. If I told, he may freak out but if I didn't, it would continue happening. Sighing, I took the middle road.

"It's okay. Devon just scared the living daylights out of me." I spoke. James stared at me for a minute, searching my face for a lie. He had gotten good at knowing when I was lying. However, this wasn't a lie. Devon had scared me. I just hadn't said why. Therefore, I didn't lie.

"He scared you?" James asked. I nodded and he chuckled. "Awe. You got scared. My poor, poor Sara." He held me close and I rolled my eyes.

"Don't laugh at me." I said, smiling into his jacket, hugging him close.

"Sorry, sweetie." He chuckled. "You're just so cute."

"Whatever." I laughed.

"James! Sara! Nice to see you two getting along before the kiss." Olivia said, wiggling her eyebrows. I shrugged and nodded.

"I guess so." I spoke.

"You guess? It's adorable!" She laughed. I shrugged and smiled.

"Why are you making such a big deal about it?"

"Because you two are honestly goals. How long have you two been together now?" She asked.

"Oh, geez. Almost two years I think." I shrugged. Olivia laughed and nodded.

"See. That's adorable." She giggled. I shrugged and nodded.

"I guess." I laughed with her.

"Sara! Olivia! You two need to shoot a quick scene. Let's get going!" Mr. Zamboni shouted. James kissed my forehead and smiled.

"I'll be watching from behind the cameras." He said.

"I know you will." I smiled. "Where else would you be?" He shrugged as Olivia dragged me away.

"Come on, love birds." She chuckled. We laughed and I followed her to the set. We did that scene and I looked back at James. I noticed that behind him, Devon was sitting silently and alone. I sighed and looked at Olivia.

"What's been wrong with him lately?" I asked. She looked over at him and shook her head in confusion.

"What do you mean?" She questioned. I sighed and smiled.

"Nothing. It's cool." I smiled softly. She nodded and we all jumped upon hearing Mr. Zamboni's voice.

"Sara! James! Let's go!" He shouted. I nodded and went to get some more makeup and stuff for the kissing scene. As I was waiting, I was texting Mel.

Me: Melly?

Mel: Yes?

Me: Something isnt right with Devon

Mel: How so?

Me: He...he like pushed me against a wall and...idk......it was kind of scary....

Mel: WOah. He did WHAT

Me: Mel....

Mel: Was he trying to rape you?

Me: No? Well...how do YOU define it?

Mel: Sexual assault....of any variety

Me: oh...no?

Mel: "NO????" what does that mean

Me: IDK IDK!!!!! He seemed to....want to? WHAT DO I DOOOOOOOOOOOOO?

Mel: RUUUUUUUUUUUUN

Me: Are you serious? oml

Mel: Sorry, sorry. you're right. Okay....are you okay

Me: Yeah. I got him away.

Mel: Do you want to tell?

Me: No, not really

Mel: Okay then. Well, idk.......its up to you tho

Me: Yeah. Well, i gtg

Mel: KISSING SCENE??

Me: ;)

Mel: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DO GOOD GUUUUUURL

Me: Youre so crazy melly lol

I walked back to the set and sighed. "Hey, what's wrong?" James asked, a concerned look on his face.

"Nothing. I'm okay." I smiled.

"Okay. Sara. James. Are you ready for this?" Mr. Zamboni asked. We nodded and he looked at me. "Sara, your dad called and asked about a stunt double. If you don't want to kiss James, we can get you a stunt double." I looked at James and shook my head.

"No sir. I'm a professional." I smiled, half way joking. Mr. Zamboni laughed and nodded.

"You're sure?"

"Yes sir." I nodded.

"Alright. Get up there on set." He said. We nodded and went up. We sat in our spot and I sighed. "How would you guys like this to play out?"

"I think I might want to be crying." I shrugged.

"It's however you think it'll play out better. We'll change it if need be." Mr. Zamboni said. I nodded and started fake crying.

"Wow, Sara." James chuckled. "Don't be so gloomy."

"Shut up, you dork." I laughed, smacking his arm. He laughed and shook his head as I continued getting more tears.

"Alright! You kids ready?" Mr. Zamboni asked. James looked at me and smiled.

"Ready?" He asked.

"As ready as I'll ever be." I giggled. We looked back at Mr. Zamboni and gave him the thumbs up. James nodded and held me close to him.

"Okay. Action!" I cried and cuddled up really close to James. After a moment of me just crying softly, I looked up at him and spoke, a terrified look on my face.

"Will, I'm scared. Everyone is lost or even worse, dead, and considering horror movies, only one of us will make it out alive, if any." James looked at me with a look of sympathy and compassion but hidden behind those features was the same terror I was portraying. He shook his head and held me closer.

"Don't worry. We'll get out of here together. Okay, Izzy?" He said softly. You could hear the fear in his voice but you could tell there was confidence in the same scared voice. I just shook my head and shoved away from his embrace to look at him with slight anger but more fear.

"I don't believe you. I can't! Those monster things are going to kill us! Look at me, Will... I'm already a mess. I'm just going to slow you down. And I can't climb. There's no point!" I was bawling my eyes out. With my voice and my actions, you could tell Izzy was willing to sacrifice herself or just stay to help William out. She didn't think she could get out. James angrily looked at me and shook his head.

"Don't talk that way!" He shouted. He paused and shook his head, his own tears beginning to fall down his face. "I'm not leaving you! You will make it out of here and we will be okay. We're going to be okay, Izzy. You're going to be okay. I'm never letting you out of my sight." I laughed and shook my head. The fear I held in my face was pushed aside for a moment and replaced with confusion and happiness for a moment. But then the fear came back.

"You realize how stupid that sounds right? It's like you're saying something right out of some stupid cliché horror movie." I said. There was a slight anger in my voice still. A stubborn anger, one that you would get for any other normal situation. James sighed and looked me directly in the eye. He was crying more and my anger subsided. I gave him a look that told him to say something. Anything!

"Yeah, well, I'm serious. I won't let anything happen to you. I love you, Isabel Marshal. I know I say this a lot but I don't think you realize how much I actually love you." James quickly leaned in and kissed me. At first, I was completely shocked. It was just a peck at first but we knew it had to be something a little more. I wasn't complaining either. James seemed just as shocked as I did but he smiled and leaned in again. And we kissed again, this time longer and more passionately. James held the back of my head and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We finally backed away from each other and I looked down, biting my lip and smiling. Thank God that was actually part of the script; Izzy being happy and in shock.

"Wow." I whispered, a slight chuckle in my voice. I looked back up at James who was also looking down but as soon as he looked up, I looked down. He lifted my chin and made me look in his eyes. It was a super cute gesture that wasn't even a part of the script but it made this line even better.

"I love you, Izzy. I'm always going to be here for you. I'm always going to take care of you. And even if worse comes to worse, you're getting out of this mess. Because you are more important to me than anything in this entire world. Trust me." He slowly moved his hand and I looked into his eyes. He was being so sincere and honest, I knew this wasn't just William Hanson. This was more than him. It was also James Delario looking back at not Isabel Marshall, but Sara Ackles. I suddenly remembered we were acting and nodded slowly. "Do you trust me?"

"I'll always trust you, Will." I whispered. He nodded and looked down. He grabbed my hand and a tear actually fell on them. I just hoped a camera caught it. "Will?" He looked up and shook his head.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too." I nodded. I cuddled back up next to him again and he wrapped his arms around me protectively. We sat there in silence for a while before remembering that this is where the scene ended. We turned to look back at them after a long while, confused. Then we saw it. We had half the crew in tears. I laughed and stood up. "Woah, guys?" I laughed.

"Sara. James. That was beautiful." Mr. Zamboni said. "There were actual feelings in that. Nothing no stunt double could ever pull off." I looked down and shrugged.

"I just...do what I do." I smiled. "I need to get some air, excuse me." I walked past him and outside. The cool air made me feel much better. Olivia rushed out and squealed.

"That....was amazing!" She said. "You're sure that was your first kiss?" I laughed and nodded.

"Pretty positive." I joked. She shook her head and chuckled again.

"Well, that definitely was no Danny Wilder kiss, I'll tell you that much." She said. I laughed and nodded.

"Alright, Liv." I laughed. I looked at my phone and sighed. "We still have a long time and I'm already ready for bed. I'm ready to just collapse." Olivia chuckled and nodded.

"I would be too after a scene like that. Wow. That was the most powerful scene I've ever seen two fourteen year olds pull off." She said, shaking her head. I cocked my head to the side and raised an eyebrow.

"I don't know whether to be offended or flattered." I laughed.

"Flattered, Sara. Be flattered." She smiled. I nodded and sighed. "Let's get back inside."

The rest of the day seemed rather boring. I didn't shoot any scenes with James and I was so busy with other scenes that I couldn't see him. At the end of the night, we had to wait outside together for my dad. Olivia left early so it was just us. We stood there awkwardly for a while until James spoke.

"So, Sara?" I looked up at him and smiled.

"Yeah?" He smiled and sighed relieved. He knew my smile and knew I wasn't awkward about anything, therefore, he wasn't awkward.

"Thank God." He laughed. I nodded and he grabbed my hand. "All day, everyone kept saying how good we did." I nodded again and laughed.

"Same to me. I wonder how we looked." I giggled. He laughed and nodded.

"It would be pretty interesting." He nodded. I giggled and leaned against his arm. He chuckled and allowed me to do so. "Sleepy?"

"Oh yeah. Very." I nodded. I looked up at him and smiled. He looked down at me with a similar look Will had given Izzy. Except it wasn't full of fear. He was smiling. The only thing that made it similar was the look in his eyes.

"I love you, Sara." He said. I looked up at him and nodded.

"I love you too, James." This, we knew, wasn't just the 'oh, I like you as a person "I love you"', it was the 'I want you to be in my life forever "I love you"'. The actual boyfriend/girlfriend "I love you" and it was okay now because we both knew it was true.

Dad picked us up and asked us about the scene but we just shrugged. We told him it was okay. He knew better though. As soon as we dropped James off, I jumped in the front seat and ranted to my dad. I told him about how the kiss went and he made fun of me. But I knew it was only because he was trying not to burst into tears, knowing his baby girl was growing up. It made me happy knowing I was making him sad at the fact that I was growing because it showed me he cared. That made me more happy than anything.