Why? Why? Does she really like that guy? I stood still as she ran out of the room. I was frozen to my spot. She just told me that she doesn't want me. She can't say that. She is not allowed to. She has to love me. She is attracted to me. She wants me.

Am I lying to myself?

I for sure love her and want her and she makes me happy. I want to be happy. How can I be happy if she doesn't love me? I thought she told me that she loves me but I guess that it was all fake. I guess she really never loved me. All that time when she held me and told me she loved me it was all a lie. She was always looking at other men. I want her to love me. But I don't need her to love me. She will be mine no matter what. My father always told me not to worry.

" Your mate will for sure love a handsome, strong, powerful, and rich man like myself. He then always whispered to me after that If she doesn't then it doesn't matter she has no other choice.

He then perks up and told me again " Don't worry it never had to come to that. It is just a precaution rule."

I put a fake smile on myself. At that time I didn't want to force anything on the person I love I didn't think I ever would but I want her too much. I need her.

Or else I will go crazy.

..........at home...................

"Taehyung, Taehyung, Taehyung," I yelled in the mansion. We have our own mansion. Long story cut short we are all rich so we just split the money in 3 and bought the house.

I started to get scared so I moved upstairs.

"Taehyung, Taehyung, Taehyung!" I yelled.

I opened his room door and I saw him looking into his phone lost.

"Taehyung where is Jimin I am trying to text him but he just told me to ask you," I asked confused leaning against the door.

"Can you not see I am doing something very important here," Taehyung said.

" Well can I ask," I asked again.

"Jimin is in my room you douche."

I look over at his bed and see no one. I then feel a hand touch my shoulder.

"Jimin can you please stop that is so annoying."

Jimin laughs and sits on the bed.

Why so happy?

"Don't think he is happy he is actually going crazy," Taehyung said still looking at his phone.

" Ya know his gir-."

"She is not mine." Jimin then said in a rough tone.

"Well, his mate."

Jimin then winced at that word.

"Confirmed her date, to the whole school."

This time not only did Jimin wince but all of us.

Lisa was going on a date with that douche of a 'friend' and I can't hurt him because we are not exactly on good terms and I don't want to hurt it anymore. Anyways sometimes I can lose my cool.

" Well your girl also has a date to Taehyung so don't talk merrily about my sorrow because I know you have it too."

"Shut Up Jimin," Taehyung said.

Oh No, I have to stop this.

" Well, I think it was your girl who was following Lisa to stare at the boy first."

As soon as I was going to stop it I wanted to hear it more.

"Wait Lisa is the one who showed the boys to everyone she was the first one. She was the one who was interested in the beginning." I then said.

The boys then realized what they just did. They were trying to keep it a secret from him so he wouldn't break as much as he already did.

"Jungkook ah we were just joking."

Jungkook looked up and put a smile on his face.

"Don't worry I don't care. It doesn't change anything. Let's all talk about our heartbreaks."

The trio went on talking about jealousy, love and wanting the rest of the night.

How could they make such a rule like that? It was such a selfish rule. The leaders family think that they can do whatever they want since they are the most powerful. That rule is just stupid. I don't know why I even care about this at all anyway. I want to be with him but the rule just feels like it is not giving me any freedom. I want my freedom. That was the only reason I am not crazy because I had my freedom.

"Lisa so how did detention go," Bam asked

"Bam why are you still here."

"Well ya know how I helped you make him jealous, well I need that favor."

"Ok, what is it," I said annoyed.

"Ya know how you're supposed to go on that 'date' with me."

"Uh huh," I said starting to get scared.

"Well, I can't go but I have another guy so can you please go with him," Bam said begging.

I knew this would happen! Bam always drops out of everything that we plan. But I did promise him.

"Ok fine." I said "But then you owe me a favor"

"Ok, what is it," Bam said

"Well just don't go near any one of my friends and me and the group who shall not be named until I say so."

"Well I get you and the one guys but why the whole group and your friends."

"Well long story, BYE!!!" I said yelling and running as fast as I can.

As I am running I hear someone call back "FINE!!" I smile a that.

....at school .... Day before Valentines Day....

" So how is it going wiht your guy's relationship," Jennie asked trying to annoy us.

"Mine is just dandy," Jisoo said sarcastically. I could tell she was mad. I have been noticing that Taehyung was trying to ignore her and pay her no attention. She got mad at that and is not giving their relationship a chance anymore until he starts giving her attention. But I could tell he was really trying hard. I mean sweating hard but Jisoo couldn't see that as she was ignoring him too.

" Well, I have to go on a date with someone today who I don't even know. So that's just wonderful." I said playing wiht my food.

" Really, well I am going with this guy from the gang EXO. What was his name again? C-chan."

"Chanyeol," Jennie said annoyed.

"Oh yeah, that's the name. Well, I am going to make sure to flex since he is pretty cute and talk about it the whole day tomorrow."

"Oooooh, can I see a picture since I want to see. Ya know what I think the person I am taking for the date is from EXO too. Mine is also very cute." Jisoo said.

"Wow what a small world maybe mine will be from EXO too," I said sarcastically rolling my eyes at them.

"Well then what's your guy's name " Rose asked

"Suho I think," Jisoo said thinking.

"You can't even remember the guy's name really guys," Jennie said annoyed.

"Ughhhhh just sow the picture already," I said.

I am in a bad mood. I haven't talked, acknowledged or been acknowledged by Jungkook for almost a month. I think I am going crazy and I am the girl in whatever relationship we hold. Rose then holds up the phone for us to see.

Wow, he is not that bad. Well, that's to be expected if he's from a gang. That means he is also a vampire. He probably is not mated yet. AND doesn't know she is mated to another vampire. Especially one of the powerful ones. Jisoo then pulls out her phone and shows us a pic.

Wow not bad either but to be expected. Same rules probably apply to him too. I get a message on my phone from Bam Bam. More like a photo. Probably the photo of the guy I am going on the date. I show it to my friends and they start jumping up and down. I look to Jennie for help.

"Wow the EXO trio, that right there is Sehun."

Now Sehun where have I heard that name before.