Do you guys ever think about how you don't remember anything from when you were a baby, you just wake up one day and you're like six...

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Drinking From

I S A B E L L A

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out his arm to me and I tilted my head and frowned at him. I wanted to drink from the same place as before.

"Well that's too bad for you, isn't it? Stop complaining and just get over with it already."

He clenched his jaw as I bit down into his arm, the feeling of his blood flowing through me, made me feel warm inside. I was making a mess all over his shirt, his blood kept dripping down from his arm. It all just somehow excited me even more, everything from his facial expressions to his blood... But it was boring just drinking from the same place. I stopped and licked the blood that was trailing down his arm and he raised his eyebrows.

I didn't give him the opportunity to say a single word. My lips met against his and I bit down, making blood ooze out from his lower lip. He pushed me down onto the bed and hovered over me, with a huge scowl on his face. Whoops. I guess he didn't like the fact that I did that.

"Pick one Isabella. Do you want me... Or do you want my blood?"

Somehow I could sense exactly how he was feeling. I could sense the fact that he was slowly getting turned on the more he looked at me. I could tell that he wanted me to pick both, just so he could deny me either one. I could feel myself growing more excited, and to be honest, it was turning me on as well.

I couldn't explain it but, I felt cockier. I wanted to challenge him and see how much he'd take before he let everything out.

I was healed, so technically I didn't need his blood anymore, but I wanted it. It felt so good coursing through my body, I wanted him inside me. I hated him like shit but right now both my body and mind wanted him to... Control me.

Maybe it was his blood that was changing me, or maybe that's how I truly felt and I can't come to terms with it, but right now, I was coming to terms with it.

I pulled him down onto me and wrapped my legs around him, pressing his lower body on mine. I let out a small sigh before kissing his neck where I had bitten him earlier. I licked it slowly before biting down and sucking more blood out of him. I wanted it to leave a mark that he couldn't hide.

He groaned in reaction to me and pulled at my hair so that I'd let go. "Are you not afraid of becoming like me anymore?" He asked and I paused and looked up at him, "I'm already like you though, aren't I?"

I don't know where my mind was dragging these words out from but, they seemed to roll smoothly off my tongue. "I've already killed more people than I can count in my childhood, adding today to that... I was already like you before I knew you."

"It takes a hella of a lot of pain for me to realize that I'm no better than what I hate the most. I actually love what I hate the most."

"And that is?"

"You," I said with a smile plastered on my face and his eyes widened. I busted out laughing and shook my head, "Did you really fall for that? Are you stupid?"

"You're pissing me off today, " He said clenching his jaw, " And it makes me wonder whether or not you're doing it on purpose."

There it was. I wondered that myself before realizing now that I was. That I wanted him to punish me for some reason I couldn't grasp. With anyone else I'd be disgusted by it, horrified in fact... But with him, no matter how I felt at that moment, later on, I'd want it all over again.

It excited me and scared me all at the same time.

I could feel the other side of me slowly taking me over little by little. She was begging me to be let out because she wanted it more than anything, to let Cole dominate her.

His blood in my body...was awakening the other part of me, and I couldn't keep it in anymore. I was finally aware of it this time, and I was going to let it out on my own.

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