| YOONGI

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are you ready yet

almost

we have to be there in 2 hoURS

i take pride in what i wear fuck u

SMH

kidding

i'm on my way

i still stand by my statement

????

fuck you

b y e

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fuck i'm so excited

i get to see you in person i'm actually screaming

internally though because tae is taking a nap

and i'm a good friend

i'm excited too

but also terrified

i'm really boring hoseok

hey

i love u

ur far from boring

really

i mean it

now get ur ads to seoul so i can cuddle

*ads

ASS

damn my ads were looking forward to cuddling too smh

thanks hoseok

see you soon

♡

stay safe!!!!

♡

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the train ride was uneventful just seokjin touching up his makeup and swearing when the train would rock slightly.

"seokjin?"

seokjin looked up from his phone to see a rather nervous looking yoongi, "what's up?"

"i feel like this whole trip is going to be a disaster," yoongi gulped, "i'll get off the train at the next stop and make my way bac-"

"no you're not"

"seokjin i can't-"

"hoseok knows yoongi." seokjin turns his focus to yoongi's eyes looking straight into them, "it's okay to be scared but if you don't do this then it will make everything even worse for you. hoseok knows what it is like to go through what you go through, please stay. i want you to feel even a tiny bit happy, it will make me beyond ecstatic." seokjin pauses and let a small smile appear on his plump lips, "i will be so proud."

speechless wasn't even the word to explain it because seokjin just knew the right words to say instead of words yoongi just leaned against the elder. seokjin was such an important friend in yoongi's life. he was completely grateful for this friendship.

"thank you hyung."

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"you will be fine hoseokkie hyung." taehyung lanky frame leans against a post, one hand in his pocket and the other on hoseok's shoulder.

"tae i can't do this." hoseok could feel the colour drain out of his face and the palms of his hand stick as the sweat collected as reality sunk in.

"yoongi is probably feeling exactly the same, do you want him to feel even worse? i already know the answer, you will be fine hyung! this will be good for you i feel it!"

hoseok smiles, dimples on display as he pulls taehyung into a side hug.

"thank you."

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as soon as yoongi steps off the train and allows the air of seoul enter his lungs he feels less nervous, especially with seokjin clinging to his side.

"can you see tae? is he here yet? yoongi stand on your tiptoes i can't see! is that him? no? no. yoongi! look! oh false alarm. yoon-"

"yoongi!"

yoongi whipped his head around to the direction of the shout.

"hoseok." yoongi breathed before walking slowly over towards he stood, hoseok stood.

his footsteps started slow before they picked up as both yoongi and hoseok pushed their way through the crowds only to met in the middle. they both sood allowing people to scurry past in all directions, the both of them just taking in what was actually happening.

it took them a few seconds before hoseok allowed a huge smile to spread right across his face before pulling yoongi into his arms. hugging lasted about three minutes before they realised where they actually where and pushed back through the sea of people to make it to the surface.

"hoseok i actually can't believe you aren't a catfish."

"is that actually the first thing you decide to say to me." hoseok tries to act offended but his smile couldn't withhold and again blinded yoongi with his beauty once again.

"not to ruin the moment or anything," yoongi starts, "but where is seokjin."

hoseok pouts, "they've ditched us to make out already!"

with that statement yoongi laughs, his nerves slowly fading away just being in the presence of hoseok.

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day one slowly darkened and the pair of awestruck boys walked outside just making casual conversation and a tonne of inside jokes.

as the night drew near and the stars littered the sky, yoongi was simply walking, hand in hand with a person he never thought existed. one he had never thought would be drawn to someone like him.

but he was wrong.

hoseok was different. yoongi studied the younger, those pinky heart shaped lips with just the most adoring smile and identical s dimples on either side. but those eyes, yoongi saw the brown pools that held the most precious stare that left yoongi melting into puddle under hoseok's gaze, his pretty brown eyes blinking as yoongi melted upon his.

"do you think you'll be okay meeting namjoon tomorrow for a session?"

yoongi nodded, "yeah he seems like a really nice person so i think my nerves may settle more than usual."

hoseok agreed but once yoongi properly turned to the brunette he noticed hoseok's eyes slowly gazing at his face.

"what're you staring at?"

hoseok let out a breathy laugh, "i just can't even believe you're here."

yoongi turned to hoseok a rather sad look glinted in his eyes, "i don't want to leave."

"we'll make it work."

oh those heart shaped lips grew near as they lost focus in yoongi's eyes only to push against his own lips.

a squeak of surprise exhaled through the back of yoongi's throat causing hoseok to pull away and laugh. yoongi joined in.

"was i moving too fast? i couldn't help myself i'm sor-"

"no," yoongi's voice drifted into the atmosphere as he answered the question, "i wanted you too."

"is that permission to do it again?" a sneaky grin sealed the answer to the younger's lips.

but as the stars met the black of the night sky, hoseok cupped yoongi's face so delicately almost like yoongi was a fragile artefact that was extremely precious and could not be damaged.

that's when it happened, hoseok leaned in once more and this time yoongi was ready.

their lips collided so soft and yoongi couldn't help himself but to shuffle further into the welcoming touch of the younger boy. their lips moved in sync so gentle, so smooth and just so indescribably lovely that yoongi almost felt faint.

hoseok's hands moved from the older's glowing cheeks down to his waist pulling him closer to truly express the way he feels in one kiss.

after some time they pulled away, hoseok's hair messy and swollen red lips but a smile remained on his face.

"i've been wanting to do that for so long."

"me too." so yoongi smiled, a smile so big that it shone and his gums peeked out after being hidden away for so long. he never smiled like that. ever.

it brought hoseok to tears just the sight of the min yoongi, his min yoongi that broken boy from months ago was sitting in front of him millimetres away from his own face with a large blinding smile spread on his lips.

was this what happiness felt like? it had been so long since yoongi had felt this sort of feeling.

and fuck it was a nice one.

"yoongi?"

"yeah?"

"this will sound weird but do you feel a little less like you want to die tonight?"

yoongi inhaled through is nose, "yes."

and that made hoseok smile so widely that yoongi couldn't stop himself from joining in.

"yoongi, this is a stupid thing to say but right now do you promise you won't try anything? i know that you can't promise it but knowing what i know... i don't want to lose you."

"hoseok..."

"at least for now, i'll promise you too!"

"i- okay,"

and so the two boys linked their pinky fingers together to seal a promise, the moon decides to come out from its hiding place behind the shadows of he clouds above creating a glow upon the pair.

what a lovely thing.

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a/n the next chap is gonna be the last one rip, it will be up sooooon! - 🐝