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""

sadie: so

im your girlfriend

now huh?

chrispy: i panicked

sadie: i noticed

im sorry about

mason :(

i was really excited

about our date

i want to make it up

sooooo

i was thinking we

should all go to the

beach!

tmrw

chrispy: it's literally

november

sadie: and?

wearing bikinis

while it's freezing

its my thing

chrispy: it's gonna

be so fucking cold

sadie

sadie: its an excuse

for you to hug me

chrispy: your mind

😧

we're down

are u picking us up?

sadie: yup

i'll be there at

4-5 ish

chrispy: okay

i feel like you're

trying to avoid what

happened tonight

sadie: whaaaat

no

never

me?

no

chrispy: 😐

you literally are

sadie: its just

i hate him

i absolutely despise

mason

chrispy: you can talk

to me sadie

we're friends

sadie: :/

chrispy: i wont judge

sadie: i was 15 when we met

he was 18

chrispy: oh

sadie: i know

chrispy: go on

sadie: he was nice

and sweet and a gentleman

things got a little weird

when i filmed my first

netflix movie

he got insecure, i

guess, i was around

boys most of the time

and we barely saw each

other

so he said he needed

a proof of love

i was confused

but i was in love so

when he asked for

u know

things

i did them

i started feeling

gross and used but

he said he loved me

and i loved him so

how could it be wrong?

chrispy: oh god

sadie: that's not the

worse part chris

i told him i was

uncomfortable doing

that stuff w him but he

said that's what a good

girlfriend did

so he kind of

sometimes

would manipulate me?

idk

into doing shit

he then started controlling

some aspects of my life,

like my hair, makeup, the

way i dressed, how i talked

i hated myself

he started saying i wasn't

pretty enough for him so

i should be grateful i could

score a guy like him

chrispy: what

sadie: my manager

noticed i wasn't myself

so she took me to

therapy and i realized

what a piece of shit mason

was

it took me a while to

breakup with him tho

i was scared to be alone

i still am ig

i think even after all of

that therapy and love

and support that came after

our breakup, he still took

a part of me im never going

to be able to have back

and i hate him for that

im scared of being alone

because of him and what he

said to me

i was a kid

chrispy: you've probably

heard this a thousand times

but im so sorry sadie

you didn't deserve that

sadie: it was fucked

up

chrispy: yes it was

and how are u now?

sadie: im alr

actually

meeting u was somewhat

what i needed

chrispy: what do u

mean?

sadie: i have no idea

i just

i was numb before

i met you

like, no matter how

cute or hot or whatever

a guy was, i couldn't feel

anything

but i just don't know

how i feel about you

it's confusing

chrispy: oh

in a bad way?

sadie: no!

im just confused

and im sorry if you

feel like ive been playing

with your feelings. im not

dumb, i can tell you

dont know what the fuck

we are as well

talking about it now

made me think my actions

might've come across as if

i was just looking for some

fun

chrispy: were you not?

sadie: at first? sort of

but then i saw you at

avani's party and we talked

and i couldn't let you just

be a one time thing

and then you kissed me

chrispy: i know what you're

saying, but the thing i cant

figure out is why you won't just

say it

i wont pressure you

i don't think you're ready

for the same thing i am

and that's understandable

sadie: im so sorry chris

chrispy: it's okay

i can wait

sadie: i don't want to

hurt you

chrispy: heartbreak always

makes for good songs

maybe my first song will

be about you

sadie: NOOOOO

chris😭

chrispy: imagine i just

turn into a complete

fboy

sadie: no shut up

i WONT be the one to

break you

chrispy: i have a feeling u

might

sadie: this is so not

comforting

chrispy: im just kidding

sadie

sadie: 🤧

sorry my trauma is

an inconvenience

chrispy: noooo

you did NOT

sadie: that's right

i went there😈

anyways

we're still up

for tmrw right?

chrispy: um

yeah????

why wouldn't we

sadie: great!!

""

sadie: ayo lover boy

mattyb: CAN YOU NOT

sadie: what's the matter

lover boy?

mattyb: sadie stop

sadie: how about... no😘

mattyb: fuck u

sadie: 😍😍

damn

i might just leave ur

brother for your sweet

sweet words😍

mattyb: dont let chris see

this or he'll cry

sadie: lmfao

ok so

i wanted to ask u

something

mattyb: okay...

sadie: are u single

?

mattyb: before i answer,

i want you to know that

chris is beside me and he

just punched me

so if you're asking for

yourself, you're very pretty

but im not interested

chris just punched me again

bc i called u pretty

sadie: dont be stupid

im asking for a friend

i thought about inviting

her tmrw so you can meet

but i wanted to ask you

first, to see if you're down

mattyb: oh

who?

sadie: talia :)

mattyb: yes.

sadie: i thought i was

going to need a little more

persuasion

mattyb: just yes.

sadie: great!

see you tomorrow

lover boy! 🥰🥰🥰

mattyb: sadie stop

sadie: never🫡

mattyb: i might cry

sadie: aw

do it😈

mattyb: you're evil

but you know what

sadie: what

mattyb: im worse

i'll get back at you

just wait

sadie: wait no

im scared

matt

matty

mattyboy

🫠

matt?

"🥰"

sadie🥰: BRO

MATT SAID YES

🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

talia🥰: ARE YOU FR

OMG

😭

should i wear my red

bikini

sadie🥰: YES???

im so excited

matt is a sweetheart

you'll love him

talia🥰: bro im alr

in love with the guy

HAVE YOU SEEN HIM??

sadie🥰: i know😭

talia🥰: back off

u already have your

own sturniolo

sadie🥰: MY OWN WHAT

talia🥰: arent u and chris

like a thing

sadie🥰: no? we're not even

dating

talia🥰: what

but you do like him

don't you?

sadie🥰: idk

talia🥰: ??????

WHAT

so you've been exchanging

saliva for the past few days

and you have the AUDACITY

to tell me you don't even

know if you like him??????

sadie🥰: i already went over

this w him

talia🥰: went over what😭

did you tell him you

didn't know if you liked

him or not???!!???!??2'ams

awoaoKwmamsm

sadie🥰: uh

yea

talia🥰: SADIE WHY

sadie🥰: because it's

the truth

i haven't felt any type

of romantic feeling

towards anyone since mason

talia🥰: ok but do you see

him the way you see xolo?

or jacob? or lee?

sadie🥰: no

i mean

how can i tell?

talia🥰: ffs

sadie🥰: 🫠