Lulu didn't just drink one beer at the carnival. She had three. Not enough to be drunk but exactly what she needed to be slightly buzzed. And I wouldn't be surprised if she actually had a bit of a drinking problem. I mean, I can't say shit, I'm a fucking addict.

But, I think she is fine... For now.

Lulu, Cassie and Maddy were walking towards the Ice Palace, ignoring all the whistles and catcalls they heard on their way. Maddy embraced the attention fully, knowing exactly how to play with it, Cassie had a weird relation to it, sometimes loving it and sometimes hating it more than anything, and Lulu didn't really care for it that much.

I don't think Lulu ever really fell in love. Like, I mean, falling hard for someone. I know she dated two people but it didn't last long... and she's always been a subtle flirt type of girl anyway. Not that I'm putting her in a box or anything but that's the truth.

The first big crush she had was for a girl named Leona, she was ten and she cried for two weeks straight when she moved out of town.

I was her first kiss but her first time was with a girl called Effie. She was fifteen and she had met her on the set of this small movie they did together. They were playing best friends and shit and I remember Lulu calling me all the time during shooting to tell me how she was so pretty and all that. They had sex after their last day on set and they never spoke again. Maybe she was in love with her, I don't know, she never said anything about that.

And then Lulu started hooking up with people she thought were attractive, both physically and mentally. Most of them are people she met on set or during parties in the big city. She even told me she ended up in a threesome when she was out doing promo for a tv show in New York. She never said if it was cool or not, though.

So, yeah... Lulu doesn't really do love. Everyone here knows it. But... I really think she is falling for Fezco. And, it's funny, but I think if it would've been any other guy around here, she would be hating herself for falling in love. But... it's Fezco. And even though she is probably scared shitless to make a move, I can tell she's happy that it's him. 'Cause Fezco would take a bullet for the people he loves. And the guy's head over heels for Lulu.

"So, what's going on with you," Maddy asked, "Anything fucking with your mind?"

"Yeah, you know about us," Cassie added, "What about you?"

Lulu sighed, "I think I like a guy..."

"Yeah, no shit, you're talking about Fezco, right?" Maddy commented.

"Wait, how do you know that?" Lulu spluttered in embarrassment.

"Girl, that's written all over your face," Cassie said with a small laugh, "Whenever he's around you act all flirty and look even hotter."

"Yeah, you look at him as if you were already on your knees with his dick in your mouth," Maddie deadpanned, "Just go for it."

"That's so fucking embarrassing."

Maddy let out a sarcastic chuckle, "Please, bitch. 'Cause you think he isn't looking at you like you're the finest snack ever?"

Cassie laughed, "Clearly, I think you're the only girl he ever looks at like that."

"Come on, let's go babes," Maddy said as she pulled the two girls inside the Ice Palace. Lulu stared at her own reflection through the large mirror covering the entire first corridor, smirking as she noticed the dark blue shimmering eyeshadow she had applied all over her eyes and under her lash line was making her eyes pop like never before.

They found a way inside a room with mirrors everywhere. If they wanted to escape their reflections, they were at the wrong place. Fortunately for them, they really needed to look at themselves.

"So, how you gonna handle the Jacobs?" Lulu asked, shooting a quick look at the girl.

"Honestly, fuck that whole family."

"For real."

Maddy, Cassie and Lulu were slowly walking in circles inside the small room, letting their eyes wander on their figures, feeling as badass as ever.

"Cause right now I'm looking at a thousand versions of myself, and not only do I look good, I fucking feel good," Maddy bragged.

"It's a bitch," Cassie exulted in a soft voice.

"So, if they've got something to say, they should just say it to my face, right?"

"Or you could just say it to their fucking face."

"Right?!"

"That's what I would do. I feel like this is a turning point."

"Totally," Lulu and Maddy said in unison.

"We should just pick the hottest, most confident, bad bitch version of ourselves, and be that for the rest of the school year."

Lulu, Maddy and Cassie stopped circling around, standing perfectly next to each other, staring at the three reflections with growing satisfied smirks on their faces.

"Yo," Maddie said as she nudged Lulu's shoulder, "Go get your fucking dick, bitch."

"Yes, get out and walk over there like you already on him," Cassie added.

Lulu bit the skin of her plump lips with strength, feeling the intense gaze of her two girl friends, "Fuck, 'kay, fuck fuck, I'm going."

A loud shaky breath escaped her lips as she walked away under the whistles of Maddy and Cassie, boosting her confidence like they would always do.

She recognized him easily seeing he was wearing a multicolor oversized knitted sweater and a pair of loose jeans alongside his regular necklace and rings. She could picture herself literally kissing him like this, with no warning and then pulling him away to get more privacy.

But, when she stopped right in front of him —too caught up in her thoughts to see he was devouring her with his eyes, she stood clueless, feeling stupid.

Fezco scratched his throat, "Yo, Lulu, what's up."

Lulu gulped, looking all around, "Hey, uh... I—"

"Lost your tongue? Didn' think I had that effect on ya," he joked with a deep chuckle.

But he did. And Fezco noticed Lulu didn't laugh at his joke, instead she gave him an intense look, just like at the end of summer party a few weeks back. Except this time she wasn't totally fucked up because of drugs and alcohol. And he could tell.

Lulu stepped forward but was startled by a high pitched voice behind her, "Oh my god, Fezzie!"

She turned around and recognized the girl who had written her number on Fezco's arm. But she could see her more clearly now. She was tall with long legs, small waist and prominent collarbones. Her face was harmonious, that was the first thing Lulu noticed. Almond shaped eyes with perfectly plucked eyebrows, thin lips and pointy noise. Her blonde hair landed just under her breasts. She looked absolutely stunning.

The girl wrapped her arms around Fezco, kissing him on the cheek, "I was looking for you everywhere!"

"Yeah, gotta lotta work," Fezco answered as he quickly pulled away.

He tried making eye contact with Lulu but she was already looking for a way to get away, feeling extremely perturbed and embarrassed.

The girl finally acknowledged her, "Oh, sorry was I interrupting?"

"No, that's all good," Lulu said, "I... uh, I've never seen you around before."

"Oh yeah, I used to live here but I was going to St Mary's," the girl explained, "I'm Milla."

"Nice, cool," Lulu said, "Uh, I'm Lulu."

"Nice to meet you, Lulu," Milla said with a smile.

Lulu felt sick to her stomach. She wanted to hate the girl but she was too adorable and looked like a fucking princess.

Her vision blurred, "Uh, yeah... I'll leave you guys, I... I, yeah, I... fuck," she had whispered the very last word, walking away with a hand on her chest, ignoring Fezco who was calling out for her and unaware that Ashtray had tried to get her attention when she walked past him.

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a/n embarrassed lulu is literally a mood and btw i live for this maddy/lulu/cassie trio i mean bad bitches energy is what i want

and also girls supporting girlssss i dont want lulu to hate milla so yeah

i hope you liked this chapter!!!