Today is my birthday, and im not on the mood to do anything... since well... jungkook and rosé...

I want to confront rosé for being such a bad friend! Shes just a fake friend!

"Lisa! Open the door!" Jennie unnie screamed. "Ugh what do you want?!!" I yell at her. "Lisa... this is not like you... whats wrong?" Jennie unnie said sadly. Ugh i wish i could tell her!

"I-im just... not okay..." i said as i sighed. "Lisa... we can talk about this together, with rosé!" Jennie squealed. "NO WAY! I. DONT. WANT. TO. SEE. ROSÉ!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled from the top of my lungs. "Oh- okay lisa... i'll leave you..." jennie spoke and i can tell by her voice that she is very disappointed and confused.

"Unnie... just... ugh never mind" i tried to tell her but i cant. She might tell rosé and i dont want that to happen!

This morning is already harsh enough for me... we had a fan meeting too...

I opened my door and went outside to get some fresh air. "Lisa..." a familiar voice called me. "I dont want to talk right now..." i said coldly. "Lisa..." the familiar person spoke and lift my head to look at him. It was jungkook... of course.

"Ugh what do you want!" I yelled at him. He just smirked and sat infront of the door.

"I hate you... now please leave me alone jungkook... im not in a good mood!" I said sassily as i roll my eyes. I closed my eyes for a while, and i think jungkook went back inside, so i opened my eyes.

As i open my eyes, he was infront of my FACE!

We were like 2 cm away! "Aishh what are you doing-" before i finished my sentences, he kissed me.

Why would he kiss me?

Isn't he with rosé?

I mean he said he liked me, but the whole... rosekook thing -_-

I kinda enjoyed that but i realized that i HATED HIM AND I SUPPOSED TO KICK HIS BUTT!

I quickly pushed him away and ran back inside. I glance at him, as i ran to my room... again.

"Ugh i need to calm down! Calm down lisa, calm DOWN!" I told myself. I looked at the clock, and it was 1 pm! I am gonna be late to the fan meeting!

I quickly dress myself as i waited for the rest of my member, and to be honest, i felt a little better, when rosé suddenly appear out of nowhere and interrupt me!

"CAN YOU NOT!?" I yelled at her with full anger. "Whats wrong lis?" She asked confused. "I need alone time..." i replied with a cold tone.

Alright we arrived to the place where we are doing the fan meeting.

I was doing just fine, and relaxed a bit. "Here you should freshen yourself up!" Jisoo unnie came and handed me her homemade lemonade! My favorite!

"T-thank you so much unnie! I do need something and someone to help me calm down... after all if im in a bad mood i might scare blinks away" i spoke and jisoo unnie laughed. "Well if you need me, i will be talking to jennie there okay?" She said and i nodded with a big smile.

Finally i get to freshen up from all the stress. I was just getting ready for the fan meeting as i saw rosé unnie quietly walk passed me.

I felt bad for her... but in the same time, i HATE her! Ugh

What if im just the third wheel for jungkook? He is dating rosé... i think.

Alright lisa get all of your stressful minds away! As i told myself.

I opened the instagram's k-pop news because... i mean like why not?

As i opened it... the first thing i saw was.... Rosékook...

My eyes widened and i started to cry.

"Lisa! Are you okay?" My hair dresser asked me in worry. "No im not..." i replied. "Whats wrong? What happened? Is it about that jungkook guy?" She asked.

Btw my hair dresser is so cool and we are like best friends! I told her about everything and she never spilled the beans although rosé kept on asking her whats wrong with me but she never told her anything.

I trusted her more than rosé...

"Y-yes..." i replied. "Hmm its something you searched... isn't it?" She said and took my phone. "Yes..." i said. "Oh my... are you okay sweet heart?" She looked shock and quickly hugged me. I cried to her shoulder, as she quickly get off that site.

"Unnie..." i said quietly as i sob. "Ne?" She said. "I hate rosé unnie..." i spoke. "You shouldn't have her... shes your best friend, and shes your member... shes in blackpink!" She tried to comfort me but i just sit there and fidget my fingers.

"Lisa-yah!!! Lets go! The fan meet is starting!" Jennie unnie spoke as she jump in excitement.

"Hehe alright i'll be there ins few minutes..." i spoke and i showed her my smile, but i know it doesn't look right...

"Lisa-yah! Whats wrong? I know that you are upset in something but what is it? You can tell me anything!" Asked in worry. "I-its nothing... really... its nothing you need to worry of..." i said as i tried to convince her.

"I know you are upset lisa..." jennie unnie said. "Unnie its nothing its just tha-" before i could finish my sentences, rosé unnie came looking really worried.

"Lisa whats wro-" before she finished her sentences, i make an excuse and quickly went to the bathroom. I hid inside the woman bathroom and cried. I cried as i tell myself "i love her... shes like my sister... i cant hate her... but i do hate her because she is a traitor, she knew i had a crush on jungkook even before blackpink debuted.

"Why is this happening! Gah!" I scream out loud when a kid came. "Lisa?!" The girl spoke. "Ne? Who are you? Why are you here?!" I asked her in confused. "Omg im a big fan!" The little girl spoke. "A fan... you're not supposed to be here" i told her nicely and politely. "Huh? I thought this is the public bathroom..." the girl said as she went outside to read the sign. I followed her outside and it says

"Ohh..." i spoke. "I told you lisa! Btw can i take a picture with you please!" The little girl spoke shyly and i nodded in yes to her. "Omg thank you lisa! Bye" the little girl spoke in excitement and left the bathroom.

"So i was wrong... huh" i spoke to myself as i step out of the bathroom.

The fan meeting has started and it was amazing at first. I loved all blinks with all of my love and they all are sooo amazing, supportive and sweet! Blinks gave me a cute yellow bunny slipper, lots of cute hats, bandanas, accessories, and even a cute sweater i could use! They gave me so many food, and plushies too! There are just so many more and i appreciate them all and to be honest, they dont need to give me anything, just by their appearance and being supportive, talking with me is already amazing and the best thing ever! Sarangheo blinks!

There are just a few more fans left for the fan meeting, and i over heard a fan talking with rosé. I sat between jisoo unnie and jennie unnie because i dont want to be next to rosé.

Usually i always sat next to her, but i just dont want to be with her right now.

"Rosé! Is it true that you liked BTS' jungkook?" A fan asked her in excitement. "I dont know, maybe" she said as the girl screams and jumping. "So you do like him!!!" The fan squealed and rosé unnie just smiles.

My heart just broke to millions of pieces of how disappointed, angry, and sad i was. Tears started to drop from my eyes, and my face was burning red from anger. "I gotta go..." i spoke to my manager behind me. "Why?" He asked kindly. "I need to uhhh use the bathroom for a while" i spoke and he said yes.

I ran to the bathroom and cried.

"I DO HATE HER NOW!" I cried as i yell in anger. I cried for about 10 minutes and went back with a big fat fake smile.

I saw a big poster of rosé and jungkook together... its a fan edit of course...

I cried again.