I wonder if I meant as much to you

As you meant to me

I wonder if you fell asleep thinking

About how much you loved me

Like I did

I wonder if you dreamt about our life together

And thought about all we could accomplish

Like I used to

I wonder if you remember the times

We used to laugh instead of fight

And talked instead of scream

Like I did

I wonder if there is a time

You thought about me

More than You think about yourself

I wonder if you realize how you made me feel

When you would put on the silence button

And pretend I didn't exist

I wonder if you miss me like I miss you

Because the way you made me feel

Makes me wonder if I ever meant anything to you at all.

As though I was just the wrong piece of your puzzle that you couldn't actually put together

Say something to me. Tell me you don't love me anymore

Tell me I don't have your heart - or your soul and that I never did.

Rip out my heart before I rip it out myself