Jace

I sigh as I hear Jude start to cry,it's not like I've had any sleep tonight or any other night since he's been born I should be used to it by now

I stand up and walk out of our room and go into Judes,I walk over to his crib and carefully pick him up "hello buddy"I whisper I sit down in the rocking chair and just rock him back and forth,it still hasn't snuck in that I'm a dad and he's my son it's still crazy to me

His crying slowly starts to quiet down I look down at him seeing his big blue eyes looking into my brown ones I smile and look up jumping when I see Ella standing there leaning on the door frame with a huge smile on her face

"how long have you been there?"I ask her standing up "I followed you here"she shrugs folding her arms I shake my head and carefully put Jude down into the crib I put his dummy back in his mouth and then slowly start to walk out "your a good dad"Ella whispers as we walk back to our room "I know"I say sarcastically she shakes her head slightly slapping me on my bare chest "ow"I sarcastically moan putting my hand where she hit me she shakes her head

"Cocky fucker"

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I sigh as I wake up to someone tapping my shoulders "Jace we gotta get up,Xander leaves today"Ella whispers her head falling on my shoulder I groan moving my hair out of my face "why did he have to leave so early in the morning"I whisper Ella laughs a little and starts to play with my hair

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I hold Jude on my hip as we walk to the place where we're saying goodbye "well I guess this is it"I sigh as we all just stop,Glory,Elsie and Luca are here too,Ella takes Jude off me "until next time bro"Xander says and pulls me into a hug I hug him tight holding the tears back I let go and then watch as he hugs Glory,I go over to Olivia and bend down "I'm gonna miss you Ja-Ja"she mumbles trying not to cry

"I'm gonna miss you too livs"I mutter a tear falls down her cheek breaking my heart "come here"I sigh and pull her into a hug "face time me when you get there yeah"I smile she nods grabbing onto my t shirt "is...Henry Danger on in Australia?"she asks "yeah" I nod smiling "love you Ja-Ja"she whispers "love you too Livs"I whisper I let go,she goes over to Elsie I just stand up and go to Ella taking Jude off her

Cassie walks over and I give her a quick hug "take care of them two for me"I whisper she nods "I will"she smiles and then lets go she bends down a little and smiles at Jude "bye little man"she smiles at him and then walks away

There flight is then called and I just chew my lip,Ella grabs my hand in support,I watch them as they all walk hand in hand,I sigh as they go out of sight "think we'll ever see them again?"Glory asks I shrug "maybe"I mumble she sighs and looks down "well I think we should go"Ella says looking at me worriedly I then realize there's tears falling down my face,she wipes them with her spar hand and then we follow Glory out of the airport

My brother has been my best friend since I was born and now it feels like he's gone forever and I'm never gonna see him again