I've been in my room for a few days now and the Halloween party is coming up tomorrow. I've been clean. I haven't thought about drugs lately either. My mind was focused on being clean. I wanted to do better. And the message that fez sent me made me want to do better.

It was currently the day of the party. Rue has been texting me but I haven't answered her. I'm still pissed. I also haven't texted Fez. The last few days I actually was chilling with my mom. For as lame that sounds.

I dressed in a tomb raider outfit. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs. My mom walks out the kitchen and looks at me.

"I'm trusting you at this party." She sighs.

"I know—"

"No drugs."

"I know."

"And talk to rue. She came by the other day looking for you." She now leans against the door frame.

"Mom." I sigh. She shoos her hands.

"Okay leave now. If you need anything you have my number. You deserve to have fun. But not to much." My mom says pushing me out the door. I chuckle and give her a kiss on the cheek.

I walk into the house that blast music from ever direction. The smell of sweat and alcohol fill my nose. I walked through the house immediately seeing rue next to Jules. Rue paused and looked at me. Jules didn't seem to fine. Lexi was there too. I reverted my gaze and walked outside.

Kinda wish I didn't go outside. There he was. Fezco. I just stood there a looked at him. He turned his head and looked at me giving me a small smile.

"Hey, what's up kid." He clears his throat.

"Hey Fez." I say taking a seat next to him. "Uh look I owe you an apology." I look at him to see he's still looking at me.

"Nah, come on now, we're good."

"Fez, I said some really fucked up shit I didn't mean."

"You're a drug addict." He start which makes me look at my hands. "I don't take nothing drug addicts say personally. I love you, I hate you, you the best, go fuck yourself it's all the same shit."

"You know what I'm sayin, you're just looking for an angle in." He continues.

"Yea but as your friend I need you to know I'm sorry and that I love you." I say looking back up at him. He open his arm.

"Come here." I climb up to him as he wraps his arm around me. "I love you too kid." He rubs my shoulder.

"And thank you for my selling drugs to me." I whisper laying my head on his shoulder.

"As your friend I got you." He says. I don't wanna be friends though. "Are you sober?"

"Yeah."

"And how's that?" He asks. I sit up to where I'm facing him. I'm still sitting close to him.

"You know is weird. I've been fucked up for so long that it kinda feels like a new drug."

"I feel you." He holds up his hand and I put mine on top of his and he intertwines them.

"The highs are high. But the low are lows." I mumble. He nods his head.

"Did you get my message?" He asks me. He might be referring to the one a couple days ago.

"Uh...yea." I sigh.

"Why didn't you respond?" He squeezes my hand lightly.

"I Uh, I been through some things lately." I mutter. He cups my face to look up at him.

"Hey, I care for you okay and I wanna be there for you."

"Yea but you're not there all the time. And plus you're not my bo-" I start but get cut off by him pulling towards him. He looks at me before he smashes his lips into mine. I melted has his hand gripped my wrist. He pulls me on his lap to where I'm straddling him. My hips slowly grinned against him.

Fez lets out a groan and grips my hips harder. We pull apart. Still inches away.

"You're mine." He chuckles. I smile and kissed him again.

"I'm fine with that" i mumble between the kisses.

"Jules I'm serious." I hear Beside us at the pool. Rue falls in. I raise an eyebrow at the situation. Fez hands was still rested on my waist. He was looking the same way i was. Rue climbs out the pool and walks off crying. I look at Fez.

"I should go after her." I mumble. He nods.

"Please. I need the bestfriends to reunite." He smiles. I kiss him before getting up and running into the house.

"Rue!" I call out as she weaves through the the crowd of people. She walks out the front door.

"Rue!" I yell after her and she turns around. "What happened?" I ask her.

"Um, I'm a burden." She cries.

"Wha?" I ask her.

"Yeah, I'm a burden. And it it what it is. And it's embarrassing. And it's stupid, but I'm it's true." She sniffles. "So I'm sorry, about everything." She adds.

"No don't say that, you're not a burden." I whisper hugging her. I ignore the fact that's she's soaked.

"Rue! What's wrong!" Jules yells stumbling out the house. I roll my eyes.

"I think we're gonna head out." I tell Jules still holding rue.

"No, no it's just cause you're not dancing with me." She smiles.

"That's not it jules." Rue mumbles.

"Jules, you're soaking wet and really drunk." I darted my eyes to her. She glares at me.

"You're Dry And dressed like Lara Croft." In that moment I was thinking. I'm about to beat this bitch up.

"Okay I think we're gonna go." I sigh.

"Don't be fucking boring." Jules laugh. "This whole town is fucking boring."

"Well good for fucking you!" I yell at her.

"Awe are you mad?" Jules raises an eyebrow at me. "I stole your bestfriend."

"Would you like to come with us Jules?" I ignore her pettiness. She shakes her head no.

"Then how are you getting home?"

"I don't know and I don't care." She says walking back into the house. I look at rue and rub her shoulder.

"Let's go."

"I cant, I can't fucking leave her." Rue stumbles out. I chuckle to myself.

"Then you watch her. I'm not gonna baby sit her." I let go of rue.

"I'll text you Okay." Rue mumbles. I nod and walk back into the house. I get some drinks and down them. I walk back outside and see Fez was gone.

"Where the fuck he go?" I ask myself. I walk back inside and take another drink. I then pulled out my phone and called him. Less than 5 rings he picked up.

"Hey, where are you?"

I'm home mamas

"How did you get there so fast?"

Well you were talking to rue and I just decided to go.

"Can I come over."

Yea sure.

Okay. Thanks I'll be there in like 20 minutes."

Okay see you when you get here

I hang up and started walking. I didn't have my bike or car so walking was my only choice.

I knocked on his door.

"Who is it?" I hear through the door.

"Des." He opens the door and I walk in. He walked to his room and I followed him. He was watching tv. He laid down on his bed and I climbed on top of him.

"What are you doing." He chuckles as I attached my lips to his neck.

"Loving you." I mumble. I take off his shirt and he only had boxers on. I trailed kisses down his body till I reached the him of his Boxers. I already felt him getting hard.

"Damn ma."

I take his member out of his pants and lick the tip. Fez sucks in a sharp breath.

Oh he's gonna enjoy this.