Ella

"It'll be okay"I sigh as I rub Jaces back we got home and well he got a little emotional about Xander moving "you'll still have glory?"I shrug he just looks up at me before putting his head back on my shoulder "you have Niall as a brother in law"I tell him he shrugs and cuddles into me,I actually didn't realise how much Xander means to Jace

"You probably won't even realise he's gone Jude will probably be your main priority"I tell him I chew my lip and he looks up

"look Jace people wanna live their lives and get the best out of it,and this is what Xander and Cassie want to make them happy again,I remember when my auntie moved their and we were so sad but she's still having the time of her life their,and who knows maybe we'll be their someday"I tell him he nods smiling a little

I wipe his tears with my thumbs and pull him into a hug "do you think we'll ever move somewhere?"he asks I shrug "maybe,I've never really thought about it"I shrug he nods and pulls away a huge smile on his face

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11th April

Today is meant to be my due date,which really scares me but I really don't feel like he's coming today I'd rather the sooner the better but it just doesn't feel like the day "so you scared?"Jace asks as he walks into the living room

"Great way to start the day that your son might be born but no Jace I'm not scared at all"I say sarcastically he laughs sitting down next to me and putting his arm around my shoulders "just incase though we have everything ready don't we?"he asks I nod and cuddle into him my head on his shoulder "just think today we could be parents"he whispers I smile at the thought

I can't imagine what the baby is even gonna look like never mind being parents,I think Jace will be a great dad but I'll be a clumsy not so good mum but you never know I could be great

"Ella,Jace"I hear my mum shout I give Jace a confused look and he just shrugs and then my mum and Jaces mum walk in the room huge smiles on their faces "hi?"Jace says standing up I stay sat down as he goes over and hugs them "so what you doing here?"I ask resting my head on my hand

"Well my youngest may have a baby today,did you think I would miss it?"my mum says coming over and kissing my cheek,I smile and try not to laugh when Jaces mum does the same to him "so how are you doing Ella?"Jaces mum asks sitting next to my mum Jace sitting on the table in front of us "well I'm okay I'm a little scared"I shrug my mum wrapping one arm around my shoulders

"Baby I'm not gonna lie it hurts but once you get your baby in your arms it's amazing"my mum tells me I nod chewing my lip I look at Jace who actually looks nervous

I think Jace is nervous because hes scared that he won't be a great dad and that he's scared he won't give me enough support when I'm in labor but I just know he will be amazing at both