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are you upset with me?

↳ not you.

ryujin ryujin ryujin ryujin not min— oop

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I looked at my phone, and glanced away. It was opened on my messages with Ryujin on Instagram. All gone. I also checked if I could contact her through phone, but I can't. Her phone is definitely not off because I can see her on her phone right now. She's on their front porch, quietly scrolling with her headphones on.

stupid beomgyu

nothing?

any?

nothing.

i'm completely ignored

why did you even closed

your eyes while kissing

minju!

how could you betray us!

we were loyal to beomryu

ship :"

stop

i closed my eyes

because

fine it felt good! but i

didn't want that!

boo. a big thumbs down

to you choi beomgyu

i only kissed her for

a second that's all!

why do you even feel

guilty? i though you and

ryujin noona were only

"friends"

we are only friends!

so why do you feel

sorry for kissing her, and

why do you want to say

'sorry i kissed minju' to

ryujin? huh?

what? that's not

what i meant!

whatever you say hyung

i just want to have my

best friend back :

bEsT fRiEnD. sure sure

fine don't listen to me~

thank you for everything!

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I threw my phone on my bed, and layed down as I brushed my hair up in frustration. I don't like Minju that's why I feel bad for kissing her. It did feel good— ugh! why does that sound so wrong?! I don't like her at all I swear that to my life.

Then, my phone tinged making me jump to my seat, and open my phone immediately. Hoping it's Ryujin.

"Ah shit."

minju_kim

hey beomgyu

what are you doing

right now?

you know i'm free today

we can go to lotte world

or somewhere you want

i'll go with you ;)

sorry minju, but why

are you saying this?

we kissed? we're dating?

isn't that how it goes?

for everyone else maybe.

but for me, no.

what?

sorry. i truly feel bad.

the kiss was a mistake.

but you kissed back!

exactly what i mean.

a mistake.

sorry minju.

I was about to turn my phone off, but then she sent a messsge once again.

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i

t's ryujin isn't it?

you like her too

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too?

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what?

you like ryujin just like

how jaemin likes her

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so jaemin likes ryujin...

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no. i don't like her

that way.

then why don't you

like me back? you already

kissed back!

it was a mistake.

i don't like ryujin

and i don't like you too

oh so are you gay?

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no. i just don't like you.

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I turned my phone off, and went out of mu room.

As I was making my way downstairs, our mom suddenly called me making me walk faster.

"Yes mom?" I asked.

"Mrs. Shin's birthday is today. We're invited by her to her small neighborhood party later tonight, so make sure to get yourselves ready."

"Wait. Mrs. Shin as in... Shin Ryujin's mom?" I asked. She looked at me and nodded with a smile.

"Oh right! You're friends with her. I know they need help to prepare and decorate their backyard. You should go there and help. Hyunsuk's not doing anything, so you two should go."

I'm dead then :)

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it felt good?! i'm throwing hands jk i love beomgyu but still :)