⚠️Tw: suicide attempt⚠️

I hung up the phone before he was able to say anything else. I panicked, I didn't know wat to say or wat to do. Me and him was always so careful, how tf does he have. anything. OMG, WTFF!

On top of me being depressed rn i have to deal with this bullshit. I get out of the bed, going downstairs into Treys office. I type in the passcode to his "safe room" an stay in there knowing my body won't be found for a while.

I got a notification on my phone, notifying me that someone is in my safe room. Ik it's Nya so i take my time getting up, she's the only one that knows my code. I get out the bed walking downstairs into my office. I type in my code, the door opens, i look around the room looking for her and i finally found her.

"NYA WTF ARE U DOING, PUT THE GUN DOWN" I screamed running towards her.

She has a gun to her head, and before she's able to do anything I take it. I put it aside and turn my attention back to Nya, she's crying, sobbing and screaming. I have never saw her this bad before, i walk over to her grabbing her arm.

She looks at me, i can see the pain in her eyes, the hurt, the suffer. i grab her lifting her up in my arms. I carry her to the wall, i sit down with her in my lap. She has her arms around my neck and she's crying into my chest.

I rub her back, holding her tightly to make sure that she feels my love. I play in her hair to soothe her, calm her down.

"Listen Nya, I love you, yk that, i'm here for you, i want to know wat ur going though. Yk i gotchu, please talk to me, tell me wats wrong. I'm too attached to you, if u leave me i will kill myself, so please don't ever try to hurt yourself again. Bc u have me to live for, and it might not seem like that at times but ur all i think about." I said to her, very passionately.

She lifts her head up, lifting it to look at me into my eyes. She stares at me until she finally leans into me, kissing me. I kiss her back passionately, she positions herself so that she's sitting on top of me. She lightly bites my lip and i take that as my chance to slip my tongue in her mouth.

We kiss for a while, i swear i was losing my breath. She finally pulls back and says.

"My ex threatened me, he said he has proof of me and u and that i need to listen to wateva he tells me" She says quickly.

Immediately my face tensed up, my eyes went dark and i got pissed. My body heated up, it got real hot, my fist balled up and i started turning red.

*

I thought i didn't have him in my corner no more. I thought his love for me was gone, and with everything going on i did try to end my pain. Idk maybe i miss my dad, or i hate the fact that that's my mom, maybe it's me ex calling me after all the pain he left me with or maybe it's the fact that i fell in love with my "step dad".

But hearing Treys words brought me back, back from the dead u can say. Ik ik i shouldn't live for no man, i should live for myself, but atm he's all i need to hold on to this thing called life.

I told him very quickly wat my ex said, i wanted to just spill it out. I can tell that he was getting angry after I told him wat my ex said.

"Nya, get off of me" He said lowly and really pissed off.

"Trey calm down, it's okay" I reply back to him.

"Nya i don't want to hurt you, at all, so get off of me." He says with a deep tone, looking me in my eyes very tense like.

"Ik u won't hurt me" I said while taking one of my hands and rubbing it through his head.

At first he clenched to my touch, trying to fight against it. But he finally took a deep breath, after it felt like he was holding his breath.

"See was it that hard." I say leaning in for a kiss.

He swerved me "Yes, yes it was, and no more kissing, we got shit to do." He says lifting me up.

I giggle as he picks me up, "uh no, gimme a kiss" I said leaning in again.

He moves his head and smirks, okay i got something for his ugly ass.

I grab his face, his arms are holding me up so he can't use them to stop me. I lean in kissing him, he lightly laughs against my lips.

Once i finally got my kiss i hopped down smiling. My smile goes away quickly, i might be happy in the moment but i'm still going though something right now.

"Ight, i see how it is" He says.

"Baby are u down here?" We hear a voice come from behind the door.

"Baby??" My mom says again.

I roll my eyes, putting some distance between me and trey. I give him a "look" to reply back to his wife, in like a sarcastic way. He rolls his eyes.

"Yea i'll be out soon." He replies back to her

"okay i'll be in the kitchen cooking" My mother replies

I decided to walk out first, as i was walking out Trey grabs my arm. Spinning me, making me and him face to face. He kisses me, adding tongue and making it very passionate.

"This doesn't change nothing" he says while holding my chin.

I just smile and walk out his safe room. I looked to see where my mom was and she was in the kitchen, so i ran into the boxing room.

"Nya is that u sweetheart?" my mom shouts. I don't reply fuck her.

I hear steps coming down the stairs and i hear her coming closer to the room.

"Hey did u hear me talking to u?" My mother asked me.

I turn around, "I try not to respond to deadbeat parents." I reply back smartly.

""I understand ur mad, but i won't tolerate disrespect. I want us to be a family, we're getting married next week. Please Nya i'm sorry." My mother says

I clear my throat, "i'm sorry wat? wen is the wedding" I asked still stuck on that part.

"Next week why, is there a problem" She asked me.

"Is wat a problem?" Trey asked walking into the room.

"Nothing." I say lightly smiling walking pass my mom. I reached Trey "next week" I whisper to him. I walk out of the room and go upstairs to my room.

Ok it's time to get on ur shit, complete ur work assignments and get back on track. I put my hair into a bun and put on some comfy boy shorts and a sports bra. I go to sit at my desk and complete my work.

I play some r and b music as i do my work. I get a water bottle, grab my snacks and begin my work.

*

It is now 4 in the morning, I haven't been to sleep for hours. I barely ate any food so i go downstairs to make me a snack. I walk into the kitchen to see that my mom still made me a plate of food.

I quickly dump it into the trash and go into the refrigerator. I grab some cheese and butter and i go into the bread holder and get 4 slices. Time to make me some grilled cheeseee, which i love a lot.

Anyways, as i'm making my grilled cheese i think about this wedding that's coming up. But then i also think about my birthday that is coming up.

I feel arms sneak up behind me, i turn around to see Trey behind me. As soon as i turn around he leans in to kiss me. It was quick, but it was still special to me.

"Wat was that for?" I asked him lightly smiling.

"Just cuz" He says pushing back and going into the fridge.

I turn back to my grilled cheese, taking it off and putting my other one on. Trey comes and takes a bite of my sandwich, i turn to him.

"Are u serious?" I asked him

"Wat? wats mine is urs and wats urs is mine" He said.

I take my grilled cheese off, put it on a plate and turn around to see Trey staring at me.

"Wat?" I asked biting into my sandwich.

"Just thinking about this moment wit u naked after i fucked the shit outta u." He said smirking.

I blushed and as much as i wanted to match energy. The thought of his wedding next week came into my head. I get snapped back into reality wen Trey begins to talk.

"So about ya ex, I handled it sort of. I got my boys to get him, they got him in a warehouse. But he said he won't speak unless it's u and he claims he's not the only one with proof. Sooo, i need u to come down to the warehouse tmr." He said then taking a sip of his water.

"Yea yea wateva, wat about this wedding next week." I asked him impatiently.

"Oh u heard?" He asked me

"Obviously if i'm asking u, don't be stupid." I said putting my plate into the trash.

"Listen Nya, i gotta do wat i gotta do. Once im married to her and business gets done i'm dropping her. I'm dropping her for u, i give u my word." He said walking closer to me

"I don't want ur word, i want u now." I say seriously.

He smirks "Oh u can get me now, surely tf can" He says looking me up and down. I look away blushing.

"But then u won't be able to walk straight tmr so goodnight." He says walking closer to me.

He stands face to face wimme, he pulls me in to kiss me. I pull back, like he did to me, but then he wrapped his hand around my neck. With that he pulls me in to kiss him and i smirk as i lean in. His aggressiveness... I love it.

He slips his tongue into my mouth and our tongues move in sync. He grabs my legs lifting me onto the counter never breaking from the kiss. I moved one of my hands down to his little friend, that was very hard.

I smirk against his lips as i put my hand into his shorts moving my hand up and down. He groans against my lips, breaking our kiss and staring at me in my eyes.

"This is wat u want." He whispers to me.

I nod my head and kiss his lips, i hop off the counter and go down on him while staring in his eyes. He smirks looking at me and whispers "go ahead".

I take his shorts off and begin stroking his dick. He groans, i put his tip into my mouth slowly teasing him.

"Stop teasing me" He says.

I smile and start stroking slowly. I feel his body tense to my touch.

"Nya" He whispers impatiently

I smile and finally decide to give it to him the right way. I start licking his partner from the bottom up and finally put him all in my mouth. He groans throwing his head back, i love the affect that i have on him.

I continue sucking faster feeling him grow bigger inside my mouth. Until i heard footsteps coming downstairs and the light turns on.

"Baby why are u up? Come back to bed." I hear my mother say.

Good thing we behind the fucking counter and she can't see us. If she walks over here it's fucking overrrr broooo. Panic or put on a show, hmmm.

"Nothing, just got hungry." He says

I start stroking his cock again.

"mmm" He moans.

"Baby? Wats wrong." My mother says

I put him into my mouth, ig my mom was coming closer bc he says.

"Baby, i'm fine go back to bed" He says struggling.

"Baby are u sure?" She asked him

I deep throat his "little friend".

"Ahh shitt, yea just go" He says kind of mean

"Bab-"

I go faster, feeling him throb, knowing he's about to cum.

"JUST GO" He says angrily.

And as soon as i heard her foot steps going upstairs he cums into my mouth. He moans lightly and his body jumps slightly as he cums. Like a good girl, i swallow instead of spitting.

I get up from down there wiping my lips looking into his eyes.

"Mmm, damn baby, shit" He says speechless

I giggle, licking my lips.

"Mmm, it's my turn." He says licking his lips

"Oh u want me?" I asked him in a seductive way.

"Oh more then yk babygirl" He says in the sexiest voice i ever heard.

"Well that's too bad." I say trying to walk quickly away.

He grabs my arm, turning me around to face him. He lifts me up onto the counter, kissing my body. As he goes further and further down he keeps eye contact with me. He reached my area and pulls off my boy shorts.

"Mmm, somebody is wet for daddy" He says smirking.

I blush looking away. He begins rubbing my clit in a circular motion. Keeping eye contact with me, admiring wat he is doing to me. He smirks, as i lightly moan, trying not to be loud.

He goes down, smirking at me the whole time as he does. His tongue reaches my clit and i can't hold back the moan. He spells his name with his tongue, causing me to moan loudly.

"Shhh" he says smirking lifting his head up

I smile, biting my lip as he goes back down. He begins sucking my clit while sticking a finger inside of me. I moan loudly as he goes in and out. He uses his other hand to cover my mouth, trying to shut me up.

He comes up face to face with me, while still fingering me.

"U tryna get us caught huh?" He asked me smirking.

"I- i- ca- can't- hel- help it" I say stuttering.

"Mhm, that's wat i like to hear." He says fingering me faster.

OMG!!

"Uhhh im about to cum." I say running out of breath.

"Hold it in" He says confidently.

He uses his thumb to rub my clit and still continues to finger me.

*Moan loudly*

"Uhh treyyyyy." I say getting impatient.

"I can't hold it anymoreeee" I say out of breath

"Wait Nya" He says sternly.

"Treyyyy" I say getting mad

He leans in to kiss me, with his lips still to mine he says "Cum for me baby".

With that I release over his fingers, shaking uncontrollably and holding on to his arm. He puts his finger into his mouth, tasting me.

"Mmm, u taste delicious baby." He says looking down

"Look at the mess that u made." He says causing me to look down.

"U did that." I said kissing his lips.

"Mmm i want more." I say as i stare in his eyes.

"Nya, don't play wimme." He says in a jokey way.

"I'm not playing I want you NOW!" I say stern.

I grab the back of his neck to kiss me, with my other hand i stroke him.

"Nya if u start i can't stop" He says in between kisses.

"Then don't stop" I say.

I'm already sitting on the counter but he lays my body down, lining me up with his friend.

"U sure?" He asked me.

"Come onnn" I say getting impatient.

He begins to insert me slowly.

"Mmm shit ur tight baby" He whispers.

I moan lowly, grabbing his arm as he hovers over me.

"Ahh shit" I say trying to catch my breath

He inserts slowly, inch by inch. No it's not my first time but i only had sex one time. Wen i lost my virginity and that was with my ex, which was like 3 years ago.

I moan with every inch, as he goes deeper and deeper into me. I close my eyes trying to hold in the pain, damn this shit hurts. It feels better then losing my virginity but it still hurts.

I feel lips on mine and i open my eyes to see Trey kissing me.

"U good?" He says with care.

"Mmhmm, just let me get comfortable" I say moving around.

He groans as i do that, "Damn baby" He whispers.

"Okay i'm ready" I say confidently.

He goes out, rushing back into me aggressively. Pounding the shit out of my insides.

"Mmm, ssshhhhiiitttt" I say moaning

He groans and i moan, damn i knew it would be good but this damn shit. He rushes in and out of me faster and faster.

"SHITTTTTT" I say loudly moaning.

"shhhh" He says into my ear.

I was not ready for wat happened next.

"WTF IS GOING ON" We hear a voice say.