Ella

April.i know this year that April is gonna be a really busy month for us,it's Easter,the twins and Olivia's birthday,the baby is gonna be born this month and it's all just gonna be crazy

"Can he be called Ashton two?"Ashton asks me referring to the baby I shake my head "no ashy"I laugh he laughs putting his head on my shoulder for a second and then just facing me

"What is his name gonna be?"he asks I actually love the babies name there just a nice catch to it "like you said it's gonna be Jude Louis"I tell him he smiles looking proud of himself like he's accomplished something

"That's a nice name"he says I nod he then leans next to my ear "he's gonna be my favorite cousin"he tells me I giggle shaking my head "you can't say that"I exclaim "but it's true"he laughs I shake my head "well I know someone's gonna protect him then"I smile

I actually think Ashton will probably be close to Jude because well he's close to both me and Jace,I think that's because when they were born they lived in my mums house with Perrie and Zayn and I still lived there too and then when they were about two they moved out

Ashton has always been wild and loud,even when he was a couple weeks old where as Luke is the complete opposite,he's always been quite and clingy,to be honest I hope Jude is a little like Ashton but a little like Luke but either way I'd still love him

"Hey El"Ashton whispers looking down "what's up ash?"I ask him he only does this if he's sad so now I'm worried "can I tell you a secret?"he asks I nod and he leans so he's next to my ear again "I miss daddy"he tells me my heart breaking into two,I knew the break up must have been hard for Perrie but I didn't even think how hard it would have been for the twins it's there dad for god sake

"I wanna see him again it would be the best birthday present ever"he says tears forming in his eyes,he really does miss him,I look around and already regret what I'm about to say "how about after I've had the baby"I start he nods I look around again "I try my hardest to try and get in touch with your dad and see if he'll come and visit you?"I whisper

His eyes instantly go bright at the words the tears disappearing"really?"he asks I nod "but we have to keep it a secret"I tell him he nods "can Luke come too?"he asks I nod and he wraps him little arms around me "this is why your my favorite auntie"he whispers I smile hugging him back

I just hope Perrie doesn't find out

There's no gif for this chapter so here's a cute one of Perrie