maybe im just going crazy, but as i chased silvi through the parking lot i knew i didnt want to be anywhere else but with her.

"No gus, im gonna trip your chasing me too fast!"

I laughed she started this by throwing her food at me and now shes begging me to stop. MMMM but i kind of like it.

"Keep begging me to stop babygirl"

Her laugh rang through my ears. It was a beautiful symphony to me.

I grabbed silvi by the back of her shirt and pulled her in for a kiss.

"I love you Silvi Ahr"

"OU gus i love when you say my last name"

"It does sound sexy on you"

I grabbed silvis hand and we walked to the car. She smacked me in the back of the head out of nowhere.

"What the fuck was that for" I picked her up bridal style and she squirmed in my arms trying her hardest to get down.

"I was trying to knock the goofy out you" She laughed at me. Finally I was seeing the girl i loved back inside her eyes.

Silvi looked at me with her pleading eyes as i shifted the gears on the car and turned the key.

"Gus baby you look so sexy when you drive"

I licked my lips and skirked, "not as sexy as you do all the time babygirl"

"Babyboy i want you"

I smiled and continued driving.

But the thought of xans crossed my mind. And the drip in my throat was haunting me...I wanted it, so bad

"gus? Gus baby are you okay?"

I shook my head and grabbed Silvis thigh. "Yeah my love I just started daydreaming."

"I guess you wont mind if I pop one of these"

I didnt know if I had just heard wrong, but as i looked over she was sliding a yellow xan into her mouth. I reached over and smacked it out her hand so fats i almost knocked her the fuck out i swear.

"WHAT IN THE HAIRY NUTSACK DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOURE DOING"

"Im sorry baby, i just seen em in the little cup holder and...they calm us down..and im terrible. Im a hypocrite" She began sobbing and put her head against the window.

"No...no bbaygirl im sorry. I just, You scared me thats all. I just dont want nothing else bad to go down you know"

"Im sorry, i wont do that again"

"No, if you want one ill take you to get some"

I cant believe im going back to this,, and im pulling her down with me.

"Really baby?"

I mustered a smile and nodded

"y-yeah baby"