"Saengil chukha hamnidaa! Saengil chukha hamnida!!"

Jimin hyung was walking towards me with a cake in his hand. All my hyungs were around him!

"But hyung it's not 1st yet!"

"It is, in South Korea where we belong. So it's your birthday!" Jin hyung exclaimed.

"That's so cool you get to celebrate your birthday for almost 2 daysss kookie" Jimin hyung spoke setting the cake on the table.

"Thank you so much hyungs, i love you all" I really love them. They care so much about me. They have taken care of me for almost half my life. They are seriously the best. We sat on the couch having cake and juice for awhile.

"Let's go to the mall, Jungkookie. I want to buy you so many things" V hyung hugged me.

Lisa hasn't replied yet. I wanted to meet her in the morning so that I'll have Rose's gift when everyone's wishing but she hasn't replied yet. Umm, I also want to see her and if hyung decided a dinner party it'll be difficult to meet her then.

Hyung took me to the mall and we headed towards the food court. It was around 10:15 so not many people were here. He started telling cute things to make me happy.

I love V hyung, he tries hard to make everyone feel special. He'll always have a special place in my heart.

We were talking about random things when my phone buzzed. I knew who it was.

Lmao someone badly

wants their gift.

I woke up now so sorry.

I'll be ready in an hour.

Around 12?

Hyung took me to the mall.

It'll be 2 by the time I'm back.

Let's do this after your

photoshoot?

I'll pick you up and we can

have dinner together?

Um sure.

Sound good!

I'll text you the address

later.

Cool. Have fun!

I spent two hours in the mall with V. When we went back to the dorm, we had drinks with the rest of the members. We talked for hours and it was 7pm already. Jimin and Yoongi hyung were heading to bed haha.

I checked my phone and Lisa had texted me the address. I don't think she knows it's my birthday, let's keep it that way. Well, it's not 1st in the US yet so. And it'll be awkward to tell her.

I got wrapped up and took a shower. After that, I picked out something to wear. I didn't want to give the wrong idea so i dressed casually. I put on a black tee with black jeans. Black is my favourite colour haha.

I checked the time and it was 7:45.

Time to leave.

I came down and RM hyung was in the living room. I told him I'll be late and to tell everyone not to wait up for me.

He would usually ask more questions but since it's my birthday, he let it go.

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I reached the address Lisa had sent. It was a random road and it was smart of her to come here. As I looked around, i could see a small figure near a tree. It was Lisa. She was wearing a green shirt and black jeans. She looked casual but work casual. Well, she's coming directly from the photoshoot. She looked cute though.

I got out of the car and she saw me. I walked with a smile and she looked so happy to see me. I like seeing her happy so i hugged her. She was taken by surprise as she took her time to hug me back. Once she did, I tried to pull away. But she was holding me tight and it seemed like she wanted more time so i stayed. We didn't part for a good 5 minutes and I must say, it felt good. I didn't realize how much I missed her.

Did I make the wrong choice? Because what I feel with Lisa is so different from what I feel with Rose.

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The car ride was quiet. I observed that Lisa was lost in her thoughts and I chose not to disturb her.

When we reached i could tell she liked the place. I had been here with my cousin once and she loved it. But last time there was a lot of chaos so I booked a private area beforehand.

Lisa entered the area and she took in the surroundings. She was smiling and it made my heart warm. I don't know what I'm feeling. But it's nice, i like this feeling.

I asked her if she wanted to drink and she said yes. I remember Rose telling Lisa likes to drink in secret. After ordering I looked at her hoping to talk. But she was busy looking at something in her phone. I don't know, but she looks excited? Her expressions are changing so fast. Is something on the news?

I checked my phone but got distracted by all the notifications. Armys were wishing me. You know one thing?

They are the best thing in the world . Not thing exactly, you know what i mean.

Just looking at all their wishes and cute projects made me so happy. I wanted to show it to someone, the sweetness and love that I'm recieving. But Lisa didn't know ii ts my birthday so i decided to show it to V hyung after i go back.

After a few drinks ~

Lisa looks drunk lmao. I'm going to tell her to stop. "That's enough for me" she announced. "Good" I thought but only chuckled.

She was impatiently looking at her phone. With her hands tapping the table real hard. I was going to stop her, and she unexpectedly stood up. She was about to fall and i caught her just in time.

She was laughing and I could see that she can't stand. I went to the other side of the table, next to her and held her arms for support. I asked her to sit but she protested .

And then, Our eyes met and I swear it was a moment.

She looked away at her phone I'm guessing, "Happy Birthday Jungkook!" She raised her glass almost spilling it on .

This is so cute!

"Aww thanks Lisa" I said smiling like an idiot.

I carefully took the glass from her hands and placed it on the table. And then I hugged her. I was going for a cute friendly hug but she hugged me do tight. It was like she didn't want to let go or like she feared losing me.

"Wait! Wait!" She yelled and started digging in her bag.

"This is from Unnie" she said as she handed the gift to me. Even though it was from Rose, the gift didn't excite me as much as the girl standing in front of me.

I placed the gift on the table and looked at her. She looked sad, i couldn't tell why. I tried to lighten the mood, "Where's your gift?" I asked her trying to tease.

She diverted her eyes to meet mine. She was about to say something but she stopped. She looked into my eyes with so much emotion that i couldn't tell what was up. Her eyes then lowered to my lips.

Does she expect me to say something? Maybe I should change the topic.

I was thinking of what to say and just then she said, "Here" and leaned in to brush her lips against mine. I was shocked I won't deny it. I was thinking so hard before that it made it more shocking.

I think she saw the shock in my eyes and was embarrassed. She didn't look at me but my eyes were fixed on her. She was fiddling with the hem of my shirt. Her lips which just met mine were so pink.

"Sorry I-"

I don't know, I guess I just got caught up in the moment. But when she parted her lips to talk I couldn't control myself. I cupped her cheeks and kissed her lips. A peck won't satisfy me. I kissed her for 3 seconds and realized she didn't kiss back. I opened my eyes to see her eyes were sad. I expected her to be in shock. But no, she looked sad.

"We can't do this Jungkook"

She's right. We can't. Rose is my girlfriend now. I can't do this to them.

"You're right. Forget it happened."

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Guys, Jungkook cut his hair.

I still love it.

But i miss the long hair.

But hey, coconut head Jungkook is back! ❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜💜❤️