I fell back on the bed and let out a breath. "I love this bed." I mumbled taking in the softness of the mattress.

He chuckled and sat next to me in the bed. "You okay? You look tired." He said lowly.

Yeah, I'm pregnant... It happens.

I nodded. "I am."

I sat up and got up from the bed going over to my bag. I needed to get into some comfortable clothes. I silently slipped my shorts off, putting on some sweat pants. Tired of hiding, I pulled my shirt over my head, putting on a tshirt that actually fit me.

"Kyra?" Cam said lowly. I knew exactly what he was about to ask me so I didn't even bother to turn around and look at him.

"What Cam?"

"Are you pregnant?" He asked staring at my stomach.

It was a stupid question because I was clearly pregnant. Did he really think I had a round ass gut? Come on now.

"Yeah, Cam.." I mumbled.

"When were you going to tell me?" He asked helping me stand up. I sat on the bed Indian style as he stared down at my growing belly.

"The night I found out you cheated on me..." I said lowly. "Crazy right?"

"You're three months pregnant Kyra?" He asked in disbelief. "Four." I corrected.

He fell back against the bed and sighed. "Damn.." He muttered.

I bit my lip and stared at him as his eyes stayed planted on the ceiling. We didn't talk for a good ten minutes and I didn't know what that meant.

"Listen.. You don't have to do this with me Cameron. I promise you, I will be okay. I know you have your career and Chanel and I know the last thing you need right now is a child-"

"Do you hear yourself right now Kyra? And stop calling me Cameron. You never call me that." I nodded and stared out the window at all of the huge building that lit up the city.

"I'm not letting you raise my kid by yourself! Are you serious? I'd never do no shit like that. I'm here, whatever you need you got it. You want Taco Bell at 3AM, you got it." I nodded.

"What about Chanel? You're with her right? Does she even know where you are?"

He kissed his teeth. "Nah, she don't." He said and just as he finished his phone went off. He looked down at it as her picture ran across the screen. He looked up at me.

"Answer it." He nodded and pulled his phone to his ear.

I heard her talking and I cringed. It finally hit me that he stayed with her after he cheated. I guess I really didn't mean anything to him.

"I'm in California." He mumbled.

She started yelling and he sighed. "I didn't have time to. It was an emergency. I- man, yes. Chanel, shut the fuck up! I'm here, I'll be home tomorrow." He said rubbing his hand down his face.

I scooted off of the bed and walked in the bathroom. I closed and locked the door before taking my shirt off. I pulled my hair into a huge bun on the top of my head and ran my hands over my belly.

I wasn't near big but I was pregnant. Pregnant by a man with a girlfriend.

I didn't want Chanel around my baby. She might poison it or something when Cameron isn't looking. I didn't even want to have a child like this but this was the predicament I was put into. I wanted my child to have both parents in the same household.

I was so happy when I came from the doctor. Cam had been acting distant and I thought this would cheer him up. I was going to tell him once I got off work and then the Chanel conversation happened and my baby was the last thing on my mind. I'm actually luckly I didn't miscarrry from all of the stress. That would have been the end of me. To lose my boyfriend and my baby.. I wouldn't have lived through that. This baby gave me a reason to push forward.

I even thought about running back to Rashad, but I can't do that. Rashad is too far away in reality and in my past. His lips were still soft and the spark was was still there, but he wasn't aware of how difficult I am now. If I wasn't with child, I would be in Rashad's house right now. Who wants to raise someone else's baby anyway?

Truth was, I was in love with Cameron and only him, but I needed to move on for me.

A knock came on the door and I put my shirt back on, opening the door.

Cameron looked down at me and sighed. "I'm leaving her..."

"No." I said walking past him into the room.

"Fuck you mean, 'No.'? Your pregnant with my child Kyra!"

I looked at him like he was a child. "So what? Me being your girlfriend didn't stop you from cheating. Don't feel entailed to do anything because of this baby. All I ask is for you to be here."

He sighed. "Kyra, I want you. I want to fight for us. Fight for this family. I love you.." He sat on the bed and pulled me between his legs.

He pushed my shirt up and placed his big hands around my belly. He smiled and looked up at me. "I love this little person inside of you."

A tear fell from my eyes and he quickly wiped them away as they started to blur my vison. He kissed my stomach and stood up wrapping his arms around me.

"Stop crying please.." He mumbled tucking his face into the crook of my neck. "I don't deserve this.." I choked out.

"I know you don't. You deserve to wipe your hands from me and if that's what you want to do I respect that. I just want you to know that I regret cheating on you from the bottom of my heart. I don't know what the fuck was wrong with me and that was the biggest mistake of my life. I might be with her but my hearts with you. It will always be with you. I need you Kyra. I need you more than I would like to admit."

"If you think ending things with her will get me back, you're wrong."

He nodded. "I know you well enough to know it won't. I don't love her, I dont feel like I felt with you. It doesn't feel natural like it does with you. I swear I love you with all my heart." He confessed.

I knew he wasn't happy with her. It was clear. If he was. he wouldn't have flew out here in the first place. The way his face fell when she called. The way he stares at me when he thinks I'm not looking. It's clear.

It's just not enough.

"I love you too." I said getting out of his hold. I grabbed his hand pulling him over to the bed. I laid down and he laid on the bed wrapping his arms around me. He rubbed my stomach till I fell asleep.

I held Kyra's hair up and rubbed her back till she finished. She flushed the toilet and I helped her on her feet. She started brushing her teeth and I joined her. We flew back yesterday and I just made her crash here. I didn't feel like dealing with Chanel's crazy ass yet. I knew she would most likely be over her later though.

That phone call brought out the old Chanel I knew would eventually make an appearance. The Chanel I liked, was in the beginning of our relationship. I knew it wouldn't last long and I was ready to be a dad. I needed to be done with her.

I called my parents yesterday and told them the news. Mama was happy, pops? Not so much. He's so TeamKyra it makes no sense but he did agree that Chanel has to go, but he thinks I'm going to use this baby to get Kyra back..

I'm not gone make her do shit. It's Kyra. You can't make her do anything she doesn't want to. I hope we do fix things though. I know it won't be easy but I'm not giving up on her.

"You went to the doctor?"

"I've been going every month since I found out." She said combing her hair down.

"When's the next one? I want to come." I said putting my phone and my keys in my pocket. "Day after tomorrow." She answered, smoothing out her shirt.

I nodded and put it in my phone.

"Cam?"

"Yeah?" I asked looking up from tying my shoe laces. Kyra was staring at me weird and I furrowed my forehead.

"Wassup?" I asked confused.

"Has..she been here?" She asked.

"Hell no. She's been over, never spent the night, I never fucked her here, nun of that. I bought this house for you. Fuck I look like?" I said walking over to her.

I wrapped my arms around her waist from behind and pointed to the wall. "What's that?"

"Our picture." She mumbled.

"You know why it's still hanging there?"

"Chanel hasn't got an opportunity to break it yet?" I busted out laughing .

"No, cause I'm never taking it down until we replacing it with us and the baby." She blushed and I turned her around kissing her forehead. I bent down and kissed her stomach again before grabbing her hand.

I swear this baby makes me love her even more. She's giving me the best thing I could ever ask for.

"Let's get you home. I got something I gotta handle."

I grabbed her bags and followed her downstairs. I opened her door and closed it after she got in.

I was mad she was staying with Trey but that nigga got a girl so I ain't tripping forreal. Kyra don't even like him further than a platonic level.

He opened the door and I dapped him up handing him her bag. He walked back into the house but she stayed at the door frame. I stared at her till she smiled.

"I'll see you later right?" She shrugged. "I'll text you the appointment info. You just show up for that. Papa Cam." I laughed and nodded pulling her into a hug. I kissed her forehead. "I love you."

"I love you too." She said running her hands down my cheek. She backed out of my grip and waved before closing the door.

I sighed and got back in my car, heading to Chanel's house. She was about to chop my head off.