《✶ c h a n g e d ✶ { Female Deku AU }》Thirty Five

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I leaned on my door and I had to catch my breath since I ran up more than three flights of stairs to get to my dorm. My mind raced with thoughts. Did Shirogane try to kiss me?! He couldn't have tried to do that, no, we just met a few months ago. Why would he start making moves on me if he hardly knew anything about me?!

I moved away from my door and onto my bed, my head started to hurt from all the thinking I've done. Lying on my back, I stared at the white paint of my ceiling. Even if Shirogane actually kissed me before I backed out, I wouldn't have felt the same way. When Shoto left, it was like a whole was drilled into my heart. If I tried to, I couldn't move on to anyone else.

Flicking off my lightswitch, I covered myself in my bedsheets and decided it was best for me to get some rest. While my body thought it would be a good idea for me to get some rest, my brain disagreed very strongly.

Insomnia kicked in and after two hours of trying to get some shut-eye, I finally figured out I wouldn't be sleeping for a while. Kicking off my sheets and putting on my slippers, I walked out of my dorm. I didn't know where I was planning to go, but I just let my feet guide the way.

I found myself in the kitchen, and I then poured myself some water. While drinking my water, I started out of the kitchen window. It had a view of a street, where cars passed, people doing some late-night walking, and lights from the inner city glowed.

"Midoriya?" I heard a voice ask. I slightly jumped and turned around, seeing it was only Kirishima behind me. He looked at me with a questioning look, probably wondering why I was in the kitchen at this hour.

"O-Oh, hey Kirishima," I replied, clutching my water.

"What are you doing in here? It's pretty late."

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"I could ask you the same question, Kirishima."

Kirishima walked over to the sink, also right by me. "I was coming to get some water. Now answer my question."

Looking back at the window, I answered the redhead's question. "To be honest, I have no idea why I'm here. I couldn't sleep."

"Midoriya, are you okay?" Kirishima suddenly asked.

I looked at the boy next to me with a confused face, "why?"

"It's just...We haven't really spoken since before Todoroki left, and I wanted to know if you were doing okay. For these past months, you've become more distant from us every day. The whole class is worried for you," explained the red-haired boy.

This was the question I've always hated answering, especially now. I was about to say I was fine, but something stopped me. It's like I wanted to say that sentence, but my mouth couldn't speak it out. I then felt a tear roll down my cheek, and the only thing I could say was this; "I'm not okay, Kirishima, I'm not."

My wall of smiles and trying to be strong crumbled to the ground as more tears fell from my eyes like a waterfall. I felt Kirishima's strong arms wrap around me and I just cried into his shoulder, taking in all the comfort I could get. "It's okay, Midoriya. Just let it all out," Kirishima consoled me and I kept weeping, it seemed like I couldn't stop crying.

We let go after a long while and I wiped the sticky tears off my cheeks. "T-Thanks, Kirishima."

"No problem, Midoriya. You helped me with my Bakugo situation, and I'm here to help you. We all are. You don't have to act strong and pretend like everything is okay when it isn't," said Kirishima.

"I know...I just, don't want people thinking I'm weak. All my life I've felt like I'm worthless, then I came to UA and-" a sob erupted from my mouth.

"You don't have to explain if it's only going to make you sad. I know what that feeling is like as well, coming to UA helped me a lot," Kirishima had a sad smile on his face.

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"How? You're the most happy-go-lucky guy I've ever met," I asked the shark-teethed male, surprised about what he told me.

"Well, middle school was depressing for me. I didn't have a lot of friends and I was bullied. I felt like I couldn't live anymore, then I got accepted into the hero course, and that completely changed my life," Kirishima explained.

I looked at him in shock, "really?!"

Kirishima nodded.

"Well, I guess we're more alike than I thought," a smile rose upon my face, Kirishima grinned as well and we started to laugh a little.

I and Kirishima talked for a long time until we realized it was 1 in the morning. I took my glass of water and headed to my dorm, so did Kirishima. I smiled at the thought of me and Kirishima connecting more and I finally went to bed.

Since my mom was busy this weekend, I couldn't go over to the apartment. Which was fine because I wanted to stay in my dorm and finish up some essays and assignments that are due in a few weeks.

While I was typing on my computer, I heard a knock on my door. I opened it and saw Shirogane. "S-Shirogane?"

"I just wanted to check up on you, are you still sick?" He asked, brushing his hand through his mop of black hair.

I nodded and started to fake cough. "So sick," I said in my best sick voice.

"Oh, well get well soon. Make sure to drink water. I'll see you in class," Shirogane waved me goodbye and started to leave. I watched him walk down the long hallway of the girl's dormitory and I shut my door quietly.

I was confused as heck. I didn't know whether Shirogane was good or bad. Yeah, he's a little mysterious and dark, but he is somewhat nice. But on the other hand, he isn't a fan of All Might and plays pretty hardcore when we're training with other students like he's trying to kill them.

My mind did not know what to think of him. I sat back down at my computer and continued writing my homework. I had to do an essay about a Pro Hero and their life, and even though I loved All Might, I already did him for my first essay, so I chose Present Mic because I thought he was pretty cool too.

Right now I was on the part where I was talking about his quirk and all of that. My phone started to beep and I looked at it, it was from All Might.

Young Midoriya, I need you to come to my office immediately.

Why, what's going on???

Just come quick, we need to talk.

Even though it was through text, I noticed that All Might had an urgent feeling in his words. I shut my computer, slipped on my shoes, told the teachers where I was going and dashed out of the dorms and into UA High School where All Might's office was.

I opened his office door and I found All Might sitting on his couch with his hands on his face, his vibe read displeased, "All Might?" I asked.

"Sit down, kid," All Might said gravely.

I sat down across from the Pro Hero and looked at him with a concerned look, "why did you need me to come?"

"You know how we caught the villain Toga and a few others when you got attacked on the mission in the city?" All Might questioned me.

I nodded, waiting for All Might to continue on with his words. I was starting to get shaky, and I felt like the information he was about to give me was not going to be good.

"Well, Toga and the other villains have escaped."

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