With the right person you don't have to work so hard to be happy, it just happens.

Now, I understand what it exactly means.

Past few days have been the best days of my life and it was all because of her. She has become an integral part of me. Spending time with her makes me more alive. She has become the reason I want to wake up in the morning.

I didn't realise when I fell for her, was it when she waited for me to come home so that we could have our dinner together or was it when she woke up early so that she could prepare breakfast even though she doesn't know to cook or was it when she always remembers to give me a phone call at least once during the day or was it when we went on lunch date together and she sat opposite to me admiring the view outside window while i admired her.

There were many moments when I fell for her in the ways I never imagined. I was happy and each day felt so special. She made me this person who never saw a world outside his sorrows.

Last night when she injured her foot and she hissed in pain all I wanted was to kiss her and take all her pain away. When I saw her laying down on the couch I was pissed. We never had a proper conversation on this topic but today I wanted to speak about it.

And I successfully convinced her to sleep on the bed. We finally slept together on the same bed. Having to share my bed with her was a joy in itself, she hesitated at first, but later she snuggled in the duvet and slept peacefully.

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Today I suggested she stay at home but I knew she wouldn't accept. I had to convince her to spend some time with Khyati at home. She could never say no and this way she will stay home.

I bid her bye and drove to my office. Today I had to leave early as I had a meeting with one of our important clients so I wanted to once recheck the file before presenting it to them but when I checked it in my cabin I couldn't find it. I then remembered that I left it at home.

On my way back home, I called Naina and asked her to check it in my study.

On reaching home, I saw Naina standing at the entrance waiting for me while holding the file in her hand.

"Thank you naina, you are a savior" I said with a smile, she nodded without any expression

Something is definitely wrong

"What happened?" I asked

"Nothing" she muttered

"Naina, if there's something wrong you can tell me" I asked

Without saying anything she walked away and after two minutes she came back with a small familiar bottle.

"I am sorry I didn't mean to intrude your privacy, I was just looking for your files and suddenly my eyes fell on it. I know you have your reasons to eat these pills but as a doctor I don't suggest them. Sleeping pills are too dangerous" she said everything in one go "I have no right to ask but why do you take these pills?"

"Sometimes when I am unable to sleep, I take them" I answered

I started to take sleeping pills a few years back. Sometimes it was so hard for me to sleep, I felt so restless and never slept with peace. That's when I started to take these pills. For the past few weeks I stopped taking these sleeping pills and naina was an important reason for it. She by side I felt at home, I could sleep without pills all I needed was a smile on her face.

She was the stillness in my chaotic life.

"This is a temporary solution, it might be a problem in the future. These pills may weaken your willpower, strength, memory. You need to find a permanent solution for this" she said with concern

"Permanent solution?" I asked

"Yeah" she replied "When you have a hundred things going on in your head, how will you be able to sleep? Your tensions and anxiety won't let you sleep. I think you should open up, whatever you have bottled up in your head you need to speak about it"

"With whom?"

"With me" she blunted

"What?"

"I mean With your parents, with khyati or maybe with Karan, he is your best friend right?" She added

I shook my head "I can't speak about my miseries with anyone of them"

"Why is that so?" she asked with a frown

"Naina, my parents can't see me sad and they will try everything to make things good in my fucked up life. I don't want to bother them." I explained the situation

"Khyati has gone through a lot and I can't burden her with my damn problems and karan he handles almost all my tensions at work."

"I understand you don't want to bother them with your tensions but everyone needs a support system, How much ever strong we are we will always need a support and that support can never be provided by these sleeping pills " she said "first throw these medicines away"

"I mean it's your choice" she added with a little hesitation

"Naina my family has grown through so much and I don't want them to deal with my issues also" I said sternly

"And from today onwards everyday for one hour in the evening, I will share all my problems with you. So, get ready for that" I added to which She smiled and slightly nodded.

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