《My Best Mistake》let go
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I'm not a bad person.
This is what I tell myself every day. I do not regret what I did to Natalia. Nor do I feel bad about it. People can say whatever they want to me. I'll just turn my head and smile. I won't be second best anymore. I'm in the spotlight now and no one can take that away from me.
I was finally happy. Natalia ruined my my life since the day I was born. I wasn't good enough. Every thing I did didn't compare to her. Every she touched turn to gold, while everything I touched turned to coal.
Do you know what it's like to have your parents say " why can't you be like your sister"
Well now I have everything she wanted and I was so happy. The look in her face when she saw me and Jessie together. The pain on her face. She finally knew what it was like to be broken, to be in the dark. And some might say that that doesn't justify anything but I don't care.
I love Jessie. I loved him first. But like always she was in the spotlight. She took him from me before I even got the chance to be with him. But i got him back. I know he loves me too. I mean I didn't force him to sleep with me, and if he didn't have feelings for me he wouldn't have done it.
Everything was finally in place. But she just had to come back. With that bastard child of hers. Making Jessie once again look at her. She thinks that she can ruin me, every thing I work so hard to get. Well she has another thing coming.
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Jessie hasn't come back all night and now it's 9 in the morning and he hasn't even returned any of my calls. I can't help but worry. I'm pacing all around the house. I can't sleep until I see him again. Just as I was about to pour my self my fourth cup of coffee I hear the door open.
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"Oh my God baby where have you been I've been so worried, I tried calling you and texting you but you never replied I thought you were dead in a ditch". I run up to him and hug him tight but I don't feel arms around me.
"Baby what's wrong" He has this blank expression on his face.
"Trisha we have to talk" he says devoid of any emotion.
"Umm o-ok "
We make our way to the couch where we sit down in uncomfortable silence as If we were strangers meeting for the first time. I can't stand the silence anymore so I was the first to speak.
"Where were you"
" at a bar"
" why"
" I wanted to forget about everything"
I didn't like where this conversation was headed.
"Did you sleep at the bar" god I hope he says yes.
"No" he stares at his hands
"Jessie look at me and tell me where you were, I was up all night worried sick, the least you can do is tell me where you were".
"I was with my family" he says with a sigh
"What the fuck do you mean 'your family'. Your parents live 6 hours away jessie".
"I was with Natalia and Tyler" He's looking right in the eye like there's nothing wrong.
My lips pressed into a tight line. I was beyond Furious.
"Why" I say clenched teeth
He shrugs " got drunk needed to call someone to get me, I called her ,she took me to her house I fell asleep there"
He says it like it's nothing. Like he doesn't hear himself.
" why didn't you call me I'm your fiance I'm the one who's supposed to come get you not your EX WIFE"
" what are we doing trish"
I stare at him so confused.
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"What the hell are you talking about"
" Trish I don't think I can marry you. I don't think I can marry anyone"
" what are you saying we love each other did Natalia tell you something is that why you don't want to get married anymore". I was basically yelling.
" Trisha I still love her .I love her with everything I have and the love I have for her I can never give you. Trisha what we did all those years ago was wrong and I can't even blame you because it was me I did it. I could have stopped and I didn't and I know that now and I know what I did wrong and I'm facing the consequences for it every single day .
we need to let each other go because not only are we holding each other back. We're holding on to the past and I can't move forward like that, you can't move forward like that and if we get married it's going to be in a loveless marriage".
" I'm begging you let it go. to just let us go"
He's literally on his knees begging me.
" I think you're still a little drunk maybe you should get some sleep okay".
"Tris-"
" NO Jessie! you need rest, you're being delusional and I think the alcohol is clouding your mind so I'm going to leave you alone for a while ok, until you get your shit together and then when you're well rested we can get back to planning OUR wedding"
I walked upstairs and went into the bathroom. Looked in the mirror and said...
'I am not a bad person'
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8 150Bad Intentions
I shook my head at him, this is his game. But that doesn't mean I can't master it. I smirked at him. "Are you scared that I might just beat you at your own game?" Jace let out a deep chuckle that sent tingles down my back. "Sweetheart, I'm here to remind you of one little thing." "And what's that?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. He walked between my legs as I was still seated on the counter which surprised me. His hands grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. A soft gasp left my lips from his sudden movements. He never broke eye contact. "That even in this little game, you belong to me." ****No one ever expects their first love to appear back in town after being gone for years. Especially since that first love reject their feelings before they left. But that's exactly what happened to Leah Tate. Senior year for Leah came around before she knew it and she couldn't wait to get started with her best friend, Kayla Greyson. Both were ready for a good final year of high school and excited to see what life after high school held ahead. But fate has other plans for Leah especially when Nate Rylan, Leah's childhood friend and first love, moves back into town. Still trying to get over her heartbreak and to show Nate she has moved on, Leah enlist in the help of Jace Emerson, the resident bad boy. Jace who is well know for his cold hearted demeanor and playboy ways agrees to help Leah, but for a price of course. A game with an inevitable ending, try and make the other person fall in love. Ultimately, Leah agrees to Jace's price and the façade along with the game beginnings. Of course nothing is easy, Leah finds herself intrigued by Jace. She wants to know exactly who he is since not much is known, just rumors. Danger, hatred and darkest secrets all surround this bad boy. Is Leah ready to uncover what is ahead? Especially since she found herself in the middle of it all.
8 222The Asher Complex
After an embarrassing night out, ambitious college student Poppy finds herself assigned to tutor New York's most infamous bad boy heir. *****Asher Prescott didn't want to come back to New York. But when a family scandal makes him the new heir to the Carlisle fortune, there's not much he can do to avoid it. And it doesn't help that his attitude and wild partying have brought forth an ultimatum from his mother: either get his grades up or be cut off. Enter Poppy Sinclair. Hardworking and ambitious, Poppy works as a tutor to pay for her way out of New York - and guess who her newest client is. Asher is determined to add Poppy to his list of conquests, but what he doesn't expect is for his feelings to slowly start extending past the bedroom. They couldn't be more different, but toss in a couple of messy break-ups, shocking revelations, trust issues, and a heap of flirtatious banter and it's going to be one intense semester.[[Word count: 80,000 - 90,000]]Cover designed by Ren TThis book is a spin-off of Against the Odds and contains major spoilers, but it can be read as a standalone
8 67This Gift I Was Given (The Boys That Lives In My House)
My name is Jess Taylor, I haven't had the easiest life I lost both my parents in a car crash, I even died for a couple minutes. Maybe because I lost both my parents or because I died for those couple of minutes, I had a mental breakdown and ended up in a mental hospital for awhile.After I got out we ended up moving to a new town trying to make a fresh start, that's where I learned I could talk to ghost. The time I lived in the cane street house was the best and one of the many worst times of my life.I made friends and I met Luke who became the love of my life but just like everything, it ended and Luke went into the light.Me and my aunt Lora moved to a new town trying to make another fresh start but this town has secrets too even darker ones. I'm trying to embrace my new gift and help ghost move on, I'm still pretty new at all this ghost stuff but I'm trying. Maybe this is the town for me it seems like everyone has a secret here.A SEQUEL TO THE BOY WHO LIVES IN MY HOUSE
8 81When we meet again
When Finn Colton starts getting prankcalls from a girl, he doesn't block her number like a normal person would. On the contrary, he keeps answering to hear what she comes up with and to get to know her better. He and the mysterious girl get on quite well and soon become friends. Everything between them feels familiar, but who is this mysterious girl really?A story told through dialogue.Highest ranking: #1 in Short Story[Short story, +/- 14.000 words]
8 88Fever
You're a background dancer for Elvis's '68 comeback special. Your life takes an interesting turn when Elvis takes a sudden, special interest in you.
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