Randhir thoughts

After biding bye to rajveer and anjali I came towards my car and found sanyukta already settled there. Without saying anything to her I started the car. It's been few minutes of me driving the car and still she said nothing. She was just looking out of the window. Not for even once she glanced in my direction. Hey it's not that like I am dying to talk to her but still it's quite strange because some where I accepted her to throw herself in my arms like always...telling me that it was not her fault or she only love me. Leave it randhir if she is not only interested to talk to you why are you messing up with your mood. I gave a break to my thoughts once we reached our home and without saying anything sanyukta left. Parking the car I too followed her in the bedroom only to find her sleeping on her side. Who she thinks she is? Anyways it's good for me only. At least now I don't have to act like a love sick puppy for few days. I too got inside the bed. Its been an hour since I am lying wide awake but still sleep is far away. Not having any other option I did what she hates the most..That is smoking. I know even if she woke up she won't stop me today as you know she is in angry woman mode. In these two year this is the first time we have a fight like this. It would be a lie if I say I never acted like a**hole before but the only difference this time she is standing up for herself. It's not the first time that I have made her cry but I think today I hurt her where it pains a lot. Being honest I know she was not at fault here. Even if she wouldn't have explained the whole situation I know that she just can't do anything like this. Come-on dude don't be so surprised I have known her from last five year and it's been two years since she is my wife. I know apart from me she will leave never allow any other man to even come close to her forget about kissing and seducing. I am sure that bas**** must have tried to force her. But would have I done. I was also bounded by singhania power and money. In today's time they are one of the top business firms that lead the market. I just can't take that risk of harming my business and that too for whom that good for nothing sanyukta. And I know how she is. She just can't stay away from for a single minute. I am sure she will be the first one in the morning who will ran into my arms. Satisfied with my thoughts I decided to call it a night.

It was morning time and I am lazily lying on my bed. Well to be specific I am waiting for sanyukta to get my morning coffee. Its been more than hour and still there was no trace of her. Getting irritated I got up from my bed and headed towards the kitchen to give her nice peace of mind. When I reached kitchen I found her preparing breakfast and talking to someone on phone. I moved towards her " sanyukta I was waiting for from past half hour and you busy in your phone. Where the hell is my black coffee? You know it's the first thing I need once I got up. She looked towards me for a second and then she picked her plate of sandwich and left the kitchen still engrossed in her phone. "damn so now madam is showing attitude to me. What does she think that if she won't talk to me I can't survive without her? Go to hell sanyukta. I bloody don't need you". Not having any other option I myself prepared a coffee. Taking my mug I came in the hall to find her watching t.v. and having breakfast. I too settled on the couch. She looked at me and I gave her a proud smirk raising my mug. Ignoring my action she again got engrossed in watching the television. My stomach also growled in hunger. I was too feeling hungry but who would ask her. between me and food my ego was coming. Who knows if she refused to give me. Its better I leave for office and then will order something there.Finishing my coffee I went to have my bath.

Randhir (shuffling his wardrobe): god where the hell is my file. I remember I kept it here only last time. Then where does it go. I was already getting late and now this file.

I look at the watch which was showing half past ten. Shit I was already half hour late for the office. This is all happening because of sanyukta. She always used to keep all my clothes and necessities items on bed. And today forget about arranging my things not for once madam came in room to ask me that if I need something. What should I do now? I can't go office without that file. I sat on the bed in defeat and face palm myself. its only then I felt someone standing in front me. Removing my hands I saw sanyukta who was holding the same file which I was looking for. Seeing that file I sigh in relief but then when I looked at her, anger clouded me.

Randhir (grabbing her arms): what's all this? how can you stoop so low? I know you are doing this intentionally just to teach me that I can't leave without you. Since morning I bearing all your nonsense but you even started playing with my office work. And I am not getting one thing for what you are angry? Don't forget sanyukta it was you who was at fault and I would have thrown you out of my house for cheating on my back. But still just because of the fact that we are married and I love I didn't do anything. Here I am giving you another chance and you (interrupted by her)

Sanyukta: first thing I am not at fault. I know I never did anything wrong so I don't need any character certificate from anyone here. Second thing I didn't took your file. You forget this file in the study room itself when you were working on it. When I came in the room with your breakfast I saw you searching for some file so thought of showing you this thinking maybe you are looking for this one only. I know my duties well randhir. Unlike you I know where to support my husband. I have always fulfilled my every responsibility towards you and this marriage and will continue to do so irrespective of the fact that whether you trust me or not..whether you respect me as a wife or not. I just want to say one thing randhir love is not only about getting married or going out to movies or dinner or to fulfill each others desires. Sometime it also means to trust each other. No relation can be build or maintain without trust.

Randhir thoughts

Looking her retreating back I mentally scold myself for talking like this with her. What the need to remind her last night incident when I very clearly know that she was not the one at fault. I know she was and she is pure. May be I just want to scare her? Maybe I just want to make her feel insecure so that she will split all her anger and will get back to me. And look what I have done. How can I think that she will try to mess up with my work? Knowing very well that she always supports and take care of me whenever I am under some professional pressure. And last night also only for me she apologized to those singhania's brother. I think I should talk to her once. I made my way to kitchen to find her chopping some vegetables. I moved towards her and took her in a tight back hug. She tried to resist me by pushing my hands but I caught her in a tight hold. Getting tired she just turned and hugged me. She broke down in my arms and I started stroking her hair. I pulled back from the hug and wiped her face and then caught in her pink lips in a passionate kiss. She was also playing with my hair. I slowly dragged my hands till her bre*** and started caressing it above the cloth. I slowly push the top till her neck and knelt down a little and then what I saw boiled my blood. There was bluish mark on her bre***. I knew how it did happen. I looked up to her face only to find her eyes full of tears and head bowed down in shame. I wiped her tears and kissed her forehead and then again bend myself to give wet kisses on her chest. She started moaning my name clutching my shoulders tight.

Randhir (nibbling her chest skin): he touched my baby here. Don't worry now I am going to remove his every touch with mine.

I was about to continue when we got disturbed my phone. I tried hard to ignore to because today I want to spend my today time with sanyukta only. I looked at the screen which was showing mom having no other option I gave her an apologetic smile and picked up my phone. She was about to pull her top down when I didn't let her started touching her while talking to my phone on other side. Giving me glare she smacked my arms and put her top down and left the kitchen. And then I concentrated what my mom was saying. And what she told next shook the ground beneath my feet. I clenched my hand in anger. I kept my phone back tears were threatening to fall from my eyes. I started feeling suffocated. Everyone says that what you do comes back to you only. No one is able to escape from his own karma. Are my karma actually coming back in this form?

Precap:

Randhir thought

I felt on the ground I cried my heart out. Why god is punishing her for my sins? I can't loose her like this. she never did anything wrong to anyone. Then why this happened to her. I will never be able to forgive myself if something happened to her.

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