《My Mate : Lizkook》Chapter 17: Realization

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Jimin just stands there staring at Rose while Rose just stands there in her position looking down at her feet and takes quick glances at Jimin to see if he is still looking at her.

"You don't act like you love me." Jisoo yells angry.

"You can't even forgive me once for just trying to save Rose from sadness." she continued.

"If you say you love me one more time I will just ignore you." Jisoo yells.

Then softly she says "I don't like people I care about lying to me." She then turns back takes a hold of Roses hand and walks back into the party.

"Let's go Rose, I don't want to be near people claiming things that are not theirs." Jisoo says glaring at Taehyung.

Taehyung was just heartbroken at that moment. It was the most he has ever felt weak in his life. He was supposed to be strong and cunning but now he is heartbroken, sad, vulnerable, and weak. He was about to fall to the ground until Jimin holds him up.

"It's okay she will comeback to you." Jimin says trying to reassure him.

"Well Jimin, Jisoo is not like Rose she won't come back unless I come for her and she still won't accept me until she misses me too much." Taehyung says.

"Well then just live without her." Jimin says.

"I CAN'T! Jimin I am not dumb like you. Rose always comes back to you asking for love and your stupid self won't accept it. Why can't you tell she is falling apart without you. You are trying to save her from you but all your doing is hurting her more. I am not as stupid and blinded by guilt as you are but JUST SHUT UP AND OPEN YOUR EYES!" Taehyung yelled while standing back up and walking down the street.

"You can wait for Jungkook but I am going home." Taehyung said glaring at him and ran unnaturally fast down the street about 60 mph.

Jimin was left there stunned.

Was I really breaking her?

Did she really actually love me?

Was she not lying when she told me she loved me?

Was I lying to myself trying to move on?

So many questions I have for myself, Rose, Jungkook, Taehyung. Yet none of them are answered.

I always told myself that Rose doesn't love me and is just pitying me. She is probably in love with someone else I thought all these days ago. Having me would just bring her down. Was it really the opposite? Was she telling the truth? Does she really actually want me? Did she forgive me for leaving her?

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So many questions though none answered.

When I saw the disgusting men trying to get close to her I punched them almost to death as Taehyung did the same. We were out of control. How dare a random guy touch my girl like that? When Taehyung was talking with Taehyung I couldn't bring myself to talk to her, all I could do was stare. What if she wanted him? What if she's mad I punched him? I couldn't control myself, she was mine.

I have to stop lying to myself.

I love her and I will always love her till the day I die.

I will always get mad when you are in the same room as any other male I don't know without me.

I will always want to hold you, kiss you.

I made up my mind. I don't care if you don't love me. I don't care if you hate me. I will do anything I can to make you love me.

Me and Jungkook were talking and have a fun time until the door opened loudly and a raging Jisoo came in.

What happened to her?

"Jungkook just wait a few moments," I said and Jungkook just nodded.

I walked outside the room into the hallway and find Jisoo folding her hands to her chest.

"What is it unnie? I was actually having fu-." I started.

"You were having fun, but we were not. That's all we are going to say, now lets leave. I don't feel like hanging around this party filled with disgraceful men." Jisoo said mad.

What do you mean disgraceful unnie? I thought. If she is talking about her mate I would be surprised unless something bad happened. Why is she acting like this. She was usually uptight but this is a whole new level for her.

"Ok unnie we can go, you can go find Jennie unnie while I find Jungkook to say that we are leaving." I said and went back into the room.

I closed the door and Jungkook was right behind me.

"So your leaving early." Jungkook whined.

"It's not even early it's actually late Jungkook. It's literally 12:45 AM." I said annoyed.

"Ohh fine."

"I just don't know why Jisoo want to leave so early. She usually is not like this." I think aloud.

"Well I know why she wants to go early." Jungkook says smirking.

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"Ho- Oh wait right you have powers." I said rolling my eyes.

I looked at Jungkook expectantly but he just stood there blank faced.

"Well please tell me before I have to go." I yelled

"I feel like if I tell anybody my hyungs will be really mad. If I tell you all I can think about is it happening to you and I get really mad so i don't think I can."

"Ughhh no one tells me anything. Who cares about your hyungs they won't know you told me."

"Don't worry they will figure it out they know everything." Jungkook said showing a scared expression.

"Well if you can't tell me then I am leaving."

"Wait."

He then takes my wrist and slowly pull me towards him.

"Make sure to stay safe and... stay close to your unnies." Jungkook said in my ear.

I started to blush and feel tingles around my body.

"Ok whatever... Why are you acting so- weird today."

"Some events have happened that made me guard go up, now go to your unnies before they blame me for keeping you here." Jungkook started seriously but ended in a funny mood.

"Okay bye." I said and waved.

Then he was right next to me.

"Hey ya know what let me walk you to the car ya know I have nothing to do anyways." He said uneasy.

"Ok Jungkook first off I am not a baby, I can take care of myself and second off why are you acting strange are you sick." I asked.

"No, fine just go." He said giving me a quick peck on the cheek and pulled away. I walked out of the room and found my unnies standing outside.

"Jungkook acting weird." Jennie asked.

"Yup, how did you know, were you eavesdropping?" I asked suspicious.

"No!" Jennie yelled then embarrassed.

Ughhh why is she always so difficult. I don't love her she says. She is the only one I actually love. I start throwing things off tables and start messing up the mansion. I go up to my room and ly on the bed thinking of everything that happened between us. Am I at fault for why we are broken? Just then I hear the door open and I heard someone whisper to the other.

"Told ya so." It was obviously Jimin.

"TAEHYUNG!" Jungkook yelled.

I get out of my room and go downstairs to meet them.

"Why are you home so early." I asked in a husky voice.

"Well because Lisa left me and soon after I get a text from Jimin saying your going to go crazy." Jungkook says with a worried look.

"Well then sorry to kill the fun Jungkook." I said sarcastically.

"No it's okay I was going to leave after Lisa left anyway. I only had to stay for 2 hours." Jungkook said.

"So you trashed the house." Jungkook and Jimin said at the same time.

"Whatever the maid is going to clean it up anyway." I said.

"Taehyung I am worried for you." Jimin says and me and Jungkook's gaze go to him.

"Why it's not like I care." I said back.

"I think you do." Jimin says back.

"Well at least I am not in your position. You being a douchebag and all ignoring Rose and blocking her away which is literally tearing you up." Taehyung blunty said.

Jimin clenched his hands and said "I am going to change that."

"Wow. Your really going to do it. What changed your mind?" I asked.

"Your talk earlier, you talked some sense into me and I want to thank you for that." Jimin said.

"What talk?"

"Oh nothing." Me and Jimin said back to Jungkook.

"Well I am going to bed then." Jungkook said.

"More like stalk Lisa for another 3 hours." Taehyung murmured.

Jungkook glared at Taehyung and went upstairs.

"So I have a challenge for you."

"What." I said.

"Well ya know how I am going to try to fix my broken heart. I think you should try too." Jimin said and walked upstairs without a word.

Should I?

I want to, but if I fail my pride will go down?

I love her, I really do and I want her to know that.

Ok then Jimin I accept your challenge.

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