You know what the worst thing is about being a so called "celebrity".. People get to make up their own perceptions of you and don't even know you..

Like they never met you ONCE and yet they have this whole run down of how you are, like they know you personally.. It's hard for me to have a personal life, I spend so much time being judged..

I am cocky, that's true! But I mean I gotta be..

I've had a couple women in my world, a few here and there but I'm also young so it shouldn't be that big of a deal.. But what people don't know is I'm real, meaning I'm more than just a Fuck Boy whose famous..

I have a big heart..

If they took the time to get to know me then they would know all I'm really looking for is substance..

And lately I've been trying to be faithful but it's hard..

I'm always staying busy with movies, tv shows and music.. Plus I help my parents run the clubs and hotels here in Philly when I get down time..

I have a girlfriend (Jamillia).. We've been talking for about 7 months on and off.. And it's okay I guess, my parents are more into her than I am..

I'm not sure if I'm with her to prove a point to myself and everyone else..

My sister on my dads side says I have a type.

She says I date the typical Hollywood girl..

Nobody really knows me!

When I was at the club earlier I sighed after Reign drove off.. I almost forgot I had a "girlfriend" when I seen her at the bar..

She was everlastingly breath taking.. Definitely far from the type I dated in the past.. She was thick and juicy.. Bold personality and warm spirited.. Something about her just didn't want me to see her leave the club..

I looked down at my phone and Jamillia was calling..

I huffed and picked up not in the mood to argue with her tonight..

"Hello"

"That's how you sound when your girlfriend calls you?"

"Jamillia please don't start that.. I'm working what's up?"

"Working? I highly doubt that you're busy,

your parents own that place you're just there to show face.."

"Look Jami I'm in the middle of something so if it's not important I gotta go.."

"Dang I just wanted to say Hi.. I can't call and check up on my man? I just miss you that's all.."

"I know, I know.. my bad I'll come through when I get done making sure things are cool here at the club Ight.."

"Okay can't wait to see you!"

"Me too.. I'll be there in a little bit.."

I hung up the phone sighing..

It was getting so hard to try and be with Jamillia.. She didn't like me going out, she hated when I was away on set months at a times.. No matter what I did it was never enough.. If we weren't fighting we were fucking.. There was no in between with her.. My homies said to let her go but that would be another thing for people to assume about me..

I pulled up to Jamillia's crib and sighed as I turned off the car and let myself in because I had my own key..

"I mean I like him.. but at the end of the day it's all about being secure financially.. I have his parents wrapped around my finger, they LOVE me.. Which is all good they own basically half of Philly. And once I get him to put a ring on it half of his shit is mine and his parents will let me in on the business flow you feel me!"

I listened to her go on and on downstairs.. That bitch! She's been plotting on me this whole time.. I left right back out and put the key under the mat.. I hopped back in the car and called my mom..

"Hey hon.. it's damn near 3 AM what's wrong?"

"Jamillia.."

"Oh Lord! What did you do?"

"Me! Why does everyone always assume it's me? Damn!"

"Okay I'm sorry calm down what's wrong Bry baby?"

"I already get judged by everyone else who don't even know me I don't need you acting like them too.."

I sighed..

"Sorry for yelling ma.. I love you, I just.."

"No need to explain I'm sorry for assuming son.. What happened with Jamillia?"

"I went to go and see her after making sure things were good at Oceans.. When I let myself in I heard her talking about how she basically just wanted to marry me and take over my money and get a hand in you and dad's business.. Ma the bitch is a Gold Digger!"

"Bryshere Yazuan Gray! You know better than to call a women a bitch! But if that BITCH thinks that she's about to get over on us she's got another thing coming.. I'll handle this don't you worry.. Just go get some rest, okay!"

I smirked.. My mom and dad always had my back...

"Thanks ma I'll call you later.."

"Ight baby be good.."

I hung up feeling relieved..

At this point I really didn't care what anyone thought.. You tryna mess with me and my family is crossing all lines..

I looked down at a text from her..

😫😩😞😞😞

I ignored it and went back to the hotel to get some rest..