《White Rose - A Peter Pan Fanfiction》Chapter 16
Advertisement
I needed a moment – a long moment, to sit and think about everything. I had fallen head over heels for Pan without a thought, a thought I seriously needed to consider.
Sitting by the ocean on the sand, I took a deep breath and sucked in the sea air, allowing my mind to clear. Peter Pan, the demon everyone seemed to warn me of, the demon who can apparently love...
But maybe it wasn't love?
Was it manipulation? Surely not...right? Being with him, it felt so real. But the power of Neverland was stronger than I could ever imagine and I may simply be stuck in a fairytale of my own, one that ceases to exist in Pan's world.
I loved him, yes. Oh the nights we spent together...but did they mean anything to him? I had told him that I loved him, but he had never replayed the words to me. I felt sick in my gut and I rolled back my lips, bringing my legs to my chest.
The night was beautiful on the island, and I've said that to myself so many times now. Maybe it's the thing that keeps me sane?
Pan saw himself as a monster and so did Killian – heck, maybe even some of the lost boys? But they keep their mouth shut, fully knowing that if they did speak up, they'd face some sort of consequence.
Maybe all of this doubting was simply my own mind? Anxiety? Had my constant worry for the heart developed into something more? Ugh, all of these questions are giving me a headache and with that thought, I closed my eyes and pressed my head to my folded arms that sat against my knees.
And that's when I started to weep.
I didn't know anything anymore. I was once so confident in my thoughts and now...that confidence was a mere memory.
Hearing footsteps, I lifted my head and quickly wiped the tears from my eyes, seeing an all-too familiar figure approach me. Pan.
Advertisement
"What are you doing out here?" he said in quite a snappy tone, as if annoyed by the fact that he couldn't control me anymore. Well, he didn't want to, I suppose.
"Thinking," I said, taking a deep breath to calm myself. Refusing to look his way, I kept my gaze fixated upon the sea.
"You didn't return for dinner."
"I wasn't hungry," I snapped back at him, genuinely upset for him interrupting my thoughts and alone time. He knows me, right? Can't he tell I want to be alone? Maybe I don't know him as much as I thought...
"Serena," he said, not calmly and softly like it had been the previous days. The 'fairytale' of the ball and the kindness to him was fading.
"I'm fine."
"You're lying."
"And so are you!" I raised my voice, turning my head to face him. He analysed me, reading me like he would read everyone else. "You're keeping things from me."
"It's for the best."
"No, it's not," I sneered and he rubbed his forehead, getting to his feet. And so did I: I wasn't going to let him escape this now. "We're supposed to be a team, you and I."
"Serena –"
"I don't want to hear your excuses!" I couldn't stop myself. This anger that I had been holding inside – it was finally being brought to the surface and was bubbling over. With pursed lips, he stared back at me, a fire in his eyes, a fire that I wasn't afraid of. I took a step forward and closed the gap between us; again, I heaved a breath, scared for my next words. They ached in my chest even before escaping my lips. "No more secrets...or no more me."
I saw his body tighten, his eyes wavering between and angry and saddened state. With each second that didn't tick, I could feel tears stinging my eyes.
And with a sigh, he lowered his head.
Advertisement
A king only bowed to his queen.
"I've been studying alchemy with the pixie," he began, still his words affirmative. My eyes narrowed, waiting for him to continue. "For a back-up plan."
"Which is?"
He took another sigh, his eyes staring into mine and guaranteed he was speaking the truth.
"For the Underworld."
"What?" it blurted out from my mouth and he quickly tugged that usual strand of hair behind my ear.
"I plan on getting that heart, Serena, but I must always have a back-up route. If I do die, I may be able to escape the Underworld, a supernatural purgatory for fairytale beings."
I couldn't help but drop my gaze, nodding once. I understood, and it was a smart thing to consider, I had to admit. "And there's one more thing." Meeting his gaze again, he smirked. That's the Pan I know. "I need that mirror for you. If I do get stuck in the Underworld, you can use the mirror to see me, to talk to me. Tink and I are trying to enchant it so it can cross realms."
I couldn't help but smile and all the weight off my shoulders had lifted.
"You'd do that for me?"
"Of course," he said, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me into an embrace; I rested the side of my face against his chest, closing my eyes as I listened to the sound of Neverland move through his body. Stroking the back of my head, he said, "remember, everything I do has a purpose." My smile only broadened: he told me that once already, and I seemed to keep forgetting such a simple thing.
When we arrived back at the camp, only Ethan and Jayden sat by the dying fire. They looked over their shoulders and Ethan nodded once, as if to greet us.
"The boys have gone to their tents. Felix has ordered a mermaid errand for tomorrow."
"Mermaid errand?" Pan said, momentarily startled. I don't think he was used to be told information that he didn't already know.
"Yeah. Tink visited while you two were off talking and said she needed an object or something of theirs for your spell."
"Great, now all the boys know..." Pan grumbled to himself, only allowing me to hear.
"What object?" I quickly said, covering for Pan.
"A certain pearl," Jayden said, shrugging. "Felix knows the details. Ask him in the morning."
Pan nodded once, thanking them with the gesture.
"Serena, come," he said quickly and quietly before walking off. Glancing to the boys, I smiled before jogging to catch up with Pan, trailing behind him as we entered his tent.
"Blasted fairy," he said as soon as we closed up the tent. He took off his shirt, the humidity of the island and the risen anger getting to him - hey, I wasn't complaining. He was sculpted by the gods themselves.
I took a deep breath, walking to the nearest candle and blowing it out; there were about 4 or so others scattered around the room, but I left 2 lit, one on each bedside table. Pan sat on the edge of the bed, his bare chest tense and his breathing heavier than usual as his hands rested behind him, keeping his torso lifted.
Standing in front of him, I softly brushed my hands through his sweaty hair and I picked up the grail that was placed on the bedside table. I didn't remember Pan and I placing it there, but I took it anyway.
And then I stopped just as the cup reached my lips. There was...a certain smell to it, something that was ringing bells in my head.
"What is it?" Pan said, looking up at my curiously. With a worried expression, my eyes found his and he waited for some sort of explanation...but I only said one word.
"Poison."
Advertisement
An Unknown Swordcraft
A strange accident hurls a man thousands of years into the future to find that disasters have transformed the world into a fantastical setting of monsters and magical swordsmen. Our protagonist does not become a hero. Instead he is recruited into a heretical cult led by a foul necromancer. To survive this new world, he must adapt to life as one of the dark lord’s evil lieutenants, carrying out impossible orders, scheming against his rival cultists, avoiding the real heroes out to kill him, and developing his own personal brand of magical swordcraft. [participant in the Royal Road Writathon challenge] (Placeholder title until I come up with something better.) Features: – Minion to Dark Lord progression. – MC lurking undercover as an evil lieutenant. – First true spellcaster in a world of magic swordsmen. – Wuxia power levels. – Minor base building / project management. – A little bit of crafting. – Meandering progression/plot. – Dumb comedy.
8 75POSSESSED
This story is told from a third person point of veiw of the character Kai Sherwood, a young boy who lost his parents at a young age due to a house fire. He and his brother Kent fled to london after the incident and atempted a quiet life that was made impossible by the awakening of mysterious powers in Kai and the anti-power laws placed in the UK. Follow the story of Kai and his friends as they struggle to survive in a world of hatred.
8 156Tales of Regventus Book Two: Keene
Max has claimed the title of king. As Ansel and Griffa work to prepare Max for the future, the powers in Aurumist continue on with their dangerous plans. Ansel struggles with his feelings for Griffa while trying to keep both Max and her safe. As Griffa goes through her own troubles, she has to decide if she will become who she was meant to be. The war for the kingdom hasn't begun, but the danger is growing. Book 2 of Tales of Regventus Series. See Book One: Adalwen first
8 175My Immortals(A One Direction Fanfiction) COMPLETED
Gwendolyn McLlroy wishes her life was more interesting. She wishes that Social Studies didn't suck so much... What she wasn't expecting was for her wish to come true. When a man breaks through the window during social studies and threatens to shoot Gwen, her life becomes anything but normal. Now, vampires suddenly exist and she has rare blood that causes every vampire to want to rip out her jugular. The boys take her to Paris to keep her safe, but bodies and threats start popping up. What started as a security breach turned into a huge vampire war where the daily celebrities had to pick sides... As vampires. As if it wasn't bad enough, add a lost love, a boyfriend, the boy who lived next door, and her knight in shining armor. Even if they do somehow win the vampire war, would Gwen ever be safe with her blood? Will love save her or destroy her? And the boys who try so hard to protect her, will they be the ones to rip her throat out or will they save her? One thing for sure, Gwen has never felt more alive with her Immortals.I wrote this when I was 13 so really, read at your own risk.
8 75Mercy
Magnus bane. A man known for his brilliance in curing many mental patients. What happens when he meets Alexander lightwood a man who every one has given up on. Will he be the mercy sent from above for Alexander? Or will Alexander be his own mercy?
8 216Love Fighter
' You're pretty but nerd isn't my type ' - Yoongi ' You're handsome but rude isn't my type ' - Nayeon. Nayeon a secret agent who are always successful in every mission. Her boss give her a mission to protect a boy from danger . She forcefully to get into the school and acting as a nerd student in the school to keep an eye at Yoongi. What'll happened to them?
8 170