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The in Her

I S A B E L L A

(her pov of what happened when she was like stuck in darkness or whatever and her other self was out and about causing a ruckus and sucking dick LMAO)

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complete darkness.

One minute I was talking to Juls and the next, it felt like I was falling into a cold dark pit. I couldn't hear or see anyone. The second I felt like I was about to freeze to death it got hot as hell. Literally.

It was just pure agony for a straight five minutes. I couldn't even bear with it. I wanted to remove everything, that's how I felt until I realized there wasn't even anything to remove.

What was going on? What is Cole doing? Did someone drug me? Maybe this was hell, did I die because I didn't sleep with him? My mind was racing with every possibility I could think of.

"Hey miss, are you okay?" Asked a little voice. I looked around but I couldn't see a single soul.

"Who's there...? I managed out weakly, and suddenly a small girl appeared in front of me. She was wearing what looked like winter clothes... In this heat, I have no idea how it was possible.

I couldn't see her face but I could see her body. She stretched out her hand, "Come with me, " she said, "You won't feel so hot over here."

I grabbed her hand and she led me through the dark. The scene started to change again. Suddenly I was walking up an icy mountain. I had on the same clothes as her and everything She stopped walking when we got to the top and turned towards me, "We should hurry and go in... it's not good to stay out past dark. They'll kill us."

Who? Who's going to kill us?

There was suddenly a house right in front of us and she turned open the handle and we walked in. It was much bigger inside than how it seemed on the outside. She led me through the entire house, every single room. It seemed like she was looking for someone.

When we got to what I'm guessing was the living room, there were a bunch of women sitting there with barely any clothes on. When I looked down, suddenly I was wearing the same thing as them. It looked almost like swimsuits, except they were way more revealing. The little girl now had on a small old sundress.

Their attention turned towards the girl and their smiles from earlier quickly went away and the laughing stopped. I felt a wave of dread and sadness wash over me.

It's that bitches daughter again. I heard them whisper, Is she still sneaking off to go see that human man...putting us all at risk. She doesn't even care that she's risking her daughter. We should just throw them out, they're going to get us both killed.

I frowned, why was no one speaking up for her? She was what? Only five years old?

"Hey-" The girl cut me off and shook her head, "They can't hear you, only I can hear you."

One lady came over towards us, stumbling as she came closer. " Tsk, talking to yourself huh, Isabella? If you're looking for your mommy she's on the roof."

Isabella? The girl pulled my hand and started heading towards what I'd guess would be the roof.

"Your name is Isabella? So is mine." I said smiling down at her. She still wouldn't look at me.

I sighed and stayed silent, we were back outside but on the roof this time. The scenery was much different than the last time we were out. It was sunny and we were in a grass field. A lady was sitting there, looking silently out at the sky. She was the most beautiful person I've ever seen in my entire life. I didn't want to take my eyes off of her.

Isabella ran towards her and she enveloped her in her arms. "My sweet child," she said, kissing her forehead, "Is something the matter?"

It almost felt like she was talking to me, I could almost feel the warmth of her hug. It made me remember my mom and I almost wanted to cry.

"Don't cry, Isabella." She said, I jolted my head straight up but she wasn't talking to me, she was talking to the little girl.

"But mommy, why do we have to keep running?"

"Because there are bad men that want to do very bad things to us," she said softly, hugging the girl.

"Is mommy going to be okay? What about that man... you're always with?"

"Shhhh, just go play, baby. Everything will be alright," she said picking her off her lap. Isabella ran towards me and grabbed my hand, pulling me into this forest that wasn't there before. Suddenly we were running for our lives, there was a blazing fire behind us. We ran into a large cottage and she slammed the door shut behind her.

I could hear her small scream echoing through the room and my eyes widened at what I saw. All those women from before were flying around with huge wings and even had tails coming from them. Their eyes were a bright red, and they were fighting against some men.

The girl tugged on my sleeve, "Mommy said these men are bad..." She pulled me up the stairs and the scene changed again, she was being pulled by her mother back down the stairs.

Everyone below was dead.

We ran outside away from the cottage, we were now by a deserted road, right outside the forest. I was sitting on a big horse, behind a man who I couldn't see. Isabella sat in front of me. She was crying so loudly.

"But mommy what if those bad men find you?" She asked reaching out to her.

Her mom shook her head, "They won't. I promise when it's safe. I'll come for you, " she said, blowing a kiss to her.

She turned towards the man and nodded at him, "Make sure she's safe and that they never find her. She has to live on... for all of us."

"I know," the man said in a deep voice.

"If I don't come back in ten days, leave without me..."

Isabella screamed when the horse started moving away from her mother, and I couldn't help but feel her sadness too. I wanted to reach out to her mother but, she couldn't see me anyway.

The scene changed and I could feel a piercing pain through my body. Isabella was a little older than before and she looked almost how Cole did when he first transformed in front of me, except she was smaller. Was she a vampire like him? Even her body looked like it had matured.

A ton of dudes was cornering her into the wall. I have no idea what happened, but the man from before wasn't there anymore. I could feel my body aching all over, and I'm sure that's what she was feeling too. I wanted to help her but I couldn't.

When they touched her, I could feel their hands on me as well. She screaming at them to leave her alone, and it almost felt like my throat was hurting from her screaming. I wasn't the one going through it but weirdly enough, I could feel every single thing she was feeling.

The scene changed suddenly and I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks before I could even register why I was crying. The same room that we were in before with those dudes, they were all dead.

Every last single one of them was dead.

She was standing over them, blood dripping from her hands and tears flowing down her eyes. "I killed them." She whispered.

"I killed them." She kept repeating it over and over again, and it broke my heart over and over.

The scene changed again and I almost couldn't handle going through the large number of emotional changes. I couldn't complain though. She was younger than me and she had to go through all of that...

She was back with the man from before, and he told her that her mother had died. He'd went back to go look for her mom but he couldn't find her, and she never came. They were in a weird room now and she was chained onto a chair. Every time a needle or medicine went in her, my body felt like it was burning again. It was pure torture.

And suddenly the scene changed again, and now she was looking up at me. I took in her face with wide eyes. She looked exactly like me. I couldn't believe it.

"Who am I again?" She asked me, with tears in her eyes.

Then after that, it felt like I was being plunged into darkness again-the same thing repeated over and over and over again. I've had enough of it.

When I finally was able to escape from that, I couldn't help but feel a strong sense of guilt for not being able to help her... If only I knew who she was.

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She's a little slow it's okay. I would probably forget the dream the second I woke up so...

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