Yesterday was a strange day. Jungkook asked me to go to his favorite arcade and play games, archery, bowling, etc. it was sure fun, but it was confusing for me.

He won most if the games there of course, which is not surprising because he's the golden maknae, so its not surprising that the strong, "good at everything" maknae won.

"Unnie make more of these pancake!" I spoke while eating the pancake that jisoo unnie made for us. "Yes its soo yummy!" Rosé unnie spoke and ate her pancake. "Yum yum yum" rosé unnie spoke cutely.

"Unnie do you have any sauce? Like maple syrup or something? And maybe fruits?" Jennie unnie asked jisoo unnie. "Its in the fridge." Jisoo unnie spoke. "Okay" jennie unnie spoke, and she walked to the fridge and took maple syrup and fruits.

"Anyone wants maple syrup or fruits?" Jennie unnie spoke and whilst she took the maple syrup and add some to her pancakes along the fruits either. "Me me me!!!" I spoke and she gave me the bowl of fruits and the maple syrup. "I want some too!!!" Rosé unnie spoke and i gave her the maple syrup and the bowl of fruits. "Want some?" Rosé unnie asked jisoo unnie. "No thanks im on a diet" jisoo unnie spoke softly. "Oh okay. I'll put these back in the fridge." Rosé unnie said and she puts the bowl of fruits and maple syrup into the fridge.

As i finished my breakfast, my phone started to vibrate. As i check my phone, it was bambam calling me.

I answered the call and went to the living room.

"Unnie, im going to answer my call in the living room" i spoke. "Okay" jisoo unnie spoke.

I went to the living room and started to talk to him. "Annyeong lisa" bambam spoke. "Annyeong bammie! Why did you call me?" I asked him. "Lisa were you in the arcade yesterday with jungkook?" He asked me.

What the? Why did he know?!

"Umm yes... how do you know?" I asked him. "Hahaha pabo! I saw you two from the cafe infront of the arcade silly!" He laughed. "Aishh bam its not what it seems okay!" I yelled at him. "Calm down lis! I haven't spoke yet!" He said. "Aishh what is it then?" I said coldly

"The problem is... why does jungkook looks so upset lately? I've called him about like ten times but he declined all the call." He spoke.

I was so worried about jungkook. I dont really remember what happened.

"Did you do anything wrong yesterday???" He asked. I can tell by his voice that he is really worried about him. "I-i dont remember bam..." i spoke, and my voice are a bit shaky.

Wait... i remembered something!!!

"Bam! I think i know why he was upset..." i spoke as i cleared my throat, my voice shaky.

"What? What happened?!" He asked worriedly. I can tell his emotions by his voice. "Well... yesterday me and jungkook played a few games there and i got a call from my manager that i have go go to my dorm now..." i explained

"Then?" He said. "Well then he asked me to hang out again tomorrow, which is today, and he said to play more games but i cant... then i rejected him and used the taxi." I explained, my voice are shaky and tears started to flood my eyes.

Did i made a big mistake? Why is he so sad?!

"Well i guess you hurt his heart... you should apologize to him and explained why you cant hangout today and you have to go to your dorm" he spoke. "Okay i will bam... i'll call you later bye!" I spoke. "Bye!" He said and i finish the call.

Did i hurt him that much?! Pabo lisa pabo!!!

A growl escaped my lips, as my tears flood and went until my cheeks.

"Lisa what's wrong?!" Jennie unnie came to me and tried to comfort me. "Oh my god lisa!" Rosé spoke and i saw her worried face. "Lisa are you okay? What happened? Tell us!" Jisoo unnie spoke and wiped my tears. "I-im sorry unnie..." i spoke and ran to my room.

I locked the door and cuddle inside my cozy blanket, letting out all the emotions in me.

"Im so sorry Jungkook!" I whispered to myself. "Im so sorry i didn't mean it... im sorry" i whispered again.

A notification suddenly vibrates in my phone. I pick it up, and its from the 97 liners group.

I just remember that that jungkook was there too! I can go and call him from the whatsapp group.

I called him about 3 times already and didn't pick up. I wipe my tears in my face, and suddenly he called back. I quickly answer his call.

"J-jungkook..." i spoke. "Lisa..." he spoke. His voice was shaky and i can tell that he was upset and i think he just cried.

"Jungkook... im so sorry about yesterday, my manager told me to come to my dorm again and i cant come today too... i" before i could finish my words, he cut me off. "Its okay, i understand lisa... just please dont ever do that again, it scares me. It makes my fragile heart in pain" he spoke and as he finished his sentences, he cried.

He cried like a cute baby, and as i heard him cry, my heart shattered into millions of pieces.

I hurt his feelings... i hurt his fragile heart...

"I... im so sorry jungkook i didn't mean it to be this way!" I spoke as i sob. I heard jungkook also sobbing and he just cried even more.

Its too painful to see him cry, its painful to see his heart heart... i've hurt his fragile heart.

"Jungkook please... im so sorry, forgive me please!!" I spoke as i end the call.

That call was just filled with emotions, filled with sadness, and guilt inside me.

I didn't meant to hurt his feelings... i ran away from him is because he wont let me... i dont want him to hurt his feelings, but i guess my attempt failed. I should've just told him, and hugged him before i left.

I wipe my tears and went to the bathroom sneakily because i dont want my unnies caught me, and worried about me. I dont want to worry my member so i sneak into the bathroom to wash my face.

I saw myself in the mirror, and i look like a devil... my eyes were puffy red because of crying, and the guilt inside me built even more, making me stressed out.

I just want to see him, hug him and apologize to him in person. I just cant handle the pain i bring to him, and the pain i made to suffer myself. I cant take it anymore.

I open the bathroom door, and take a step outside. I saw my unnies in the kitchen so i have to be quiet.

I quickly open the door to my room quietly and lock the door.

I cant take it anymore... i have to tell my unnies about this.... i cant just fill in all my problems and emotions only to my heart... if i have too much pain inside my fragile heart, i might have a massive break down, and stress even more making me a very sensitive person, and i cant do that. What if i was having a concert and a fan tried to take me? And i might kick the person, or whatever. I cant let that happen!

If i keep all of this pain, my heart will shatter to billions of pieces, making me depressed...

"No no lisa stop this!" I growl to myself.

What if i kill myself? What if that happens when i dont tell someone else other than bambam... i must tell my unnies. This is the only way so they can help me.

But i dont want my unnies to also be depressed and always worried about me...

I'll try anyways....

I open the door and i went to the kitchen to tell my unnies

"Unnie..." i spoke and my voice was so shaky.

No no no lisa dont break down please keep it all together lisa, keep it together.

"Lisa?!" Rosé unnie spoke and when they turn back and about to look at me, tears started to flood my eyes. I felt my body getting weaker and weaker, until i had a break down.

"Lisa!!!" Rosé unnie screamed. I just cried, and cried, i cant stop crying.

"U-unnie..." i spoke and my voice was soo shaky and it cracked.

Shit

"Unnie i want to tell something to you..." i wiped my tears while speaking. "Tell us lisa... tell us everything!" Jisoo unnie spoke as she pat my back. "Unnie... it... it was about..." before i could finish my sentences, jennie unnie spoke "About jungkook?" She spoke, as her eyebrows raised up. "Y-yes unnie... but it was something pretty big..." i spoke and my voice are cracked.

"Oh my! Tell us what happened between you two!" Rosé unnie spoke and her face was soo worried.

"Yesterday i went to the arcade with jungkook... and we was playing lots of games when... when suddenly...." i spoke, and i didn't finished the sentences. As i was abou to finish it, i took a deep breath, and tears started to flow again from my eyes down to my cheeks.

"Lisa! Stop crying, you're worrying us!" Jennie unnie spoke as she wipes my tears.

I took another deep breath and i finally be able to finish my sentences.

"When suddenly our manager called me, and i have to go back to our dorm, and prepare for our comeback...." i spoke. "Then?" Jisoo unnie said.

"Then i... i ran away from him, although i promise to him that today i can hangout again, but we cant..." i finally let it all out, all the mistakes i did, i told my unnies.

I explain more to my unnies and we had a girl talk. Girl talks really helped me, especially having a girl talk with my unnies. I finally can laugh, smile, and be happy again because of my unnies.

I guess i made the right decision.

But it didn't stop there... im still mad at myself, and jungkook haven't forgive me yet. I guess this problem didn't end yet.

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