We sat in a comfortable silence before I started speaking.

"So the dance is coming up..wanna go with me?" I look over at him.

"When is it?" He asks.

"Tomorrow night."

"Nah I cant." He replies.

"Why?"

"I got a drug raid the other day. Mouse is gonna kill me if I don't pay him back, he's coming over tomorrow night." He looks over at me. He seen the sad look on my face and put his hand on my thigh.

"Sorry babe."

"It's fine. I have rue and Lexi still." I lightly smile. Silence went over the car again. "Well instead of dropping me off you can go dress shopping with me today, still never got one."

Fez looks at me and smiles. He squeezes my leg lightly and nods his head.

"What about this one." I walk out the dressing room. He's leaning back in once of the chairs.

"Mmm too pink." He says reaching into his pocket grabbing his phone. I sigh walking back into the dressing room trying on a black dress. It was short with spaghetti string straps.

"Okay." I say walking out the dressing room. He looks me up and down and smirks.

"Damn ma I can fuck you right here, right now." He licks his lips. I chuckle walking back into the dressing room. Before I went in I looked at Fez and winked at him. He shifted in his seat leaning forward.

"Your mom texted you." He called from outside. He had my phone. I reached my hand out to take it and he hands it to me.

Where are you ?

The store shopping for dresses with Fez. Will be home soon

I locked my phone and looked in the mirror. I smirk to myself looking at my undergarments. I looked sexy. I took my phone Again and took a picture sending it to Fez.

His phone binged and he laughs.

"Man my girl I swear." He mumbles. The next minute my door opens and fez walks in.

"What are you doing?" I laugh as he pushes me lightly against the wall.

"Loving My baby ." He mumbles into my neck as he places light kisses. His hands trail up and down my waist. I lift my neck giving him more room.

"Spend the night at my house." He says more at a demand than a question.

"Can't, my mom wants me home tonight."

"Fuck." He grumbled. I can feel his bulge against my leg. He puts one of his hands on the rim of my panties about to pull them down but I stop him.

"No not here, plus I don't have a condom." I say as he lifts his head. But then another idea popped into my head. I pushed him down on the Chair that was in the dressing room. I slowly squat down in front of him going on my knees. My hands travel from his knee to over his bulge. He lets out a light grunt as I lightly rub it.

"Fuck." He breathes out. I unzip his pants and pull out his dick. I lick the tip and his breath hitches. I smile to myself knowing he's gonna enjoy this shit.

"Wanna come to jules house with me tomorrow to get ready for the party?" Rue says over the phone.

"Mmm sure, Hey rue I have something to tell you, about jules."

"Yea What is it."

"You're my bestfriend and I love you. I don't wanna see you hurt. But Jules is full on manipulating you." I breathe out. Rue chuckles on the other line.

"No shes not."

"Yes She is rue, here just drop it. I'll get dressed at jules house with y'all." I mumble before hanging up.

"Hey," my mom smiles standing in the door way.

"Hey." I reply.

"Just wanted to check up on you. Be safe tomorrow night. Me and billy are going out. Probably won't be back till the next morning."

"Okay, I love you."

"Love you too." She smiles.

It's the night of the party. I sat in front of my mirror flat ironing my hair. I haven't heard from Fez for a while which has me scared as fuck. Once I finished I put on the black dress I got yesterday along with my black heels. In the end I decided not to go to jules house. I don't wanna act fake to her.

When I finished I got on my bike and rode to the party at the school. Yes I'm a dress. The party was nice. I saw rue at a table that had jules, maddy, Lexi, Cassie, and Kat. I went and sat down.

"Hey guys sorry I'm late." I mumbled.

"Hey."

"Glad you're here." Lexi throws her arm around me.

"Let's dance." Rue pulls me up with jules following. We all swayed to the music. Jules was on rue which was fine.

"That's Oakland baby." Me and Rue says in unison. We both turned around and seen mate look at us. We both put out middle finger up and started dancing.

Nate then walked out of the party for reasons unknown.

"Hey I'll be back." Rue says and I follow her.

"Why do I feel like you're the reason Fez's house got raided?" I question as we stand next to Nate. He looks at me and sighs.

"You know, sometimes, when you do illegal shit, bad things happen to you." He eyes me.

"You've never done anything illegal, Nate?" Rue asks.

"You talking about your friend Jules?"

"No, actually, We're talking about your dad. I just want to make sure you've given it some forethought." I pipe up.

"I know over the years you guys have lost some brain cells. I wouldn't want y'all to say something you might regret." Nate glares at us.

"What are you gonna do? You gonna ruin my life? I fucking promise you I can do that a lot better than you can." I chuckle.

"What do you guys want?" Nate sighs once again. I look at rue seeing if she was gonna say something.

" I want you to leave Fez alone." I look down at the ground for a few seconds before looking back up.

"I want you to leave Jules alone." Rue says glaring at Nate. "If you ever fuck with them again, I'll destroy your life, I'll destroy your dad's life, I'll fucking burn your whole shit to the ground." She finishes.

"Cause We personally have no problem walking into any police station and telling them that Nate Jacobs's daddy likes to fuck little kids." I spat. Nate looks me up and down.

"You look very pretty tonight. Are you sure that Jules told y'all everything? You know what I like about her? She has these very real dreams.

And I seriously think that she's going to achieve them. If you look at everyone inside, most of them are going to go on to live these lives that aren't even fucking worth mentioning. Not Jules."

"What about you?" He looks at rue.

"Honestly, I don't really give a fuck." She chuckles.

"Same." I sigh.

"Yeah, I gathered that. That's probably why you're spending all your time with someone who's going to leave you and won't even remember who the fuck you are in ten years. And destiny why even are you with a drug dealer. It's all a matter of time when something is going to go wrong. Me.drug dealer is gonna go bye bye. Maybe he'll leave you for someone better." He shrugs his shoulders.

"I really meant what I said.You, uh You look really beautiful." He mumbles looking at me. "You too Rue." He adds. I nod.

"Thanks." I mumble walking back into the party. I went to the table I was at and grabbed my phone that was in my purse. Jules went outside to rue. Which I figured. When I walked back outside they were gone.

"What the heck. Where did they go?" I look around. I hopped on my bike and rode home.

I changed out of my dress and put on some shorts and Fez's t-shirt I found in my drawer. I still haven't heard from his and I texted multiple times checking in. No reply besides an I love you which was hours ago. It was now close to midnight. My phone started ringing. I immediately picked it up.

"Hi is this Destiny Smalls?" The other like spoke.

"Uh Yea. May I help you?" I asked. The person sighed.

"I'm so sorry to inform you but it seems your mother and her spouse had gotten into a really bad car accident."

It felt like the air was knocked out of me.

"Huh?" I breathe out. "Is she alive?"

"No, I'm so sorry." The person says. I dropped to my knees and hung up my phone. My mom is dead. I didn't even get it say goodbye.

"Mom...I'm so sorry." I cry out. I threw on some shoes and went straight to Rues house.

I knocked on the door and she answered. She looks like she was crying too. I engulfed her with a hug.

"What's wrong?" She mumbles.

"My mom got into a car accident and she passed away." I cry out into her shoulder. "Are you okay?" I sniffle.

"Jules is gone."she mumbles. Man fuck Jules my mother DIED! "I came to realize she wasn't good for me." She mutters. "I'm sorry about your mom." Rue rubs my back. "Come here." She draws me into her room and pulls some pills out. She grinds them up and makes a line. She takes a sniff and hands it to me. I hesitate for a moment.

"We were doing so good." I muttered out before sniffing a line.

We both stand up stumbling down the hall. Having this drug hit us harder and taking in more than we should've. We walked outside and it looked like a whole choir was out there. Singing and dancing. I held Rues hand as it lifted us up. we crawled out and scrambled to move. Rue looks at me grabbing my hand once again.

We climbed the tower of people. Them shaking their hands as I watched. Rue grabbed squeezed my hand and smiled lightly at me. I sniffle and returned the smile.

Next thing I knew we fell and everything went black.

Until then Taking it all Taking it all Taking it all for love...

The only sound left was the creaking of crickets in the night...