《The Golden Queen》Chapter 12 (part 3 of 3)
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"No—I know it will end," Everynne said. "My mother was far older and wiser than I. The dronon had been lurking on her borders for thousands of years. She had millennia to prepare for her battle with them, and still she died. I think my chances of winning are nil. But even if I win, I will be changed. You know what it is to fuse with a personal intelligence, the wonder and pain that all burst in on you in a moment. But an omni-mind is the size of a planet and stores more information than a trillion personal intelligences combined. I am ... less than an insect compared to it. My mother and it grew to become one, and when her body died, it would download her personality into her clones. It stores everything that was my mother-all her thoughts, her dreams, her memories. And if I fuse with it, I will no longer be me in any way that matters. Her experiences will overwhelm me, and it will be as if I never existed."
"You would still be you," Gallen said, hoping to comfort her. "You wouldn't lose that." But he knew he was wrong. As far as the omni-mind was concerned, Everynne was just a shell, a template of the Great Judge Semarritte, waiting to be filled. In the space of a moment, Everynne would grow, learn more than he or billions of other people could ever hope to know. Yet her personality, her essence, would be swept away as something of no importance.
She turned and looked into his eyes, smiled sadly. "You're right, of course," she said, as if to ease his mind. The wind blew her hair; Gallen looked into her dark blue eyes.
"Maybe," Gallen offered, "someone else could take your place. There are other Tharrin. Perhaps Grandmother would reign in your behalf."
Everynne shook her head. "She is a grand lady, but she would not take my place. A Lord Judge must earn that position, but Grandmother could not earn that title. All of the Tharrin knew of Semarritte's plan to return as a clone. I sometimes wonder if I am worthy to become a Servant of All, but the Tharrin treat me as if I am but an extension of Semarritte. They say that once I join with the omni-mind, my own short life will have meant nothing. I will be Semarritte." She paused, took a deep breath. "I want to thank you for what you did today."
"What do you mean?"
"When you pulled the incendiary rifle on us. I'm glad that you're not the kind of person who would follow me blindly. Too few people question my motives."
"Do you feel that your motives need questioning?"
"Of course!" Everynne fell silent for a moment; Gallen heard someone laugh in the distance. It was growing dark, and Gallen felt he should go, but Everynne was standing close to him, only a hand's breadth away. She gazed into his face, leaned forward and kissed him, wrapped her arms around him.
"Question my motives," she whispered fiercely. Her lips were warm, inviting.
Gallen took her request literally. "You're afraid that you will die soon," Gallen whispered, and he kissed her back. She leaned into him, her firm breasts crushing into his chest.
"I think I'm falling in love with you," she whispered. "I want to know what it's like for me to be in love."
Gallen considered the way that she had said it, pulled back. "Veriasse was your mother's escort. Was he also her lover?"
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Everynne nodded, and suddenly Gallen understood. Once the omni-mind downloaded its memories, Everynne would become Semarritte in every way. Veriasse was not just trying to restore the Great Lord Judge to his people. He was rebuilding his wife. "He has never touched me, never made love to me," Everynne said. "But I can see how I torment him. I'm but a child to him, a shadow of the woman he loves. Sometimes he watches me, and I can see how his desire tears at him."
Everynne leaned close for a long moment. Gallen could feel her heart hammering against his chest. "Give me this night," she said. "Whatever comes later, let me stay with you tonight."
Gallen looked into her wide eyes, felt the heat of her body next to his.
"I know you want me," she said. "I've felt the intensity of your gaze from the moment we first met. I want you, too."
Gallen found himself shaking, stricken. She was indeed the most beautiful, most perfect woman he had ever seen, and it hurt to know that they could never be together. He could not deny what he felt. If she asked him to become her Lord Escort, fight the dronon in her behalf, he would gladly do so, lay his life on the line day after day, hour after hour.
Yet she could only promise him one night of love. Everynne pulled off her own robe and undergarments, stood in the dusk and let him hold her. Her breasts were small but pert. Her hips were shapely, strong. She began breathing deeply, pulled off Gallen's robe, then pulled him down to the deep sweet grass there on the parapet, and together they made love long and slow.
Afterward, they lay together naked. Down in the sea below, the waves covered the limestone and the torchbearer fish lit the ocean in pale green. Above them, the clouds passed and stars sprinkled the sky, until everything was light. The warm winds blew through the trees, and Gallen felt peace inside.
Everynne cuddled closer, and they slept awhile. When he woke, the winds were beginning to cool. The great school of torchbearer fish had departed, and the night draped over them like a tent. Gallen kept his arms wrapped around her protectively. He could not help but think that this was the beginning and the end of their love. They had sealed it with one, small, nearly insignificant act. Now, the future lay before them, and no matter what happened, tomorrow the winds of change would blast them apart like two leaves scattered in a storm. The sky above them was so vast, so nearly infinite in size, and it seemed to Gallen that they were lying naked while the infinite, appalling darkness prepared to descend.
Thus it was that at last Gallen looked up to see Veriasse standing in the shadows at the head of the trail. Gallen startled, tried to sit up and throw his clothes on in one move, but Veriasse raised a finger to his lips.
"Careful, don't wake her," he said, his voice ragged. "Throw her robe over her, keep her warm."
Gallen did so, slid into his undergarments, then his own robes. He watched Veriasse from the corner of his eye, half afraid that the older man would attack him, but Veriasse seemed more hurt than angry. He kept his arms protectively folded over his stomach and turned away, began walking slowly up the path.
Gallen finished dressing and followed Veriasse. The old man walked with his back straight, tense. Gallen needed to break the silence, so he said softly, "I'm sorry, I—"
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Veriasse whirled, stared hard at Gallen. "No apologies are necessary," he said at last, with hurt in his voice. "Everynne obviously has chosen you over me. I suppose it is only natural. She is a young woman, and you're an attractive man. I, ah, ah ..." He raised his hands, let them drop in consternation.
"I'm sorry," Gallen said, unable to think of anything more.
Veriasse advanced on him, pointed his finger. "You shut your mouth! You know nothing of sorrow! I've loved her for six thousand years. I love her as you could only hope to love her!"
"No!" Gallen shouted, and suddenly a rage burned in him. "You loved her mother, you miserable bastard! Everynne is not Semarritte! Everynne may be willing to do your will, she may be willing to wear the omni-mind for the good of her people, but if she puts it on, you will have destroyed her. You will have murdered your own daughter in order to regain the woman you love!"
Veriasse's eyes blazed and his nostrils flared. Gallen realized that his mantle was heightening his vision. Gallen's own muscles tightened and when Veriasse swung, Gallen ducked under the attack, sought to remain calm, emotionally detached. He punched at Veriasse's belly, but the old man dodged, kicked at Gallen's chest.
Suddenly they were both moving, spinning in a blur of fists and feet in the darkness. Veriasse was like a ghost, impossible to touch. Guided by his mantle, Gallen swung and kicked in a steady barrage of attacks that would have overwhelmed any dozen ruffians back on Tihrglas, yet never did a blow land with any force. Sometimes Veriasse would turn a blow, and in one brief portion of a second, Gallen's hopes soared. But after three minutes, he had not landed a blow, and he was beginning to tire. He knew that Veriasse would soon attack.
Gallen stepped back from the fight, took a defensive stance. Veriasse was not winded. "I wore that mantle for six thousand years, and would be wearing it now if I didn't fear that it would jeopardize my right to fight in ritual combat," he said. "I taught it most of what it knows."
Then he leapt for the attack. Gallen dodged the first few swings and kicks, but Veriasse threw a head punch that Gallen tried to deflect with his wrist. The old man was far stronger than Gallen had ever imagined, and the blow felt as if it would snap Gallen's arm. The punch grazed his chin, sent him sprawling.
Gallen leapt back to his feet, let the mantle guide his actions. Veriasse began a deadly dance, throwing kicks and punches in combinations that were designed to leave a victim defenseless. Gallen's mantle began whispering to him—this is a fourteen-kick combination—flashing images of what would happen in his mind quickly so that Gallen could escape the final consequences.
After forty seconds, Veriasse leapt back, apparently winded, studied Gallen appreciatively for a second, then leapt into combat once more. He swung and kicked in varying combinations so fast that Gallen's mantle was overwhelmed; Gallen had to fend blindly, retreating through the woods. Veriasse was swinging and leaping, his fists and hands in Gallen's face so much that Gallen was sure he would go for a low kick. But suddenly Veriasse vaulted into the air and kicked for his chest. Gallen reached up to turn the kick with his arm, but the old man shifted in midair, aiming the kick at the blocking arm.
The blow landed with a snapping sound on the ganglia in Gallen's elbow, numbing the entire arm. A second kick landed as Veriasse dropped, hitting Gallen's ribs hard enough to knock the wind from him. Veriasse twisted as he fell through the air, and a third kick grazed Gallen's head, knocking off his mantle.
Gallen hit the ground, gasping for breath, and glared up at Veriasse. He would be no match for the old man without a mantle. Even with a mantle, he'd been no match for the old man.
Veriasse stood over him, gasping. Sweat poured down Gallen's face; without the mantle, he could see little in the darkness, but he could make out Veriasse's blazing eyes. Gallen held his aching arm, found that he could only move his numb fingers with difficulty.
"I don't need you," Veriasse said. "You are not coming with us."
"I'm sure Everynne will have something to say about that," Gallen said.
"And I'm equally sure that I will not listen to her."
"Just as you've never listened to her?" Gallen asked. "You send her to her death and think you can ignore her cries?"
"You find that appalling?" Veriasse said roughly, his voice suddenly choked.
"Yes," Gallen said. "I find you appalling."
The old man nodded his head weakly, stood by a tree and suddenly grabbed it for support, looking about absently as if he had lost something. "Well, well, so be it. I find myself appalling. There is an apt saying among my people, 'Of all men, old politicians are the most damned, for they must live out their days in a world of their own creation.' "
Gallen was surprised that Veriasse did not argue, did not defend his actions. "Is it so easy for you to be appalling?"
"What I'm doing," Veriasse said, straightening his shoulder, "appalls even me ... But, I can think of nothing else to do. Gallen, an omni-mind takes thousands of years to construct. Once it is built, it is meant to be used by only one person throughout the ages. If another person tries to wield it, the intelligence cannot function to full capacity. We must win back that omni-mind! And though I wish it were not so, whoever deigns to use it will be consumed in the process. I knew this when I first cloned Everynne. I knew she would be destroyed. Somehow, the sacrifice seemed more ... bearable at the time." Veriasse turned away, his breath coming deep and ragged. "Gallen, Gallen—how did I get into this mess?"
Veriasse needed a way out of his predicament. He stood for a moment, his back turned to Gallen. "What if you get killed in your match with the dronon?" Gallen asked. "What will happen to Everynne?"
"She may be killed also."
"But, if I remember your words correctly, that is not what the dronon do to their own Golden Queens who lose the combat. Instead, the losing queen is only marred and may never compete in the contest again."
"True," Veriasse agreed, "sometimes. But the decision whether to mar or destroy the queen comes at the whim of the victor. I fear that the dronon would not spare Everynne. They murdered all of the Tharrin they could catch in this sector after the invasion, then obliterated their genetic matter."
"I am coming with you to Dronon," Gallen said. "If you lose, perhaps I can convince the dronon to only mar Everynne. Of all possible outcomes, this one alone gives her some hope. She would be free to live her own life."
Veriasse looked down at Gallen, raised an eyebrow. "You would risk everything on this one chance to save her? It sounds like a noble gamble," he admitted. Veriasse paused, drew a breath, and he suddenly straightened, as if a load had been lifted from his shoulders. "I will welcome your company, then. And if I die in the contest, I can only hope that you will succeed in bringing Everynne away safely. She is a great treasure, the last of her kind in this part of the galaxy."
Veriasse helped Gallen to his feet. Gallen's arm and ribs ached. Veriasse said heavily, "I would like to ask you an important favor. When I gave you my mantle, I did so with ulterior motives. Gallen, I have seen tapes of the Lord Escort's battles. His name is Xim, and among the Lord Escorts, he is the most capable warrior in many generations. I do not think I have a great chance to survive this fight. If I die, I want you to be my successor. Would you become the next Lord Escort?"
"Me?" Gallen asked, suddenly aware that Veriasse had made a complete turnabout. "But I'm no one. Certainly you have better warriors than me."
"We created the guardians to fight for us," Veriasse said, "and so we have not needed human warriors. You wear my mantle, and in time, given a few years, it will teach you. You could become as great a warrior as any I might hope to find."
Gallen considered the request. He was tempted to say yes. If Everynne died, another like her would be created, and her need would be just as great. Yet if he promised to do as Veriasse asked, he would be bound to labor for many years with perhaps nothing but an ignominious death as a reward. He recalled his oath, that when his heart was hot to aid another, he would always do so.
"As you wish," Gallen said.
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