《Smiling Chaos》Chapter 34
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Byun went ahead and he opened the door. He held the door while looking disgustedly at the shaken diamond. He laughed a little and admist that SeongHwa pulled him and they both walked out the class
He felt so empty , so wrecked , so pointless. He really felt bad . He felt like he is standing in the rain but instead of water is like this it's raining rocks and they are hurting with but he can't see the scars.
He then fell onto the table and half sat in it.
He doesn't know why but he perceived that he had being standing for far too long . His legs that have carried his weight for the whole of his life suddenly felt like they were also carrying a foreign load, one which they could not support. His skeleton wwas forefeighting from this game that it was being challenged to .
It's like he is watching documentary of himself being buried alive. He half buried his face now as the tears were falling once again. He had managed to close his eyes but occasionally would open them to let the fire born within escape.
Out of the blue, a pair of black sneakers stood in front of him. He didn't know whose shoes those belong to but he didn't bother raising his head to look. For the greater bit of things , he really doesn't need to be confronted any further
EunWoo shed a lot of tears most of which he didn't bother trying to stop at all. less than five seconds later the person pulled EunWoo into their embrace.
EunWoo melted into the arms of that person and he laid there crying like a little baby.
He proceeded to completely rest on his torso and the person pulled him even tighter .
" TaeYang... I am sorry", he sobbed to pitifully. He was apologizing for no reason but he felt lik he had wronged everyone so badly.
Yoo TaeYang proceeded to brush EunWoo s hair as he cried in his arms.
He has never ever seen EunWoo look like this. He has never ever imagined that he would see EunWoo looking like this,
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They spend a lot of time together and by default have learnt a lot about each other. Meetings every three days, late night making programmes and other arrangements, Saturday dinner drinking pink smoothies that taste like gravel. They are more together than EunWoo is with anyone. Which is not shocking as Yoo TaeYang is the president of LLC.
TaeYang is the only person who EunWoo has told about his weird childish secret of kissing a frog thinking it will turn into a princess that will marry him and give him superpowers
TaeYang laughed at him but it's better than TaeYang s secret that when he was young he tried to teach the neighbor s chicken how to bark becomes he didn't know what to give a girl who likes puppies. Imagine a flying puppy!!
" I am really sorry, Yaya" , he sobbed more
TaeYang swallowed a lump when hearing EunWoo call him 'yaya' while crying so much. It made him feel horrible like he should have done something instead of just being busy with his life like nothing matters.
Heaven knows that he never planned for EunWoo s significance in his life to get this deep rooted but the fact that it exits means nothing can be done. EunWoo smiled his way into TaeYang s life and he engraved his name across TaeYang s soul..
It is a fact that TaeYang wanted to come and see EunWoo but EunWoo had been avoiding him the most. He shut off his phone and cut out all contacts with him because he doesn't to have to lie to TaeYang.He can lie to GiChan ,to ChanYi , to Tzuyu but not to Tae. Everyone but Tae...
Anyway he just kept hugging him like that and EunWoo kept crying laying on his chest., the tears were just falling.
Ten minutes EunWoo was quiet.TaeYang called him softly and not receiving a response, he looked down and saw him lying sleeping on his torso , some of his tears were dried.
He must be really tired..
" The tables will turn, I promise ", he spoke while he was brushing his head..
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Woonwoo stood in the rooftop and he already wearing his basketball jacket and he had placed his bag on the floor. He was dressed casually but he gave out the energy of some who is good at cleaning after a really messy job. Cleaning not in the sense of soap and brooms but in the energy of being good at getting rid of fingerprints.
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He had sat in the same shaded place that he likes to occupy. All he directly faced to the horizon.The phsycology genius seemed so collected while he sat isolated.
He dialled a number on his phone with his other hand while the other was holding a silver bottle.
" Proceed to the next part of the plan. Make it loud", he instructed to the phone. He spoke so softly , so authoritive. He is wearing headsets so he didn't need to bring his phone to his face
" Yes,sir", the voice at the other end of the phone saluted him, obeying the instruction. The owner of the voice seemed he had great fear for Woonwoo.
Jeon hung up and he resumed his playlist. Woonwoo was listening to wordless music, more like instrumental. He somehow finds pleasure in the calmness and gentleness of such music.
He then proceeded to sip on the fruit smoothie from the bottle. As he lowered the bottle, he then rotated it and he looked at the note that has been stuck to the body of the bottle
' Enjoy ...( smiley face added)'
Kim TaeHyung had given him this bottle this morning before he went to practice...
TaeHyung knows Lee Chan and Chan knows Woonwoo. Defautly Yung and Woonwoo ended up knowing each other
Yung knows that Woonwoo has a tendency to not eat so Yung goes to Chan s place everyday and makes Woonwoo a smoothie for the following day. He then keeps the smoothie in some ice bag and gives it Woonwoo the following day.
He even bought him this vacuum bottle so that the smoothie doesn't go bad.
The first time they meant was when Wooyoung was babysitting twinkle toes.
Wooyoung would be with Yung while Yung was having lunch and one day SeongHwa and Woonwoo went to the cafeteria. Obviously SeongHwa was the one who wanted to eat and all Woonwoo wanted was water.
The babysitter went to greet Woonwoo and he invited him back to the table where TaeHyung was sitting.And as expected Woonwoo declined without saying a word.
TaeHyung turned to face the people who had grabbed Wooyoung s attention and were being invited to accompany him. That was the first time he saw Woonwoo. Obviously SeongHwa looked beyond beautiful and when he smiled occasionally it was really mesmerizing. However SeongHwa seemed easy to talk to and not so mysterious. So the attention shifted to Woonwoo whose beauty and character seemed to be positioned in the middle of a vast sea of ferocious sharks.
He looked normal but he also looked like he doesn't sleep enough. His face seemed like someone who works into the night. He also seemed to favoured short sentences in a conversation because when Wooyoung was talking too much, Woonwoo was just listening and he simply knodded before he headed out of the cafeteria.
After Chan returned , a week later he met Woonwoo at the rooftop. They were discussing something and it was on that day Chan gave Woonwoo the smoothie for the first time
Obviously he had at the time told Yung about Woonwoo s bad hobby and this was he decided to do.
It's a sweet gesture to tell the truth when Yung decided to start giving him these smoothies. No one ever cared enough to do that, or maybe they were to scared but the fact remains that Yung was the first and only person to do this.
In an attempt to cure Woonwoo s habit, Yung had in fact replaced it with an addiction to smoothies. Because all Jeon consumes are these drinks.But atleast they are fulfilling and nutritious and Woonwoo won't suffer from gastritis anymore
And though Woonwoo is not going to admit it, these smoothie taste delicious like they were made with magic , probably star dust . Maybe this is what they mean by angel s touch.
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