I'm editing this and Grammarly is showing my 50+ TYPOS and Nicki Minaj is in the background just saying 'you're a stupid hoe' pls.

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Comfort Of A

I S A B E L L A

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up after what felt like thirty seconds of sleep and Cole had already disappeared to somewhere again. Just great right? Being alone in a place with his brothers. After what we did earlier, I could barely stand up straight, my legs were wobbly and I nearly fell to the floor when I stood up the first time.

I scrambled around for my shirt and surprisingly it hadn't been torn to shreds. I bet if it didn't belong to him he would have ruined it but, I guess I'm lucky. I didn't want to leave the room I was hesitant about even opening the door but, staying in that dark room waiting for Cole to come back, I don't even know when... It didn't sound too appealing to me.

I couldn't bear the thought of facing after I completely embarrassed myself, I still can't believe I slept with him. Just thinking of it made me want to bury my head in shame although, I can't deny that I've never felt better...

I slapped my face and shook my head, I can't be thinking about this. I needed to find where the bathroom was, and where I could get some food in my stomach. I woke up feeling like I haven't eaten in days, and when I think about it, I haven't.

I walked as quietly as possible down the long dark halls that led out of the bedroom. No one seemed to be around so I felt somewhat at ease. Just the thought of one of his brothers sneaking up from behind me, made me shiver. Especially with how exposed I was, I can't imagine what would happen if I bumped into Lucius.

"And where do you think you're going?" Speak of the fucking devil.

I whipped around quickly and decided to make a run for it but he grabbed my arm before I could take two steps. He pulled me back towards him and sighed before letting go of my hand.

"Why are you running?" He asked shaking his head, it was Theo. I've barely ever heard him speak before but he sounded so much like Lucius. His eyes had this cold look to them that made me want to cower under him.

"I...Uh, well..." I paused when I heard voices coming from the other side of the room and it sounded eerily similar to Yuily. My eyes widened and he clicked his tongue and grabbed my hand.

He walked with long strides down the hall, which made me need to nearly run to catch up with him. My legs felt like they were going to give in just trying to keep up with him. He pulled me into another room and locked the door after he came in.

We were in the...bathroom?

It was much lighter than when we were in the hall, it took my eyes some adjusting to see him more clearly.

"You can't be fucking serious." He said looking at me with a distasteful look. His eyes trailed down my body and he frowned. "I thought you were better than that," he mumbled.

"W-what?"

He turned me around and pushed me in front of the mirror. I had so many marks and bruises from last night, surprisingly they didn't heal instantly like I thought they would. Which meant everything that Cole did was on full display. His bite marks, hickeys, everything...

I wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out, I felt so embarrassed. On top of that, it shocked me how disappointed he looked with me. He tilted my head and looked at the bruises and bites on my neck and sighed.

"So he's not forcing you then I guess. I was wrong about you," he said, nodding slowly, "You really are just his slut. I expected better from you. I thought you at least would put up a fight, you seemed to hate him so much, you even ran away but look at you now just, whoring your body out when he says so."

"Did you do that for Yuily and Lucius too? It probably feels good for you when people talk down on you, that's what you want right? Anybody that can make you feel like shit right?" He continued after I didn't say anything,

"Oh, I was so fucking wrong about you. You're beautiful but I hate people like you. It's disgusting."

I flinched at his words, they triggered a bunch of emotions that I couldn't explain. My eyes widened, I could feel tears rolling down my face but, my mind didn't even register the fact that it hurt until a few seconds later.

It hurt because he was right and I didn't expect him to say that. I didn't know what emotions to express. I sunk onto the floor and I couldn't even stop myself from crying anymore.

What was I doing right now? Why did I forget about everything that I did this for? My mom. My friend... I completely blocked the thought of them out of my mind. I've been so focused on what exactly?

What was I supposed to feel right now? Someone had finally expected something good from me... Someone that I expected was meaning to just do the same thing as everyone else. I couldn't even blame him, he was being brutally honest and I couldn't even handle the truth. I didn't talk to him not even once but I already let him down.

I let him down, which meant that he believed in me, that I was better than that when I wasn't.

Ahh, I'm so stupid, crying over something I'm told all the time and a complete stranger saying it at that. I was being so contradicting, my body, my words, my actions. I just gave in to the lust, like I always did. Since the beginning.

I didn't have the right to cry about it but here I was... bawling my eyes out.

He sat down next to me and sighed, placing his arm around me. He pulled me into a hug and rocked me back and forth.

"You're crying like a baby now...You've been through it with my brothers huh?" He paused for a second then, patted my head, "I'm sorry for what I said, it must have been hard to deal with that pressure."

Why? I couldn't understand why? Why was any of this happening, why was he...comforting me?

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