(Back in the car otw home) Anaya POV🥰❤️

PREGNANT!!! How.....why?.....I'm still a virgin!!!- I said as tears flew down my face

Well apparently your not because your clearly pregnant!!! Anaya you don't understand your only 13 and out here acting like your 21! What if you caught something....now your walking around here pregnant- Maria said mad as hell

I swear I didn't Maria and you should know this, you know I'm not like that- I said starting to cry harder

I was getting frustrated from the fact that I have a human growing inside of me and I don't even know how it got there plus Maria didn't even believe me, I know I didn't do anything with anybody so how is this even possible....why me!!!!!

Anaya how can a damn baby just come out of nowhere...huh???- she said yelling

I don't know Maria, I'm just as confused as you right now- I said sobbing

Look Anaya I love you and I want the best of you that's why I'm so mad right now, I guess I just didn't want you to end up like I did with a newborn at the age of 15...whatever you decide I'm here for you but that still doesn't mean after this baby comes your ass is on lock down your not leaving that house till your 30 not even to go to the damn store! And your going on birth control since you can't control your self- Maria said serious

I don't even think I want to keep it- I said whipping the tears off my face as more feel down

I'm here for you through everything Anaya but I am gonna say jaylen (her son) is best thing that ever happened to me I don't know what I would do if I decided to stick with getting that abortion...I understand how you feel but god doesn't give you something he knows you can't handle, now if you don't want me to tell your mom then that's not my business to tell but your gonna have to tell her sooner or later trust me it helps my mom was by my side every step of my pregnancy even when he was born she was home changing diapers while I was at school- she said seriously as we pulled up in my driveway

I dried my tears and stopped crying thinking about what's best for me

I'll think about it but please don't tell my mom I don't think I'm ready yet- I said grabbing my stuff and hopping out the car

I won't your secrets safe with me...do you want me to stay for a little bit to make sure your good?- Maria asked poking her head out the window

No I'm good, imma just take a nap till my mom comes home- I said grabbing my key and jogging to the front door

It was raining by the time we got home so I know imma tap out as soon as I get inside

Alright tell your mom to call me when she gets home- Maria said before I ran inside

I dropped my stuff at the door and headed straight for my room, I threw myself onto my bed and just started to cry, so much stuff was going through my head

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Then outta nowhere my body just froze as Ray just popped in my head as I start to remember something's from that night at the party, it wasn't vivid but...

( Ray and me were sitting on his bed, he pulls me closer kissing me while slowly pushing me back so i was laying on my back, he started kissing my neck going down to starting to suck on my titties

I wanted to stop him trust me I did but words just couldn't come out my mouth, every time I would try to talk it would just be moans

Ray....st..op...- I said getting interrupted by moans as he keeps kissing up and down my body

Shhhh baby just relax- he said unzipping my dress

No Ray I'm not ready for that- I said getting nervous

He just ignored me and started to roughly pull on my dress

RAY!!- I yelled getting scared trying to get up

He still ignored me slamming me on the bed holding me down by my neck, I started to fight but I knew I wouldn't win because one Ray is strong as hell there was no way I could beat him by myself, and two I was still dizzy as hell

Bruh chill- is all I heard Ray say right before I blacked out again)

No this can't be happening- I screamed sobbing loudly

Why is this happened to me!! I'm just a child, I didn't ask for all of this

Why me god- I said laying down soon crying myself to sleep

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