She ignored all my calls and those flowers which I sent . She just returned them back. I knew i fucked up so badly this time. I didn't mean any of those words yesterday. I don't understand why the hell do I lose control when I get frustrated.

I just couldn't concentrate on my work. I bought her a new phone. Hopefully she accepts it as far as I know she won't accept but I can at least hope she somehow forgives me.

I finished my work early and drove straight home. If i go to her work place she might get more angry and she will walk past me like i am a stranger at least at home she can't ignore my presence.

I asked mrs. Miller prepares naina's favourite food. Maybe food can convince her. It was getting dark and by now she should be home. To keep myself occupied I pulled out my laptop and tried to distract myself by working.

"Bhaiya" i heard khyati's voice

"Khyati. Is everything alright?" I asked her as she looked so dull

"Bhaiya yesterday it wasn't bhabhi's fault i didn't exactly have her permission, when i was leaving for the party bhabhi saw me it was a coincidence. I would have gone to the party even if she wouldn't have allowed me." She spoke

"Bhaiya, I am not a kid anymore. I can take care of myself. I just want your support and love. I don't want you to make decisions for me. I want to enjoy my life and yesterday i made my mind that i would come out of my comfort zone and trust me i had the best time last night"

"Bhabhi cares for me just like you do and she doesn't deserve all your frustration. She is our family bhaiya, for once think about her she left her family for us and she loved us more than anyone"

"I understand you. I know I screwed up last night and I'm trying to fix things. I bought her a new phone. Hopefully she accepts it and khyati. I was just worried about you. If something happens to you I can't handle it. You mean the world to me and i know i shouldn't have said all that to naina and i am feel guilty about it" i said in a low tone

"I am sorry if you felt like i am controlling your life i never meant it such way i thought i was just protecting you" i added

"I am sorry too. I should have informed you about the party" she said while hugging me

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It was already nine thirty and there was no sign of her. She usually comes home by eight. She doesn't even have a phone with her oh god! I shouldn't have broken it.

Maybe i should call sara, she might know where is naina

"Hi, sara" i spoke as soon as she answered the call

"Hello jiju" she answered

"Is naina with you?" I asked

"No we haven't met today" she said

"Is everything alright?" She asked

"Yeah it's just that naina isn't home yet and her cell phone is also broken" i replied

"Oh, jiju i will find out in the hospital and call back" she said

"Yeah, that would be great!" I said before hanging up the call

After a few minutes sara called back. Hopefully i get a positive response from her.

"Hello jiju" she spoke

"Ya sara" i answered

"The receptionist informed that she left two hours ago" she informed

"What?" I asked in disbelief

"Yeah, the receptionist told that naina left early today" she added

"But she is not home yet" i said

"Does she have any other friends with whom she hangs out or something" i asked

"Not that I Know. Naina is not a person who likes hanging out or stuff" she stated

"Where else might she be then?" I asked

"Jiju you don't worry i will try calling few close friends maybe she is with them" she said before hanging up the call

Fuck. Where are you naina?

I am really sorry, please come home yaar, if anything happens to her I won't be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life. Naina god damnit where are you?

What if something has happened to her? And what if i am late and i lose her too just like i lost my parents no no... This can't happen i can't let the history repeat

"Khyati did naina say something like that she would be late or she is going somewhere. Anything?" I asked khyati

"No bhaiya, i haven't spoke to her since last night, she left to the hospital even before i woke up" she replied

"Is everything alright bhaiya?" She asked

"No, naina hasn't come home yet it's been two hours since she left from the hospital" i replied

"Bhaiya don't worry i will look around in the neighborhood she might be here somewhere"

Naina for god sake please come home. I won't ever yell at you. I promise to come back. Time kept passing but there was no sign of her nor a call or a message.

I cursed myself for the millionth time for breaking her mobile phone, for yelling at her and for my behaviour.

Naina, yaar where are you? Please be safe. I can't lose you. The thought about losing her was driving me nuts. It was scaring me, it was making me weak. I can't afford to lose another important person in my life. I won't be able to live.

"Jiju i called almost all our friends but she is with no one" sara informed

"Fuck"

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