Suddenly my doorbell rang. Who is it?

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I go over to the door and open it. There, at my apartment's door I see a boy taller than me with light brown hair, Hyungwon. What is he doing here? Isn't he upset with me?

"Hyungwon.."

"H-hey..Can I come in?"

"Oh sure."

I shift to my side and let him in.

"Do you want to eat or drink something?"

"No, thanks."

"So, how can I help you?"

"Why are you acting like this?"

"Acting like what?"

"Really??"

"Act like what Hyungwon?"

"Act like you didn't say those mean things to me and that I didn't confess to you!"

"H-hyung-Hyungwon..You wanna sit.."

"N-not! Don't change the subject!"

"Then.."

"I like you Shin Hoseok!!! I like you, want it or not! I can't forget my feelings for you!"

I tried to reply but couldn't. He really wasn't kidding.

But why can't he see it??? We can't be together!!! Society won't help and he deserves so much better!

"Well, we can be together!! I don't care what society says, I don't fucking care. And about me deserving better, I may deserve better but holy fuck I don't want better!! I want you Hoseok, You You You and You!! Just you..If there is someone not understanding something it is not me."

Someone's angry!

"It's not angry is just...I don't know.."

He read my mind! That or I'm talking my thoughts. Am I?

"Yes, you are."

"Oh, ok."

"Well, I said everything I wanted to."

"Wait Hyungwon!"

"What?"

"Don't you want an answer?"

"I would like one."

"Ok, first I'm no homo, I like girls." Omg why am I even lying again??? "Second, you disgust me by being gay." What??? What????? What the fuck did I say? I'm messing up big this time.

"What!!???!! I can't believe you!! Even now you were saying things about us not being able to be together and now you're like this? You're lying!" Yes I am.

"Do you like hurting me? Why would you say this?" No!!! And I don't know why!!!!

"Also, it is not disgusting!!!!! It can be weird at first but not disgusting!! Do you think I wasn't surprised when realising I liked a guy?? I even..."

He's being annoying! He won't stop complaining. Wonho you're dumb because you started it. What do I do to shut him up????

"So yeah, you can't say those things, it offends people..And also you know I li-"

Wait what? What am I doing??!!!????

I started talking non stop to prevent the pain to reach my heart, it's just too big of a rejection. Then suddenly I was cut off by something soft on my lips.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OH MY JISOO!!!!

It can't be. I opened my eyes and it is!!!!!!! Hoseok and me are kissing!!! We're kissing like muah muah!!! My heart started beating fast, I felt my cheeks heat up and my legs started to shake. Also I couldn't breathe. Besides all that the kiss was amazing, soft and sweet and our first kiss. Omg!!!! I'm going to die of heart attack!!!!!

When we couldn't handle it anymore we parted for oxygen. I was blushing like an idiot and when I looked at him he had a pink tint on his cheeks, so cute.

"H-hoseok..."

"S-sorry..You wouldn't shut up and my body just reacted..And.."

"No, it's totally okay!!! I..I m-mean..D-did it meant n-nothing for you?"

"No. It meant a lot to me. I guess I like you too Wonnie."

"You g-guess...W-Wonnie??"

"Isn't Wonnie your nickname???"

"Well y-yeah."

"Then I don't get the problem."

"Y-you s-said you l-like me t-too?? Aren't you d-disgusted like y-you said e-earlier??"

Omg today I'm a stutter mess.

"No. I said that so that you would run away from me. I don't really think I would have a good part on this relationship. Also I don't want people making fun of you."

"They won't and I won't let you be bad if there is any relationship...I mean, if you would want to..Omg what's with that look?"

He was looking weirdly at me and I started to worry. Did he really like me? I guess not.

"You're just too cute."

Huh? That's it??

"Can I kiss you?"

"Wh-what??? Why are you asking??! I m-mean..You have my permission..Hum..th-that's, I-I m-me-mean y-"

Yet again he cut me off by kissing me. And yet again I'm fanboying.

"So, do you want to be with me?"

"Y-yes!! I c-confessed to you b-because I wanted to!"

"Okay then, Boyfriend, let's go on dates, be happy, smile a lot, cuddle a lot and kiss a lot."

"You mean do everything a lot."

"Do everything? Wonnie your mind's pretty perverted."

"Ya! Shin Hoseok! Sh-shut up!!"

"Hahahaha never!"

And then he started running around the house with me chasing him.

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