In comparison,

I was stuck with the hurtful words you said, and as if saying I didn't mean anything to you would change a thing.

Jennie Kim, clearly you didn't really know me and I may change that.

Your teacher asked for me to tutor you, she said you were failing her class. And, I helplessly accepted the request.

Once you sat down, in the chair in front of me. You didn't smile, you only accepted the way you wanted to live life.

Silence consumes you,

your body tilting and meeting

my intense gaze.

And you would ask; "Why are you looking at me this way?".

Jennie, if I answered you. I would be leaving pity to feel for myself, and so I just shrug it off. Like it was nothing.

I would tutor Jennie Kim, and feel her cold gaze travel up and down at me, when I would wanna travel north in this universe. To see her heavenly eyes.

But, I pretended like it was nothing.

When in fact, it was everything to me.