When a glass is broken into thousand pieces and shatters in every corner, It doesn't feel any pain but because it does not have any feelings but when a human is broken from inside and he's shattered into thousand pieces ....... It pains ...... It pains so much and right now I can't very much feel that incurable pain.

No one is to blame for this pain of mine , except for me, myself. I am the one who brought this upon me and my father. I am such an unfaithful child who has hurted her own father but what could have done ??? I had to do that .

Which daughter would like to do such a thing to her father ??? No one . I too didn't wanted to hurt him in this way but it was the only way to stop him from getting into any fight And what I did was the only way to let him go from here safely. I know that he will never forgive me for this shameful thing which I told him. A thing which I have never committed.

"I am so sorry father that I brought this to you. I wish I could have told you that I have done nothing to bend your head in shame and ruin your name." I thought internally.

It's breaking me from inside and am sure that my father will never see my face ever again in his life. Even if he did not kill me and spared my life but still for him I am just good as dead.

The pain to watch him walk off in front of me eyes was biggest pain and the pain caused by his grip on my neck was nothing in comparison to the pain of his departure . I was hurt that my father holds his pride before his daughter but still somewhere may he loved me and maybe that's the reason why he spared my life. I understand his pain ,.... his anger but again, I had no other choice.

When my father left, I was drowning in my grief unable to breathe with my painful heart . I closed my eyes when I saw him walk out of this palace of Jaisheelgad. I didn't wanted to open my eyes and find my father gone.

While closing my eyes and crying in my dejection all of a sudden, I felt a hand around me and a warmth of a chest embracing me.

Feeling the warmth of this embrace, my heart gushed with happiness. I quickly opened my tearfilled eyes, expecting my father near me and holding me being unable to leave me behind.

But to my disappointment it was not my father , I open my eyes only to find Dhai Ma who came to hold my hand before I completely submerge in my sorrow . Rolling my eyes to my right , I found Siddharth Veer seated in his knee, right next to me , to whom I saw through my blurred vision.

How can this man be such a nice person. ever since I have met Siddharth Veer he had been a jerk to me . I always hated him. I looked at him holding an utter disgust in my eyes and took him as a devil in a disguise of a man but still he had his own boundaries and always maintained his respect towards me even when he was blinded by his revenge.

He is a man in my life so far who held anger for me but still controlled and always found a way to respect me, an enemy daughter and that is a thing which forces me to admire him the most.

It has been so many months In this palace where I stayed in a same room with him but never did he had his aggressive intentions for me and tried to hurt my honor but whatever he did with me in the past was nothing in comparison to Whatever my father did to his family.

He always stood by me even when I was clueless about it and this is not only limited for me as I also had witnessed his same care and affection for his people also. He is the man who gives importance to his loved ones than anything else in his life and that's what I like about him.

After Dhai Ma left the room

While I still try to cope up with this fresh wound which I gave to my father and to myself, the sudden presence and questions of Siddharth Veer was too soon for me to explain anything to him or anybody and nor was I in a state of mind to do the same.

I should have spoken to him carefully back than ..... He is a smart guy to catch up something which I accidentally blurted out while explaining him. I was not prepared to put it like that but unable to clarify my words to him I had to turn away from him while mentally scolding myself.

But then he all of a sudden hover on me and cage me almost sticking his body to mine, really making me nervous and scared of him even if I am absolutely confident about his pure and harmless intentions for me.

Whenever he does that, it always visibly startle me, making my heart bang into my ribs in fear like it wants to break out free . When he does that, I can clearly sense his hunger for me in his eyes. The way he leans on me as if he will feed ,sinking his teeth on my neck but at the same time he keeps an inch like distance between us as if trying hard to stop himself from doing something which he might regret later but it is unexpectedly weird about my body the way it feels later when he's gone.

When he forcefully barges into my personal space, it trembles my mind and shakes my sanity with nervousness but my body...... my body weirdly and shamelessly reacts in a very opposite way coz whenever he leaves me like that, I always feel myself wet down there as If my body want him there . My hair stands to its tip as if craving for his intense rough touch ,as if my body wants him to take me down and fill my inside.

And right now I can exactly feel the same wetness below. He has already left the room but still I am standing in the same place feeling guilty and shy of my body's sinful reactions .

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I peeked inside the courtroom to check if Siddharth Veer is in there or not but as unable to find him inside , I asked a gaurd standing at the entrance of the courtroom.

"Where is his highness ??" I interrogated.

"He is the in the meeting parlour to the left from here..... but You can also go from here which will be a shortcut as that room has two entrance and it is also connected with this courtroom too" Answered the guard suggesting me a quickest way there.

It was late evening and it was dark outside. After my father left today and after Siddharth Veer

attacking me with his strained questions, I stepped out of my room. And while walking towards the courtroom I was stunned by the decorations done for the day tomorrow and suddenly a feeling of nervousness sparked inside my guts.

While fidgeting my dupatta,

I quickly made my way towards the directed room. Reaching there, I once again cautiously peeked inside the meeting room.

Like the gaurd said there was actually two entrances of this meeting room one which was a long way connected with the passage and a shortcut ,

Where you can cross the courtroom and enter the meeting room through a narrow door connecting both the room.

There he was.... standing forming a group of three while lost in discussion about something with two of his subordinates.

Reaching at the entrance of this room, I quietly, without making any noise sneaked inside and hid myself behind the fat pillar. Tilting my face, I once again carefully peeked a little to look at him.

I saw him busy explaining something to his Subordinates while he is absolutely unaware about me presence .

" He so handsome and manly....Why can't All men look like him .....Those tough muscles, strong attractive physique can easily draw any woman to him. Those eyes of his are nothing less than a hunting tiger which has a mysterious capability to look deep into your soul. Which woman will not want him ... ?? " I fancied internally looking at him with my lustful thoughts . I was literally touching every inch of his body with my stare while slowly winding my long thread like gold chain around my finger.

I went so dreamy about him that I almost forgot to hide my slight visible shoulder back and that's when all of a sudden his eyes flickered to my direction.

Detaching my dreamy and lustful thoughts for him I sucked up an air of fear of being caught and quickly shifted back behind the fat pillar.

I bit my lower lip in tention and I internally prayed for not being caught by him here.

I somehow again gathered my courage and dared to look at him after a little while but this time to my surprise the room was absolutely empty as if no one stood there before.

"Where He can can go ...?? He was right there talking to his men." I thought internally being puzzled finding no one present in the room.

I came out from my hiding and placed a hand on the pillar while looking at the empty room in confusion.

" I'm here ..." Said a strong husky voice making me jump and gasped in fearful shock.

It was him. I looked at him with my mouth agape and bit my lower lip in embarrassment of being caught. This is exactly what I worried of ....

"I am such a STUPID " I scolded myself in my mind.

"Were you gawking at me ??" He teased in his amused tone while his eyes reflected naughtiness.

I felt like burying myself in embarrassment right here inside the ground.

" How the hell he knows...??" I spoke to myself internally while cursing his smartness.

Hearing his question I instantly shook my head in refusal while wearing a frown on my face. I lowered my eyes and bit my lower lip even harder.

" Then..... are you here to talk to me " He asked folding his arms near his chest.

I kept silent while digging the ground with my eyes on being uncomfortable about his questions.

" I guess.... Like before you still don't have anything to say ". He exhaled a disappointed breath and turned to head towards to the door.

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After I left her room. The rest of the evening passed in a blurr.

Tomorrow is a big day, .... At least for me and there is a lot of preparations which I have to look up for But even in between a several times I thought of going back to her room and jerk her to answer me right now and give it a rest to my uncertain suspense which is continuously disturbing me but I know that , the more I will keep on asking her the more she will try to run away from me.

It is unbearable for me to be in this uncertainty but still I have to hold my patience until she clears her mind and decides to tell me what she feels for me.

Two of my subordinates came to me, to seek my help and to discuss

for the further planning regarding the decorations and the arrangements for tomorrow. Time was less and work was more . My men and subordinates were working hard and putting all their efforts to pull up this huge wedding of their beloved king in a very short notice.

Whilst talking to them, I crossed and came out from the huge courtroom and we slowly walked towards ours left and went inside to the mid sized meeting parlor attached to the passage. We three of us stood there and talked about everything related to the wedding.

Suddenly while talking, my eyes caught something to my attention. I saw a little of Nandini, peeking out and instantly hiding herself behind the fat pillar.

"Is it...... Is it Nandini .... what is she doing here... ?? I thought internally and pinched my brows in confusion and curiosity.

I internally smiled while trying to pay attention to the discussion with my subordinates and observing her from the rarest corner of my eyes. I immediately dismissed the meeting and asked them to talk to me after a little while later and send them out of the room. Once they walked out , I slowly sneaked and hid myself near the another fat pillar where she was hiding, making sure that she is absolutely clueless about my hiding. After a little while I peeked to see her and found her coming out from her hiding and looking at the empty room in confusion.

And that's when I slowly advanced my step towards her and spoke .

" I'm here ". Hearing this she jumped and turned to looked at me, all shocked and strettled.

" Were you gawking at me ??" I joked giving her a tight teasing smile. Hearing this she frowned her face like a child and shook her head saying 'No' . Her expression was like as if I caught her while the committing a crime. She lowered her eyes and bit her lip being silent.

" Then..... are you here to talk to me ?? " I asked in my husky voice and folded my arms near my chest.

She kept silent while being uncomfortable about my asked questions.

" I guess.... Like before you still don't have anything to say ". I exhaled a disappointed breath and turned to head towards to the door.

But before I could go any far from her.

" Please Wait ...." I halted instantly on my way hearing her request and slowly turned to look at her being amazed about her stop request . This was the first time ever she stopped me from going away from her.

I looked at her with My quizzical brows.

" You.... you heard something from me..... Today......and.... and ...for.... which You asked me a question about the same ..." She spoke hesitantly . This time she was looking into my eyes while a tinch of shy and nervousness reflecting from her face but she was clearly fighting hard to keep them away by blinking her eyes a several times for maintaining her courage to speak to me.

" ....I want to tell you that.... you heard it right . It was not my father alone for whom I had done this..... I had also done this for YOU...."

Hearing this from her lips, I looked at her with my mouth agape.

whatever she told now left me surprised to hear such affectionate words for me from her mouth.

" ...... You are a good man with a golden heart. You are a true friend in disguise of enemy. You always stood by me even when you hated me. In spite of holding grudges against my father You only showed your humanity and mercy over me and have never tried to touched me when you could have easily done that and no one could have stopped you from bringing worst upon me and.... I highly respect you for that. You ARE my friend ... No matter what . Today whatever I told to my father was only to make him hate me so much so, that he goes from here without me and being unhurt ...... But you also know that Siddharth, that whatever I did today was not only for my father ...... It was also for YOU ..... Because I cannot let both of my loved ones, hurt each other in front of my eyes . Because.... I not only care for my father ... I care for you too. You are everything how a man should be and any girl would be a biggest fool to reject you as her husband and ... Now When I know all the truth , I know that, that no one can love me more than you...."

" ... You couldn't even hate me properly when you were suppose to... " she snorted a laugh.

"... because you loved me so much and hence Siddharth... I Accept you as my Husband and ...will happily marry you. " She spoke with her most sincere tone , slightly nodding her head in agreement to her own spoken words . Her eyes turned a little moist which was her witness about her honest feelings while her lips curved forming a sweet smile.

Hearing all from her, I was left speechless as if I had nothing to say. I was awed by her words. I thought that she will never tell me anything about her feelings because she doesn't like me at all ..... but after hearing her thoughts for me, I literally went paralytic due to my overwhelming happiness.

Watching my surprise struck face she spoke softly

" Please say something..."

After a while, I spoke regaining my voice as it took me a while to process whatever she just spoke about me.

" I don't know what to say ..... I mean..... I thought that you are angry on me and will not forgive me for becoming a friend to you by hiding my real identity ...." I paused and asked her

" ...but what I want to know is ...... do you ?? .... I mean.... you are marring me... not because you were forced to .... but.... because you want to ??" I asked her This question as I wanted to again hear it from her in as YES or NO answer because I still couldn't believe about what I just heard ... , I asked her this question because I thought that I must have misred and misunderstood her words.

Shinning her sweet smile to me, She again nodded her head and hissed a word which came out of her lips as a softest whisper

" Yessss...."

I couldn't stop myself from smiling.

"....and ... Do you ??.....do you love me ??..."

I asked looking into her eyes holding my breath to know her answer.

Hearing my question she lowered her face being shy while maintaining her same sweet smile. As she went silient again , I further stretched my hand and gently took her hand into mine.

" Tell me Nandini..??" I asked her. She looked at me with her nervous face and all of a sudden spoke in her little loud alerting voice while looking over past my shoulder.

" DHAI MA...!! " and with that I instantly turned to check out Dhai Ma's presence behind me and that's when in a blink, she freed her hand from mine and ran away from me. Giggling like a cute sweet naughty girl.

I looked back at her in surprise and found her already few feets away from me. She was helplessly laughing at me for scaring me with 'Dhai Ma's name and smartly releasing her hand from me and avoid answering my last question as well.

I stepped for her a little forward but she quickly ran away out of my sight with her face reflecting a little naughtiness and shy.

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