I walked into school on Monday and then it hit me like a rock.Todays my fucking birthday.

A small smile crept onto my face as I did a little dance in my head.

As I walked into gym I saw my whole class there and vicky had a birthday cake in her hand.

"Happy birthday to you,Happy birthday to you,Happy birthday dear brook,happy birthday to you,how old are you now?how old are you now?how old are you now?Happy birthday to you"Everyone sang together and I felt the tears roll down my cheeks as I laughed.

"Im 14!"I yelled as I did a little happy dance and everyone laughed.

We shared the cake as we waiting for out gym teacher who is always late.

"Where the hell is that whore?"I heard someone yell from ths gym doors as I was laughing and eating cake with vicky.

"Ermm Jasmine what do you want?"Lillian asked her as Jasmine advanced towards us and looking around for someone.

"Shut up and sit the fuck down"Jasmine said as she scoffed and walked past Lillian.

"There you are"She said with a smirk as she advanced towards me.

Why me?

"Bitch I know your little secret"She said getting the attention of everyone.

"Everyone listen,this trick was knocked up by Ryan"She said as she smirked and everyone started whispering.

"Well my work here is done"Jasmine said as she spun around and walked away giving her black hair a flip.

Tears welled up in my eyes as Vicky and Lilly walked me out of the gym.

*****

By lunch time news had spread around the whole school and even the 11th graders were whispering.

After sometime I couldnt stand it anymore so I left school and went home.My mum was at work so I wouldnt get questioned by her.

Yo, I never fucked Wayne, I never fucked Drake

On my life, man, fuck's sake

If I did I'd Minaj wid' him and let 'em eat my ass like a cupcake

My man full, he just ate, I don't duck nobody but tape

Yea, that was a setup for a punchline on duct tape

Worried 'bout if my butt fake

Worry 'bout ya'll niggas, us straight

These girls are my sons, Jon and Kate plus eight

When I walk in, sit up straight, I don't give a fuck if I was late

Dinner with my man on a G5 is my idea of an update

Hut one, hut two, big titties, big butt too

Fuck with them real niggas who don't tell niggas what they up to

Had to show bitches where the top is, ring finger where the rock is

Dez hoes couldn't test me even if they name was pop quiz

Bad bitches who I fuck wit', mad bitches we don't fuck wit'

I don't fuck wit' them chickens unless they last name is cut let

Let it soak in like seasoning

And tell them bitches, blow me, Lance Stephenson

I sang along to 'Only' as I danced around my room and I didnt even notice their was someone at the door.

I turned around and noticed it was Ryan.His didnt go to school today cause he was taking a sick day and dont ask how I know,I have ny sources.

"What do you want?"I said as a wave of anger washed over me.

"I heard about what happened today"He said as he advanced into my room and closed the door.

"I didn't tell Jasmine anything she overheard me talking to my bestfriend Chris"Ryan said with a sigh as he sat on my bed.

"I saw you with Jasmine kissing her and some girl told Vicky your a notorious player"I said as I felt a tear role down cheek.

"Brook im sorry about that"He said as he put his head in his hands.

"Its just ive been really stressed and I always use sex as a way to get away from the stress"He said as he looked up at me.

"I can't trust you anymore Ryan"I said as Another tear escaped.

"I dont expect you to but I just want you to give me another chance"He said as he got up and walked towards me.

"No Ryan I can't"As I turned away from him.

"Get out"I said full on crying now.

Ryan didnt object instead he just walked out.I just hope he gives me space to think this all out.

*****

I woke up the next morning and did my morning routine and then grabbed something to eat.

I decided to go to school cause I ain't gonna let anyone hold me back.

"Sup Vic"I said as I saw her leaning up against someones car in the school parking lot.

"Hey B"She said walking into school with me.

"You sure you wanna come to school cause erryone talking"She said giving me a concerned look.

"Dont worry V im good"I said giving her a genuine smile.

I walked into school and ofcourse everyone started whispering.I even heard someone say 'I wonder if she got an abortion'.

I opened my locker and put my books in.We had gym so I didn't need my books.

I walked to gym with lauren,La Donna and Vicky,we talked about random shit not really caring that everyone was looking and whispering.

*****

"I bet its gonna be a girl"Lauren said as she kicked a football around.

"Im tellin ya'll its gonna be a boy"Vicky said as she got out of her flats and into her Jordans.This bitch changing into Jordans just to play football.

"Wassup trick"Jasmine said as she walked by.

"What a hoe"Vicky scoffed.

"Nicholson get your lazy ass off the bench"The coach yelled at Lillian and everyone burst out laughing as Lillian blushed and got up.

"Okay class 10 laps andddd go"Coach said as she blew her whishle.

I got up to the fifth lap and I started to feel abit dizzy and As I was about to go on to the sixth lap I fainted,all I could remember was vicky shouting my name.Then everything went...black.