You step outside and felt sick you got in your car and drove around for a bit crying the whole way did you just possibly waste 3 years of your life with him you felt sick so you pulled over and started throwing up you need to catch a breath berleezy text you

Where'd you go?

You didn't respond you felt so sick it didn't make sense you got back in your car and drove home he's sitting on the couch you close the door behind you and lock it you slide your slides off and went to check on Berlin you see him sound asleep you walk back out"so it's over than" you said he gets up"wh-no god no"

You scoff"you didn't let me finish what i was saying at all earlier instead you kept cutting me off but I don't wanna talk about it now because I'm burning up and I've been crying for almost an hour straight so please don't bring it up" his eyes sadden he felt bad

"I don't want us to be over though I mean every time we're close to the wedding day your nervous","because ma-","you said that earlier","see there you go cutting me off again but forget about the marriage what about you saying that you sometimes regret getting together" he gets quiet he sighs.

"I mean sometimes I felt like we kinda rushed into dating each other" your heart stops

"You was the one that wanted to make it official I was saying we take some more time and you said that we were ready","no I didn't you said that","why are you acting like the victim in everything every since we started arguing you act like you did nothing wrong"

He chuckles"I'm not going to start again what do you wanna do stay girlfriend and boyfriend longer,coparent I mean"

It's to much fighting going on and it's bad for Berlin"maybe we should take a break" he groans"a break","all this arguing is not good for Berlin","fine we'll take a break"

You pick up your car keys"I'm gonna stay at a hotel for a while","what about Berlin","we'll make up a schedule" he scoffs"wait a minute I thought you said we're taking a break","yea we are but I'm not gonna stop seeing my son because of it we'll make us a schedule" you walk out.

Your eyes watered up again you don't wanna break up with berleezy but you feel like it deep inside.