November, 1, 1900

I was still walking towards the place, when I saw another place that looks much more peaceful than the other one. I quickly asked one of the gardeners whether it was okay or not. Thankfully, it was okay, so I won't get in trouble or anything.

I sat down on one of the benches, and to be honest it did help me clear up my mind. I was thinking, if I could return to my own Kingdom, it means that I can't see Chaeryeong and Taehyun anymore. Or anybody that lives here anymore. But, in a good note, I get to spend my time with Yuna.

But, what about all the friends I made here? All the adventures? All the things I accomplished here? My dream of becoming a Court Herbalist. How about my freedom?

But, in reality I can spend my time with my family. I can see Yuna grow up. I can also help my parents with their work. I can be myself again. I can be a Princess once again.

But, I may not be like the old me. Anymore.

So many thoughts came in my mind and started to bombard me. I took a really deep breathe, since this was really getting me worked up.

I was walking around the Castle looking for Ryujin. Since, I called for her but she didn't show up in front of me. Which is really odd. And I already checked every single place here, and I still haven't seen her.

The only place that I haven't actually checked is the Castle Gardens, and it would be perfect since Ryujin likes to go here, in her spare time or to clear her mind off.

I reached the place, and the gardeners greeted me which I greeted them back. I looked around just to see a familiar Pink Haired Girl. Sitting alone, in one corner. Looking like she was busy thinking of something.

Since, she looks so problematic. I decided to help her with it. Since, she looks like she's been shouldering it all her life. I walked over to where she was once, I was a bit near her, I decided to get her

I shouted, which quickly made her flinch.

I heard somebody shout. Which, I do admit it made me flinch since; I wasn't expecting somebody to do that.

I looked over to where that noise came from, and saw Beomgyu, walking towards me. He was smiling ear to ear. 'Idiot.' I thought and then smirked afterwards.

He said, as he sat down right next to me.

I looked at him confused. I asked him.

He asked me. I just looked at him with a 'really' face.

But, then I suddenly remembered that he was asking me for something. Which, I just nodded my head in shame.

I heard him mutter underneath his breathe, but you can hear that he was disappointed.

I said and suddenly remembered about the thing that my parents said.

I guess he already knew about the part that I already have a problem in my mind. He said, more like asking me.

I just sighed at him. 'He knows me too well...' I thought. I nodded at him I said, answering him.

He said, and sighed.

He asked, changing the subject.

I was hesitating whether I should tell him or not. But, since he already knows that I actually have a little problem.

I said, and looked off the distance.

He asked

I answered him.

I looked over to where he is currently sitting at, he was shocked.

After she answered my question. That I wished I didn't ask in the first place. My Heart suddenly hurt, I don't even know why.

Maybe, it's because I got a bit too attached to her these past two years?

But, I'm sure that whatever she chooses, I'll support her. Since, she has always supported me on everything that I did back then. I smiled at her bitterly.

Beomgyu just smiled at me bitterly. Before, he took a really deep breathe.

He started, and it made me look at his direction.

He said, as he left me alone drowning in my thoughts.

I guess the reason why he left me so, that I can be at peace with my mind. Which, it did help since everything's getting an answer. All of my Questions are slowly getting answered.