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Hurt &

I S A B E L L A

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for sure this isn't what he meant when he told me to leave earlier, but he never specified what he meant so he can't really blame me. I was walking along the same road as before when I first ran away from him and it was hella cold.

I barely had anything on, I felt so exposed but, I'll die before I go back there. I also wanted to see Juls again... and my mom... even though she might not remember me. I probably wasn't going to make it very far but, I had to at least try.

I was exhausted and my head hurt so bad, not to mention there was this aching feeling in my neck, that would just keep getting worse. My legs were shaking and I could barely stand, the energy was slowly slipping out of my body with every step that I took.

I have no idea what time it even is right now, the sky looked darker than usual but... was it morning or night? I almost wanted to cry as it started to rain so heavily, I was going to get sick in this weather. I already felt weighed down enough, the rain was just making everything worse.

I collapsed onto the street, scraping my knees in the process, and cried out for help. why wasn't anyone coming? I'm pretty sure I walk far enough to be away from him so... why won't no one help me?

I looked around me searching for someone... anyone... and my eyes widened. I'd been walking for so long yet... his house was right there. How?!

I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks, and I couldn't even stop it. I wanted to leave, I wish I'd never even ended up here... now I can't seem to escape.

"There's nowhere for you to run pet." I heard a voice say, and I froze. "Did you honestly think you could leave?"

I tried to pull myself up to run away from him as he got closer but I fell right back down. I heard him laugh loudly as I crawled away from him, trying to drag myself as far as I could but it was no use... in an instant, he was right in front of me.

He stepped down hard on my hand making him scream out in pain and bent down till he was nearer to me. He lifted my head with his hand and smiled sinisterly at me.

"We can play this game if you want to, but I'll catch you every time. You think I'm cruel huh? You wouldn't even begin to imagine what others would do to you... this fragile body of yours... this blood..." He said, lifting my head and sucking the blood off of it.

"Please..." I cried as he picked me up and carried me back towards his house again, "I don't wanna go back... I don't wanna live anymore. Please just kill me!"

"You humans have it easy huh? Dying once isn't enough for you?" He muttered under his breath... He dropped me down onto the floor as we entered his house and scowled at me.

He raised his hand and I flinched but he only lifted my face to his again. "You've already died once and now you're begging me to let you die again? Fucking ungrateful, what more are you going to ask from me?"

"T-this is your fault..." I tried to yell, but it came out as a whisper.

He laughed but it only made me feel more terrified. He crouched down next to me and pulled me close to him, "So you're saying you want to die again then...right now?" He whispered in my ear, and I nodded slowly.

He grabbed a knife from his pocket and put it up to my throat, digging the tip of the blade in just enough to make a small cut.

"You know, I wonder sometimes...What does death feel like? I haven't acquainted myself with him yet..." His voice faded off as I felt the blood dripping down my neck and the last thing I could remember was how sad he sounded.

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I sat up quickly from the bed and looked around the room. Was that all just a dream just now? Or maybe I'm in heaven?

"Are you serious?" I hear Cole ask me, and I jumped when I saw him. He was standing over the bed, his hands in his pockets and looking at me. I felt around my neck area and frowned when there wasn't even a single scratch on it.

"Did you honestly think I was just going to say Ok, and let you die? On top of that do really believe that you'd "die" again from that?"

"I..." I felt stupid thinking about it now, but I seriously thought maybe he would've. He sighed and sat at the edge of the bed next to me. He grabbed my hand before I could scoot away and pulled me closer.

"Listen kitten... I hope you don't hold any grudges against me, I'm sure you understand how pissed I was yesterday." He reached out to touch my cheek, making me flinch and he paused, "I won't hit you again, relax."

As if I could trust that.

He sighed and got up from the bed. He walked over to his closet and pulled out a long red dress. He held it up and looked at me, "So what do you think?"

I stayed silent for a while then shrugged, "I didn't know you were into cross-dressing," I said casually, and he burst out laughing.

He shook his head and clicked his tongue, "It's for you pet. You'll be attending somewhere with me... as my date."

"No thank you," I said, looking away from him, and I could practically feel the annoyance leaking from him.

"When I looked back at him, he was right next to me and I jumped. He grabbed my face and pulled it up to his, "Do you not have a good memory as well? I can remind if you of what happens when you anger me, do you really want that?"

I shook my head and he let go. He cleared his throat before speaking again and his expression brightened, "I'll allow you some time with that nagging friend of yours as well... although, you don't deserve it at all..."

My eyes widened and I couldn't hold back my excitement, "You mean Juls!?"

"Yeah...whatever her name is."

I sighed in relief, finally, I could see her again. Knowing her she'd shrug everything off and tell me it's normal but... I needed a familiar face.

"We'll be leaving here as soon as the sun sets... I expect you to be dressed and waiting for me by the door when I return," he said, pulling off his shirt.

"W-what are you doing?" I asked, covering my eyes, and he chuckled, "What does it look like I'm doing? Is it not normal to bathe?"

My eyes widened as I realized, I haven't taken a bath since I... died. My face went red as I thought about how I might've smelled and I heard him laugh.

"You humor me, " he said before walking over towards me, he picked me up bridal style and whispered into my ear, "You have the most beautiful smell that I've ever known."

My face heated up and I looked away from him, "Where are you taking me?" I asked, changing the topic.

"The bathroom of course," He said, walking out of his room, "Isn't it the master's duty to wash his pet?"

He put me down once we got into the bathroom and sat at the edge of the tub, which was unsurprisingly really big. He filled it up with hot steamy water. He beckoned me over to which I, hesitantly came and he pulled me between his legs.

He slipped my clothes off of me and hugged me tightly, burying his face in the crook of my neck. He inhaled for a long time before letting out a big sigh, sending chills down my spine. "I'm sorry, " he murmured.

He planted soft kisses on my neck and licked slowly where he'd usually bite me. He kept his head there as he trailed his hands down my body, pulling me closer to him so that my boobs were pressed up against his bare chest.

Why was he being so...soft right now? Just a couple of minutes ago I wouldn't expect this.

I'm pretty sure he could hear what I was thinking, but he didn't react in any way. He trailed his hands down the sides of my body and groped my ass.

I didn't want to piss him off but...

"Col...M-master...the water." I managed to mumble out, my face got heated and I wanted to bang my head against the wall. I actually called him that.

I heard him groan quietly and he lifted his head to look at me. His eyes were red again and I pulled away slightly. He only held me closer before reaching over and shutting off the water.

He picked me up and slowly put me down inside the tub before standing up himself and unbuckling his pants. My eyes widened and he chuckled, "Can't I bathe too?" He asked and I looked away from him.

He was totally being weird right now. His eyes were hella red right now but he wasn't doing a single thing to me... Not even that, he's acting like a completely different person than yesterday.

I heard his pants drop to the floor and he proceeded to get into the bath as well. He sat down opposite of me and pulled me in between them, my back facing him so that I was resting against him. I could feel his boner pushing up against me and I didn't know I should react. I heard him sigh softly in my ear and he rested his head on my shoulder.

"I've become so addicted to you, you know? It's driving me crazy," he said quietly, "Can you feel it? I want you so badly all the time. Ah, fuck...What are you doing to me, Isabella?"

My eyes widened when he used my real name, and tingles spread through my body. Why was this turning me on, why this of all things? He's evil Isabella, get in control of yourself.

I could feel his fangs slightly piercing into my neck, but it almost seemed like he was holding himself back. I nearly screamed when he bit down suddenly. I tried to wriggle away from him but he held me tightly close to him.

His breathing was hard and he was suddenly much tougher than before. His hands groped my body nearly everywhere as he continued to drink from me. The pain grew more intense but despite my cries, he didn't stop. When he finally did, he didn't say a single thing, he just licked my wound and laid back against the tub, catching his breath. I pushed away from him and faced him, watching his every movement.

He looked at me with tired eyes, my blood still dripping down from his mouth and he sighed, "I wanna fuck you so hard right now."

God...and I just wanted to take a bath. This guy...

He motioned for me to come here and I shook my head, he was definitely going to try something.

He reached over and grabbed my arm, making me fall into him, and tilted my head up to look at him.

"Tonight." That was all he said.

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